Pariban So Rokkap

Crying before sleep

After the mother left the aunt, Arnita, same sister Eva also chose to leave, actually better stay away from people who carry the virus hate like aunty Candra.

“The sister should pray for Netta, not laugh. Remember Brother Netta is our brother's son.”

“I'm not insulting, I'm just saying what I feel,”.

I wanted to scold aunty, but papi forbade me.

“Don't let evil thoughts ruin your composure,” whispered papi.

If only Netta had been sad or offended, I would have acted, no matter if she was my aunt or anyone else.

I saw Netta not caring about the words of Aunt Candra, she responded casually, making me calmer, I just thought about her feelings.

After sprinkling his poisonous venom on us, he walked into the kitchen and ate, the cuisine at the protest was he ate it voraciously, and he felt innocent, he said, Juna who just knew my family seemed confused to see the nature of aunt, plus a voice that was like a toa in our house when talking, not even a language that he did not understand, because Juna Manado.

Seeing the commotion in our house, he chose to go out and play with his son, while I sat holding my hands under my folded legs, hearing the aunt's taunts on Netta I felt very angry.

“Sabar Mang ...” said papi rubbed my shoulder.

“Why are humans like aunty still on this open earth, I'm upset.

“Sabar Mang .. that is, there are problems that we will face,” whispered papi.

“I just want to go home to our house first, later Netta let me pick up again.”

Standing up and leaving the papi who was still sitting, the atmosphere was very calm, when the aunt came the situation immediately changed

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While walking out, Papi and Eva's brother came over.

“Sleep in the room only Ito, than you go home, later on who takes you home.”

“Lazy I saw the aunt.”

“Papi already said you have to be tough to hear things like Mang,” said papi.

I know, papi also felt annoyed at aunt, but he held back he did not want to fuss in front of her hula-hula.

“Ito .. we already know that aunty from the past is like that,” said Kak Eva.

After being persuaded by Papi and Sister EVa, I chose to go up to my former room first, the room we would occupy if we went home mami.

I chose to sleep in my room, waiting for my family to come home from my mother's house.

 Still sitting with my family, I heard bones looking for me, it was rude to leave bones there, I chose to join again.

While Netta was away from there, seeing the attached grandmother there I was afraid I could not control myself.

Aunty was only briefly at home mommy, he just wanted to show off to all the family if he had a doctor's daughter-in-law like Netta. It may be true said Sister Eva, if aunt still hurt Netta and me.

By late afternoon the family finally came home, Netta and I also came home, on the way home Netta just silent, maybe he was tired when at home mommy.

“Shut up Deck, tired?” my many.

“Iya tired.”

“Sleep first, later when I get home, I wake up,”.

“Hmmm ...”

Netta pulled the back of the chair and laid her body in the seat, she said,

The streets of the capital will always be jammed, especially if it is Sunday and Saturday, the atmosphere becomes quiet in the car because Netta sleeps covering a sash to her face.

But when I turned my head, I realized that Netta was not sleeping, I heard her sighing heavily.

‘What's wrong with Netta, what do you think?’ I asked in my heart, but I chose to let him resolve the inner conflict he felt.

After struggling through the traffic jam, we finally arrived at our house.

“Dek ... wake up, we've arrived.”

“What is all good?” I looked at Netta's face.

“Ya, good Bang.”

“But your face says another Ta.”

“Nothing Bang, just sleepy.”ujar Netta .

I knew he was lying, I thought that if he was hiding something in his heart, Netta was already used to keeping the problem in his heart, he said he was more comfortable like that, he would ask for my opinion , if he feels unable to handle it then he will tell me.

He walked ahead of me and opened the fence of our house, his attitude was still indifferent and cold, this heart so asked, what is it .

‘Did I miss talking to him earlier?’ I asked in my heart.

Because at home mommy had taken a bath earlier, Netta was still silent, and spoke as necessary to me. I also do not want to force it, Netta will prefer to clean up and change clothes, no need to shower again because we have taken a bath at home mommy.

Before going to bed as usual, in our house there are rules, brushing teeth, washing feet, changing clothes.  I was sitting on the couch watching a football show from home. Netta walked first to the bathroom, when I followed to the bathroom, I accidentally heard Netta crying.

“Is she always like that, save her own problems and cry alone?” muttered slowly.

Seeing her cry sad like that my heart felt much more pain, what else when Netta called my late father-in-law in between her sobs, I felt tightness in the chest, maybe not restrained anymore, he said, I choose to retreat pretending not to hear it, I will ask if the situation has calmed down.

When he wanted to sleep, he slept his back to me, Netta is not usually like that.

“Do I have any wrong Deck?”

“Gak Bang.”

“If there isn't then why are you turning your back on me?” My toot.

“I'm just sleepy.”

“Dek ... You said we should be honest with each other right? If you behave like that brother will not be able to sleep.”

He turned his body, I was surprised it turned out he was crying his eyes until swollen.

“Dek …? Why?”I sit.

“Bang .. I am not a robot, I can also be sad to be angry, why Bou Candra talk like that, why should the family talk like that,” he said.

“Oh .. Deck sorry, because I you so like this.” I pulled her body into my chest and let her cry, there was a time when she felt as fragile as that.

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