Pariban So Rokkap

When Netta Serves Outside the City

When the morning came, Netta had woken up as usual who always woke up early, I had heard it sorting out but I chose to brandish it, because I was still upset.

When I didn't want to wake up, Netta asked milon to wake me up.

“Milon, here I'll give you toast. But .... Get your master there!" pinta Netta's voice was very clear in my ears.

Because Milon was very happy with the absorption of toast, because Netta often gave him the same absorption.

I could feel the legs of the hairy animal waking me up with one leg hitting me on the back.

“Hmmm, Milon there!” angry say.

The poor animal that was the target of my anger that morning, the milon scowled in fear, then he sat on the floor with a sad grunt.

Netta knew that if I was angry again, she would choose silence if I was upset, I still slept even though the clock was perched at six o'clock, and it was time for Netta to leave for work, but because I was still angry and upset. So I went to sleep, I sulked because I was not given Friday night.

Not long after, after I didn't want to get up, Netta set out on her own.

“Bang .. I leave yes,” said Netta .

I was silent between shame, stupid and guilt mixed into one, I did not say Netta. Then he left, after closing the door and there was the sound of a motorbike I hurriedly stood peeking at Netta from the window, he set off on an online motorcycle taxi.

“Why am I being childish like this, it is not Netta's fault, it is my fault, I who stretched the deal so it can be punished,” I said regretfully.

I folded up the blanket I was wearing to take him to the room again, as I walked towards the kitchen, milon looked down in fear because I snapped earlier.

“Sorry milon you were the target of my anger earlier,” said I stroked milon's head.

I took her to the kitchen to give her warm milk as an apology, a very clever and most loyal doggy animal in my opinion, she knew that I was angry again, knew that I was happy, she said, many times I pretended to scold Netta in front of him he would defend Netta biting my pants and pulling her away.

Me and the doggy were both absorbed, I burned another loaf of bread for him and a glass of milk, brought it to the television room and we watched cartoons together.

What Netta likes is heavily favored milon, even what Netta dislikes does not like milon. Netta would be disgusted if given peanut slei, he would be nauseous, he felt like looking at the pub, as well as milon if the toast is diolessin peanut slei he would throw his face and push it with his feet. Funny indeed they both so milon already like family for both of us.

After Netta left for work, the house felt so quiet and empty, after the absorption of cleaning the house Before leaving for the office, I did not want after coming home tired, he had to work on the house again later.

After doing everything I went to work, but the guilt made me not eager to work, my mind was with Netta.

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Arriving at the office, walking uninspired towards the workspace.

“Good morning Pak”

“Again,” answer me flat.

“What's with boss?” an employee whispered to me.

Don't want everyone to be the target of my frustration.

“I have a headache, no bother me, if there is anything important just report Mr. Frans,” I said to my secretary, then waltz in .

“Good sir,”and the blue-hijapped woman looked at me with a bigung

  Sitting quietly after fighting with my own mind, I called Netta, I realized that selfishness, would destroy one relationship indirectly. So admit wrong and apologize one of gentelement attitude .

I reached into the bag of pants to get the flat object, I pressed my wife's number, the second sound he just lifted.

“Halo Bang,” voice Netta so soft.

“Ya Deck, you're busy”

“No, only handle one patient today, it's done. Brother is still at home is it already in the office ?”

“Already in the office”

“Bang, I want to talk “

“What?”

Dug …!

Suddenly my heart skipped a beat, even my knees were shaking, this was not the first time Netta had been out of town. But only this time he left when we were marahan this morning, even I had not seen his face this morning.

“What are you still hearing me?”

I bigung to answer Netta's question, my heart cried out' No', because every time Netta served out of town half my soul seemed to be gone, my greatest fear was losing Netta.

“Bang!” Call Netta again.

“I'll come to the hospital, we'll talk there”

“Bang …. We will walk to Bandung, me and some doctors will attend the seminar later in the afternoon, the evening or the morning just left for Bali, I'm sorry the time is indeed impromptu, the person who was supposed to leave had an accident,” Netta said her voice was small and I knew that she was sad.

‘Doctor who was in an accident? Why did she cry so sad like that’ I said in my heart.

“Hasian .. sorry, because I was mad at you this morning. Sorry not to take you when you leave,” I said gently

“Nothing,” replied Netta in a raucous voice.

“What's crying Hasian?"ask again.

It's okay Bang, I'll leave first my friends have been waiting in car”

“Dek ... be careful ya”

“Ya, later I immediately leave ya Bang, do not stop by again to home”

Honestly, my heart was sad, I was so sorry I didn't set it up that morning, I was eager to make a videocall call with him, but Netta was in a hurry.

I'm used to seeing Netta's smile and laughter every morning, but this morning, I didn't see it. I feel like there is something empty in my heart.

“Bang!”

“Ya”

“I close first, ya”

“Dek...! "

“Iya Bang”

“Be careful yes,” said me again.

“Iya Bang,” replied Netta in a flat voice, then she turned off her phone.

I stared silently in my chair, a shadow when Netta was in Germany suddenly flashed in my brain.

I'm so weak when it comes to Netta, if Netta isn't home I won't go back to our house.

I chose to go home to my mother's house and asked a worker to bring milon to my mother's house.

“Eh ... tumben you day-after-day to the house of mami, is there any stuff you missed last night?” Ask mami.

“Nobody just wants to sleep. Bi later the milon want to be escorted Bayu here, please feed ya”

"Yes Bang"

Mami both papi and BI Atun, looking at each other.

“Yes, already papi who loves to eat, you just sleep, but first eat Mang, earlier mami cook goldfish arsik”

“Ya later Pi”

Walking into my former room the same Netta used to, the room was still the same as before, nothing changed to lay my body on the bed. Aaku wishes Netta a quick return so that my spirit comes back to life, without which my life would be meaningless.

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