Pursuing the Details of His Love Tasbih

Chapter 45 - Self-Submission

Meizia was very happy with what Ameer did and gave her, something she never expected before. After all that, should Meizia still run away from her obligations as a wife?

"God, I was not born of a woman of worship. But I beg you, let me give birth to a son who is a worshiper, who always fancies for reproduction."

Meizia smiled as she asked that with all her heart, she looked at the two showers of her hands that had been filled with flower pictures, very beautiful. In fact, she had never thought of anything like this before her.

He had also met his mother-in-law and Umm Nayla praised hena and Meizia's hand. In fact, Ummi Nayla said hena as if making it clear that Meizia is a newlywed.

It was late, Meizia waited for Ameer nervously.

Tonight he will give what he should give to the husband, after all, until when will he continue to avoid?

Now, Meizia is determined to give everything to Ameer. Not just his body, but his heart and soul. She would devote her whole life to her husband.

Not long after, Ameer walked into the room and the man frowned at Meizia who seemed to blush. "Do you have any surprises for me, honey?" ask Ameer while locking the door.

"Why is the door in the lock?" Meizia asked back, to divert her nervousness.

"Because now I have a wife," said Ameer. "For if we are doing something and suddenly Ummi or Abi come in, it could be dangerous, Meizia."

Meizia immediately grimaced at Ameer's reply, moreover she also knew her question was very silly. "You haven't answered my question, honey, are you up to something?" ask Ameer.

"Why do you ask that?" Meizia asked back, making Ameer feel anxious and upset.

"Because the look on your face is different," Ameer replied honestly which immediately made Meizia blush. Her husband already knew her very well, Meizia thought.

"Hem," Meizia replied while looking down in embarrassment.

"What's that?" Ameer approached Meizia and knelt down in front of her.

"That's it, honey, just follow my heart." Ameer answered while slipping the child's hair behind Meizia's ears, so as not to block her face. "Then? What's your surprise? I'm really impatient" said Ameer.

Not his reply, Meizia looked confused. He bites his lips, his hands squeeze each other and Ameer knows his wife will act this way when nervous or anxious.

"Why?" Ameer immediately touched Meizia's hand and grabbed her. "You want to say something? Is there a problem, honey?"

"I ... I want to be your full wife," Meizia's great-granddaughter who made Ameer's forehead immediately crinkled inside.

"You have become my wife, Zia" Ameer said with a chuckle. However, her laughter came to a halt as she realized what Meizia meant. "Really?" ask Ameer to make sure.

Meizia just nodded slowly with a face that was already getting red.

"Aren't you going to cry again?" ameer and Meizia asked back. "Why? I'm not forcing you to be ready, Meizia."

"I love you" said Meizia who immediately made Ameer's heart beat. "A woman will not be afraid when touched by the person who has filled her heart."

Meizia looked up, she cupped her husband's cheek gently and then said, "I'm not perfect, as a woman, I'm so imperfect. And I'm sorry for that."

Ameer did not respond, she just stared at Meizia intensely, with a deep gaze. "But I'll try my best in terms of everything else" she added with a smile. "Being a good wife and future mother to our child."

"Aamiin," said Ameer quickly.

"I belong to you, Ameer, my heart and soul, I leave everything to you."

Hearing the sentence of surrender made Ameer immediately feel full, he held Meizia gently. "Thank you, honey," whispered Ameer. "I love you, I love Meizia, my wife."