Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih

Chapter 14 - The Highest Level in Love

"It's important not to bring that woman as a daughter-in-law into this house."

His father's words continued to ring in Ameer's mind, causing her to wonder what feelings she really had for Meizia.

At first he was very sure to ask the woman, but after Meizia's identity was revealed and also the rejection of her parents, Ameer was increasingly confused and hesitant about her heart.

However, even though Ameer did not see Meizia, the man tried to find out Meizia's family background secretly.

It's hard to find, all Ameer can get is information that Meizia is the son of a pimp and no one knows who her father is. A fact that made Ameer stunned, beaten and sympathetic.

Now Ameer understands why Meizia could be stuck in the world that night.

Knowing this fact, Ameer's desire to take the girl out of the dark world grew even greater. In fact, her love is even more pronounced.

Isn't that weird? Ameer, who should have stayed away, wanted to hold her hand and bring her in search of the light of hope.

Not only looking for answers through the path of the earth, Ameer also sought answers from the sky by regularly performing night prayers and asking for directions to the owner of the heart.

Like tonight, in cold weather and desolate conditions. While everyone was asleep, Ameer chanted her prayer softly. Ask for guidance and guidance from Him.

"O Allah, guide and guide me in determining my life!"

"Don't let me walk on lust, while I don't realize it."

"And I plead with You, O loving one. This is Meizia, open the door of repentance to her and to those who live like her."

"Give them a much better life, a life that You bless."

"Truly, nothing is impossible for You and I believe that You never put anyone at a dead end."

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As Ameer tries to find out more about herself, Meizia tries not to think about Ameer who never appears before her again.

Although there was actually a little hope in Meizia's heart, but she was aware of who she was. No man will accept her as a life partner.

It was morning, Meizia was having breakfast with Jenny at the restaurant where she met Ameer.

Meizia's eyes glanced at various angles, as if she was looking for someone.

"You're not making a deal with somebody, are you, Mei?" jenny and Meizia asked immediately shook their heads while giving a smile.

"It's okay."

"Not looking for Ameer, are you?"

"No."

Meizia dodged but the woman's gaze had already explained the real answer.

"Why don't you try it, Mei? If I were you, I'd take this as a golden opportunity" Jenny said.

"Ameer never came to see me again" Meizia said.

"Because you keep rejecting him" Jenny said.

"I'm full, let's go home" Meizia asked. Jenny nodded, and she immediately paid for their food after rushing away.

While on the other hand, Ameer went back to see Grandpa to consult once again about his feelings.

"I am at a loss to determine whether my desire is only lust or sincere love, Kek," said Ameer. My grandfather was a good listener as well. "When you know who Meizia is, her origin. I was devastated, there was a sense of disappointment as well as why he had to be like that. But ... But somehow I just want to hold her hand, Cake. I want to take her with me, I want to tell her that there is still light in this world for her."

Grandfather looked at Ameer's face which looked very serious and emotional while telling a story, showing that every word his grandson said was indeed from his heart.

"I'm confused as to why he's such a magnet that it makes me want to get closer, Cake." Ameer said softly. "I'm afraid this is just lust."

"What do you want from him, Ameer?" ask Grandpa softly.

"I want to take her with me, give her a better life and teach her the norms of a good life" Ameer replied.

"How about his past? You're able to accept him?"

"I don't know if I'm capable or not, Cake. But for sure, I want her to know that she deserves a better life and I'm willing to give it to her."

Grandfather smiled at his grandson's reply, he patted Ameer on the shoulder then said, "The highest level of love is sincere, Ameer. Willing to let go for the sake of his happiness or sincerely accept all his shortcomings and ugliness. You really love her, son. Grandpa was sure it wasn't lust. Fight him."

Ameer looked at Grandfather, trying to understand what the elderly man had just described.

"Should I fight him one more time, Mother?" ask Ameer.

"We're going to fight him together" Grandpa said. "Let's go see her mother and ask Meizia nicely."