Pariban So Rokkap

Happy Achieving Dreams

If you are now gone and we are separated, do not ever forget all the good memories that we have been through together even if only temporarily, not this heart does not hurt, not this heart is not broken, not broken, nor is this heart not sad, yet, only resignation accompanies.

Goodbye Netta, reach your goals. Be a great Doctor I muttered staring at the plane that passed him over my head.

I arrived at Soekarno Hatta Airport, Since I slept here from last night, leaving home because I was angry because of my sister Eva.

I didn't come to say good-bye, or just say caution to Netta.

But I came here to watch him leave secretly.

Flashbacks

One day before Netta's departure, I chose to spend a day sleeping in my room, I did nothing, not even a bath, the stench was bad.

In the room the smell of tobacco burst into the room, playing a game of my phone in the midst of almost two packs of cigarettes, as a result, the room smelled of cigarette smoke.

TokTok....!

“Log in!”

Papi came with a worried look, looking at me with pity, I know the meaning of that gaze, because it should be the parents who understand best what the contents of their children's hearts are, because as the batak people say, Makkuling do mudar i (blood relationship must feel each other) let alone his own child, he said,

parents feel twice as sick when their children are hurt, both feel sad.

Likewise with this middle-aged lung man, he looked at me with a worried look, he knew that if I was sad but pretended to be firm, he knew my heart was broken, but acted as if everything was fine.

“Follow Papi Tan to the office, none of you all projects destroyed.

Brayen can't do anything, he didn't come to help the job, he can't do anything.”

Papi persuaded him to return to the office.

What's the work for? mami's wealth is many, seven derivatives he said will not run out, why tired of working?

“No Pi, I'm lazy again.”

“Alright,

what would you like to go out with Papi, accompany Papi fishing.”

“Magain lazy out,”

I said, do not turn away from the game Mobile Legen, then also kill four enemies invited to chat make the concentration lost.

“Since when do you want a little toy like that, instead of you saying it was a time-wasting game and a child's game back then?”

“I'm wrong Pi, it turns out exciting.”

“Alright, you ate yes, Papi told me to take her food.”

“No pi needed, I ordered pizza.”

“Haaa!?

It's not that you don't like pizza.”

“Looks good Pi, eat it same play game.”

Papi pulled up the chair and sat in front of me, looking at me with a deep look.

“Tan, instead of Netta leaving tomorrow, it would be nice for you to talk to her.”

“No need Pi, what?

What if I talk to him, he'll be off?

No right?

I met him won't change anything, so what's for.”

“At least you met him, so he left with a heart of relief.”

“You're relieved, inevitably, it doesn't matter Pi, let it go.”

Papi breathes heavily.

“Alright, Papi won't force you, but papi hopes you meet him, so you don't regret it later.”

“I won't regret,”

I said focus on my phone screen.

“Alright ,Papi want to go out first,

you haven't had a shower Tan?”

“Not yet, from yesterday, instead”

“Ckk, Papi is worried about you, this is not you Tan,

you seem to punish yourself, you open the type of person who is dirty, you don't like it if you don't shower, but now like the opposite of everything you do now.”

Papi took a deep breath several times and came out of my room, I knew he might feel strange about my behavior, but I wasn't crazy, I just wanted to follow my heart, wanted to play around and enjoy life.

Trying new things, which I have never enjoyed.

Mami has guaranteed my life, told me to part with Netta, I obey her, meaning Mami has guaranteed all my needs, I just need to be enjoying life freely.

Ting...

Ting...

The noise of my phone, again cool playing legendary mobile games, playing in the elite so I don't want to be in AFK, then whatever I want to my phone, I ignore it before completing a round of games.

Because Papi invited a chat earlier, I lost and dropped ranks, not to mention in the boy, the same team in this ML game.

So if there is a call since playing earlier, I turn it off, do not want to be disturbed because the player is very exciting.

Until this round of play, I won with the team, up Rank, ML game games made me addicted.

Even going to the bathroom until it is detained.

When the one-round game was over, I just opened the notif, it turned out to be a message from Netta, I replied.

go to Germany, let's talk.

Me: All right.

Netta: Well, I mean you want to

Meet up?

Me : no.

Netta:Ang angry?

Me : no

Netta: If you're not angry let's meet

Speakin.

Me: You are noisy Ta, I want to

Play games, hunt want

By what?

Netta: What!? just because of playing

Just game?.

Me : yes.

Netta: Okay, tomorrow I leave

from the airport at 7:00 a.m,

I wish brother

take me, lock the house

I keep it in a normal place,

Healthy brother keep yes, take care

health, do not smoke

any more.

Wait for me to come, please,

even though I was gone a long time ago. But

if you are patient and sure

it won't feel long.

Me : yes.

Fill the chat message with Netta, just finished replying to the message.

Coincidentally my pizza order has come, eat one piece.

But it makes me want to be nauseous, so just lying around. I went back to ML.

Without checking who called me earlier, just playing five minutes, this time not excited, reading Netta's message made me piqued, but pretending to be tough.

Trying to strengthen my wounded soul.

Tok~Tok's...

The sound of knocking on the door again, I don't know who else this time.

"Now..."

“Kok, my phone call was turned off anyway Tan?”

Sister Eva came with Papi.

“That's me again playing kak” games

“Since when do you want to play the game? you ate Than's pizza

the soda ? oh my goodness, you haven't had a bath either, since when are you so slovenly, Tan?”

Sister Eva nagging makes me hotter.

“Bawel bangat, get out there!”

Eva's sister was silent seeing me angry.

“ Sorry I mean not usually you jorok”

“It's out there, you think I'm a kid!”

“Sana...sana” Papi expels Eva's sister, but seems reluctant to come out.

“I wanted to say earlier-“

“Ah baubles bangat.”

I went out, grabbed my motorcycle keys and my jacket out of the room.

“Kok so grumpy anyway,?”

eva said, she was silent to see me go.

Drove my ninja motor, drove aimlessly at first, not expecting me to end up at the airport.

Oh. Netta leaves in the morning.

Seriate....