Pariban So Rokkap

Ruining Your Own Life

One week later

one of the Mami employees who worked in the cooperative was willing to marry Arnita,

saving the family from shame.

Of course Mami gave him a lot of money, Arnita married secretly and was invited to Magelang with her husband.

Somehow the fate of the girl later, she could not do anything, take care of herself aja she could not, how she will take care of the household and take care of her son later, it is very worrying later.

That means, he fought without preparation, I hope he is okay.

I will forget my feelings of anger towards Arnita because she was also a victim of Micah, she may have regretted all her foolishness, because her future was ruined.

Honestly when he came back home at that time, I never once greeted him, even, at Arnita's wedding too, I did not come, the marriage was also done very closed, very closed, just attended a few people.

I can only hope he is happy with his new family.

Being in a room for a few days makes my life feel like a prison.

I have to get out, do some things enjoy life.

Bonar's name came to my mind, a friend who could be invited to be destroyed, my old disease finally relapsed again, every time I felt dizzy because of many thoughts, I would invite Bonar to drink.

After a neat shower, looking for the Bonar number, it's time to party, have fun, throw all the burdens of the mind, enjoy life.

“Hai bro, you again where this is, to the usual place, Come.”

“Bby, can bangat ni Bro, incidentally, the mouth again this asem, want to be in the gas drinking seat,”

bonar said, as usual,

this refillable gallon man never refused every time I took him out for drinks.

“Ok, I wait Bro, you come aja.”

“He.he happens to be me, already here, bro.” Bonar laughed chuckling.

“Bangke, *****..!

lu why didn't you talk from earlier, if you uda in sono?”

“Iya from yesterday I did not come home, I eat, sleep and defecate here,”

Said Bonar casually.

Batak man this one is a little tilted his brain, because most eat flour, even his family has let, do not care about it anymore, want to go home or not, not considered again.

Hearing his story, sometimes pity also heard, he was left by his lover who married someone else, even though they had been dating for six years since high school.

So, when he was left married, at that time his life was a mess, he diverted by drinking and consuming flour, and,

it means not the flour that makes this cake flour that makes the brain damaged, make fly, satanic powder it has become a daily Bonar food.

Starting to know Bonar, I tried my best not to follow crazy.

But it seems that right now I also need to try to shift my mind.

I brought my car, man,

oh yeah, once my car keys were lost from the house when Netta was injured, it turned out that Mami took them, because mami said it was Mami's money who bought them, so Netta shouldn't wear them,

all the cruel treatment of Mami that I never knew, and never revealed Netta, finally revealed one by one, finally revealed,

starting from Mami came to the Campus with Micah, reporting Netta as a woman who has no morals, until the scholarship she got had wanted to be revoked he said, when Netta directly called Papi, who was not a good friend, Fortunately the Rector, Papi knew, then the Netta scholarship did not get revoked.

Papi also told the Rector everything about Mami's relationship with Netta, and Mami's dislike of Netta's lecture, Papi said since then Mami came again to harass Netta, the Lecturers already know, and the, instead of helping Netta, it was also a consideration so that Netta could be accepted as an assistant lecturer.

Perhaps, Netta can the opportunity for student exchange between Indonesia and Germany has something to do with the attitude of Mami who always wanted Netta in stopping from the Campus.

Hearing all that, I wanted to die in front of Mami, so that she was satisfied.

But once he did that to his own brother, his nephew, a young sandiri.

That's when I feel hot at home, I have to enjoy life.

That means, the man with the grey hair did not return home, it seems like I should follow him as well.

In fact, I have been able to organize my heart for a few days, before I wanted to rise even though it was still very fragile, seeing the state of Arnita, who had lost the future.

I thought, I'm gonna get up, man,

When I started to get up in limping, but when Papi told me all about Mami's treatment, I couldn't get over my heart anymore, I ended up falling down again.

If I hold it in, I can go crazy, then that's me getting out of the house, on the way I don't think, what Mami doesn't have is the slightest love,

moreover, Netta was her own nephew.

Why is so evil with Netta, even though Netta is a good woman,

the only woman I know who doesn't do much, she's always sincere and who she is, sometimes just looking at her face can feel calm.

But why was Mami so bad to the good woman, but she was so good to Micah.

Is it true that the devil does not like good people, and likes bad people, whether it may feel friends, if you meet bad people.

Not that it was brazen as an old man, but it seemed to be true, his body, had been entered by many demons.

Tiiit...!

“Ancir,”

it turned out that the red light was already on, the sound of a boisterous horn in the back, waking me up from a long daydream.

Plunge the gas and drive up to Cibubur, stopping at one of the dark painted buildings, a little far from the roadside.

This one bar, so Bonar Favorite, because it is open 24 hours, the place is comfortable and many choices of comfortable places, even places to stay are also provided,

depends on the wallet.

Because of the many choices and comfort, make someone forget to go home, including this one friend.

Bonar Rarely comes home, his life is free as a bird can go anywhere and can eat anything.

“Hai, bro here.”

Bonar waved to me, but I've been watching since.

I saw Bonar full of investigation, I thought, what if my life is like that, what's fun?

I want to try things I never did.

“Gue wants a pack,” I said as Bonar pointed the flour at his nose.

His eyes looked at me with a face of disbelief,

Because all this time, even though he offered me for free, I never wanted to, because I used to think I didn't want to damage my brain, and didn't want to ruin my life.

But this time everything changed.

“Lu again hurt hard, want to die?”

Bonar looked at me with a serious look.

“magic.”

“Terus why do you want to ruin your life, I just want to leave, but hard, you even want to damage yourself, it's healthy?”

“Sehat.”

“Crazy, I don't want.”

Bonar even forbade me, did not want to buy for me, was forced to seize hers and began to do as bonar did.

My nose immediately hurt, my eyes let out water, it felt bad in the nasal cavity.

Is this a way to ruin life?

Seriate....