Pariban So Rokkap

Finally met Netta

“Not need.!” Chandra left us both, though,

he came in with a broken lip, and a swollen temple, I knew aunty would get angry if she saw that later.

Netta you are saying, why is it so hard to meet you, I just want to see you, I miss you. My words in my heart, now mixed feelings in my heart, anxious feelings, fear of loss.

Not looking at just weeks, like a year to me.

Not even I had time to interview Tiar, my Tante car has arrived, I stand very happy, I can not express my joy because I can not wait to see Netta again.

But…

Auntie got out of her car, father uda got out too, I held my breath because Netta didn't come down, my happy face suddenly changed when Father Uda closed the car door and pressed the key.

Where's Netta, where,

why not go out, he said come with Aunt, to the arisan, but not out, it is impossible to run to the house first’?

I glanced at the entrance but it felt impossible because I was sitting near the entrance, the devil alone when passing by I know, what else Netta if passing by for sure I know.

“What's up, why was Lam?”

ask the aunt Tiar who is sitting next to me.

I sat down weakly because again did not find Netta, stupid very with anger aunt, stupid very with his chatter, I just want Netta, now where else Netta they hide, I murmured annoyed.

“No, just misunderstood, brother Nathan same brother Candra.”

Tiar said looking at me.

“Where's your brother?”

tanya Aunty looks at me cynically.

But my father was a good man, calm, just like Papi, now the problem.

What's with all this br Nainggolan?

Mami, Netta, Tanteku, I don't know with their minds.

“Eh Tan, have you waited a long time?”

Father uda sat next to me.

“Lumayan father already, Netta where father Uda?”

“Do not know your udang host, just-“

“I hid it, why?”

said Aunt, with her attitude of judgment, her face and nature are not far from Mami.

“I don't want you guys beating Netta again, don't see her again.!”.

Said Aunt with a high voice.

“Tante misunderstood me.

I just arrived Aunty, when my incident was not in Jakarta, I worked in Papua.”

I defended myself.

“I told you a long time ago, if you do not deserve Netta, your behavior is like an animal, especially Arnita and your mistress.”

Not wanting to add to the sin of being against a parent, the language of aunts talking to me actually provokes emotions, but anyway

Aunty is my parents too so I don't want to fight her.

“Netta at home who father uda?”

I asked starting to feel weak because I was prevented from seeing my wife.

“No need I say...!”

Aunt snaps at me.

“You don't deserve him to tell your mama to eat his treasure, he took his treasure to death.”

Aunty talk spread everywhere.

“Tan! Netta is still my wife, let me talk to her alone, I don't want to discuss anything else, I told you I wasn't there at the time, I didn't have any more problems with that woman,”

my voice rises.

“He's at home bone Gres.”

Father uda saw me begin to get carried away by emotions, finally telling him.

Six brothers, three boys, three girls.

Netta's first child's bones and Mami's second child, Netta is now on the pass to the bones of Gres, Mami's youngest brother, who lives in Bogor as well, not too far from Aunt's house.

But the way my Tantu prevented me from meeting Netta made me feel upset.

“Loved Father uda, I want to go to Gres bone house,”

leaving the Aunt's house.

Aunty is still babbling, even though I've walked away from the aunt's house.

“You should be more assertive Tan, do not be the son of Mami, who obeys all what your Mami says, you are afraid you can not live fancy, you are afraid your Mammu treasure is not given to you, you are afraid of poor?”

said aunt.

I don't care anymore about such rants, I'm used to such jokes, especially from my tantalizing this one.

Then I consider it wind passes in –kana out left.

“HAAAAAA ..HAAAAAA!”

Getting in the car screaming loudly, I can't stand it anymore, I want to feel like I'm diving in Lake Toba, and don't want to come up to the surface again.

Why is life so complicated, facing my bones this afternoon has made the heart almost want to be dislodged, now faced with my bones again.

I turned the car around again, the sun was starting to lean west, painted orange colors, decorated the horizon, described the atmosphere of the afternoon, my stomach felt more hungry, I just filled with porridge this morning.

Ok, this is the next fight, better the stomach contents first so that the brain can be controlled later, sometimes if the stomach is hungry the brain can not think clearly, I avoid the emotion when meeting Bones, I avoid the emotion when meeting Bones, because of the bones of people who are respected in the Batak tradition.

On the side of the road to the house of Bones there is Padang Restaurant, and next to it there is a sale of Fruits.

It would be nice to stop by the house Bones I brought hand souvenirs.

The stomach is full and one basket of fruit for the hands, lucky my friend who in Bogor is a good and patient person, I am sure this time I will not be difficult to meet Netta.

Again do my little matra, take a breath out of my nose and throw it out of my mouth.

“Ok I can, so men should be brave,” speak for themselves and strengthen themselves.

Turn the machine on confidently and drive towards the Bone house.

Now it's night, I have no doubt as before , when it arrived in front of the bone house, It turns out the father of two children was waiting for me, coincidentally my real life in one of the housing in Bogor City, Bogor, Bones help me park the car.

“Bone..!”

my broom, bow respectfully extending my hand to shake with the bone.

“Sini, here login Tan.”

Oh the bone treatment was different today, bringing me into the house no angry look, no cruel look.

“Tadi ito, mama Candra already told your bones will come.” The word bone invites me in, with a feeling of hesitation I tailed from behind.

Make it easy to sit in the living room, my eyes wailed - look right left, again no Netta.

Don't tell me that Netta was unseen again, if it happened, I'd better drive to the Bogor river gorge alone.

I felt limp when I saw Netta was not around back then.

Handing over the hand that I brought to Nantulang, my Christmas is good, so I am a little sure when I come home.

“Don't worry Tan, Netta on top of him again memenin your sisters learn,”

said no, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Thank God for speaking in your heart.

Netta also came down from above.

“Bang Nathan.”

“Oh Lord her hair is cut short, as bad as that?”

Looking at Netta's appearance, my heart was crushed, I was eager to embrace her apologizing to her.

I'm sorry Netta, thank you Netta for coming to see me, please don't hate me.

Seriate....