
I felt really embarrassed and really stupid, to Netta.
“Keep, why are you just silent?”
“Indeed I can what Bang,” he said smiling wryly.
Just this time I felt embarrassed and felt very low and humiliating.
I can't speak anymore, demanding that Netta be a full wife is as much as embarrassing myself, I don't know that Netta already knows my relationship with Micah, she's known about it for a long time, before we got married, it meant that from the beginning he never loved me, he just thought of me as a husband on paper.
“You make me speechless again Ta, I feel myself like the dumbest man.”
“Then if you want to demand anything from me to solve your heart problems first, I want to sleep tomorrow I want to go to college,” Netta pulls the blanket and sleeps on the folding mattress she used to wear.
That night, I couldn't sleep, I felt a loss of prestige and self-worth in front of Netta, so all this time Netta had known that I already had another woman, I thought she didn't know, she said, but he already knows but does not want to say –tell, he still does the work of a wife.
Unable to sleep and I sat on the terrace, choosing to enjoy the beautiful light from the lights lined up on the side of the road.
That day, when I caught Micah with Juna, it meant that at that time Netta already knew, that my lips were hurt by the jotos with Juna, because of Micah, because of Micah,
Geez it's not that it's so embarrassing, I'm a grown man can even lose to Netta a little boy, I muttered annoyedly.
Until something happened. I opened my eyes but it felt so heavy.
The smell I hated so much was poking my nose, eyes still closed heavily to open.
The voices disturbed me as I began to open my eyes,
I looked at a different place from my room, painted a white wall and I looked to the side, there was an infusion bag hanging next to me, and the hose was connected to my arm.
Ah, the hospital? since when I entered the hospital, I smiled faintly, wild dream, there was no longer a beautiful place to go in my dreams, I said smiling again.
“You're awake, Tan?,” Mami looks very panicked.
Uh, not a dream Toh, I thought I was a dream.
“Mami , where are we?” I'm still confused, that's not what I'm asking, I already know that we're in the hospital, which I'm asking how I ended up in this hospital bed.
Since I still remember that night, I sat on the balcony of our room, after Netta and I had discussed something important with her, the pieces of my memory only arrived there, I don't know who took me to the hospital.
It's a shame, I ended up in the hospital. Because of the shock of knowing Netta already knew about me, but she kept quiet.
As long as I lay on the hospital bed, I had not seen Netta, considering that she already knew about me made me lose my self-esteem and confidence in front of Netta.
Mami was seen coming in and out of my room, she told the doctors to keep checking me, she would be impatient and scared every one of her children went to the hospital, she said, Her mother panicked that her children were sick.
“Bu, sir Jonathan we have handled, we have checked, given medicine, mother do not worry he will be fine,” replied one of the young doctors patiently.
“Yes, anyway you guys should check and control my son,” said Mami.
I've got good treatment like a VIP patient, but that's not enough Mami, she always thought that the hospital was definitely healed, and if it can be there handled there immediately healed.
Now the change is taking care of me. Mami came home and Eva's sister took care of me, Netta hasn't been seen yet, maybe something happened I thought.
“You how the hell Tan, notya pain to the Doctor even in resistant,” said Sister Eva blabbering.
“It was yesterday, but what happened brother, who brought me here?” manya curious.
This three-headed woman was seen taking a deep breath several times.
“Nettalah, you just make a problem, and you make the position of your wife more difficult and more blamed Mami,” said Eva's foot, seen her face changed in the dark clouds, instantly.
“What happened sister?”
“You don't know, Netta was in the slap with Mami.”
“Ha, because what?”
“Yes because of you, what else is it because?.”
“Morning when he woke up, you fainted on the balcony of your room, your body was cold as ice, we thought you were dead yes then, mami scolded him to the point of slapping him.”
“But, because what?”
“Ih... you! Still ask because what, because you fainted on the porch and was almost dead, anyway why the hell should sit outside, if it is sick, continue Netta also did not know if you are sick, anyway, that also made my mom angry.
When he said he did not know that you were sick, yes.iyeah, he did not know if you did not tell him, he was busy college and work, anyways your relationship is actually like what the hell? I'm confused…! Don't tell me Tan. You are the same woman, remember you have an unmarried sister one more person, because what you plant, that you will reap,” said sister Eva.
I fell silent, what he said, Miss Eva, is right, I still have an unmarried sister.
“Iya kak.”
“You know Mami right, at this time he really hates Netta, because he does not want to obey Mami's wishes, so the slightest mistake made by Netta has overflowed big and frenzied in the making of Mami, I'm afraid the anger he's been saving all this time is exploding and he left this family,” sister Eva, he's very mature, since sister married he changed a lot, he changed a lot, his nature to Ibuan and mature and sometimes fierce.
“Now Netta where are you?”
“He is not allowed Mami here, if not wrong, he went to college, but this morning he had gotten harsh words from mami, rest, do not think much first.”
Hearing that, I felt even more uneasy towards Netta and felt pity.
The night had come, Mami came home from soy sauce and returned Eva's sister who took care of me.
“Kakak returned home pity Feno nyariin brother later,” Feno his son who was one year old. Too small to live, even if you are used to it,
Because Eva's sister still works at one of the private hospitals, then since six months her son has been living with the caregiver.
I told my sister to go home, I wasn't too bad either, I just hoped Netta would come take care of me.
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