
Rouse suspiction.
I left for the office but my mind was elsewhere, my whole job was interrupted.
Dring....
Dring ....
In the second tone I just glanced at the phone, deliberately the thing I keep in the drawer because the sound of the phone notif makes me more dizzy.
This time it was a call from Micah.
“Iya, why?” my question, not excited.
“Iya Beb, you why not reply to my message, tomorrow night you can not?”
“I can't Micah, you alone, I'm very busy in the Office, can't go anywhere,” I said in a lazy tone.
“Beb, why are you? You're getting farther away from me, you don't love me anymore?”
“Mikha, I want to enter the meeting room, I close first,” said I turned off the phone, heard his spoiled voice made this head, more throbbing.
I had to make such an excuse to Micah, otherwise he would have bothered me, my hand, massaging his increasingly dizzy forehead.
I want to end all the mistakes I've made. I still love Micah, a relationship that has been established for more than five years, will not be easy to eliminate, but, even though I have to make a heavy decision, I will not be able to live two paths at once.
Of the two paths I have chosen, I have to determine one of them, although I know, I have walked too far with the wrong path. I need to get back on the right path, even if it's not easy.
This head is getting dizzy for longer.
Lack of sleep, many thoughts make me sick.
I felt my eyes getting blurry, my hands reaching for the phone I had placed at the end of the table, there was only one proper employee to help me at this moment.
“Pak Amran, to my room now!"
“Good sir,” said the man, it looks like he is eating again.
No matter how long he has been coming, maybe I interfere with his meal time, but because of the pain in the head, even radiating to the body I do not care, though, it has disrupted the lunch time Mr. Amran.
“What's up Sir?”
“Pak Amran there is still urgent work no?” I mean, does Mr Amran want to shop for goods again?”
“Iya, but later in the afternoon, just take the goods from the store Pak.”
“Ok, all right, Mr. Amran took me to the hospital, I don't seem to be strong enough to drive, here's the car keys."
“Iya sir.”
The pain from the head is not restrained anymore, Peru feels nauseous.
“We're going to which hospital sir?"
“To Santa hospital, I have already made an appointment with doctor.”
“Good sir."
A few minutes later the car stopped at one of the private hospitals, I was waiting for Dr. Iwan in his room.
“Let's go in Mr. Jonathan, we haven't seen each other for a long time, how Papi you are ,” asked Dr. Iwan.
“Good sir."
After a series of examinations, I had stomach ulcers, not keeping my diet because of too much burden of the mind lately, so the main trigger of the disease that I experienced.
It was recommended to stay in the hospital to receive good care and treatment, but I chose to go home, hoping to return home later. Netta is taking care of.
I refused to be treated in the hospital, just asking for the cure. As I crossed the hospital corridor, passing some doctors in their doctor robes, I thought that one day, Netta would wear that white robe as well.
I choose to go home and just want to rest at home, I want Nettalah who takes care of me later, because my little wife is a prospective Doctor.
I deliberately did not tell Mami and Eva, if I was sick, if I had told her that there was one big village, I would be treated to a dying patient, he said, Mami will act as a Doctor who is on guard 24 hours. It will not stop until it is healed.
Now in my room, I'm lying in bed waiting for Netta to come home. However, until ten pm Netta had not yet returned home, after eating I took the drug, it turned out that the drug had an effect that made sleep, only also in drinking, the eyes began to be very heavy, and the eyes began to be very heavy, the green capsule medicine seemed to be of high dosage.
The medicine immediately reacted to make me fall asleep and enter the dream realm like drugged.
Until Netta came home, I did not hear it anymore, the intention to be treated with Netta did not so.
When I woke up, I glanced at eight in the morning. He left early in the morning, maybe he didn't even know I was sick.
My body is still weak not strong to go to the office, I choose to rest at home, deliberately not tell Mami if it is not feeling well again, I just said I want to rest.
Dring ....
Dring ....
Glancing at Micah's phone screen called me. It felt lazy to pick it up, I let it ring stop on its own, without answering, my head, was too sick to hear his voice.
In my mind right now only Netta, what else is she doing? Suddenly I miss him so much. I'm still curious about her, maybe it's not too late for me to find out about my wife Netta, what's her favorite food? What's not to like? I don't even know when Netta's date of birth is.
I was curious, then opened our wedding document storage cabinet and read. Apparently, Netta had a birthday in the same month as me, only the date and year were different from the one day I went first.
That means last month when Micah and I celebrated my birthday, one day later it was Netta's birthday.
I'm getting curious about Netta, trying to open her closet, because my wardrobe has a different Netta . I don't really mind if we have a closet, but, he who doesn't want to, choose a plastic closet for his clothes.
When I want to open the closet, baby he locked the closet.Too many secrets he kept that I do not know, even his books put in the closet.
'What are you doing Netta? don't make a mistake. Just let me make a mistake in our marriage, you don't follow me or repay me.
I just realized, it turns out, our wedding photos that are usually hung in the room suddenly disappeared.
Whither? Did he intentionally put it down?
I'm looking for our wedding picture frames. The 30x40 photo frame suddenly disappeared somewhere.Have searched all corners of our room.However, did not find.
What Netta put him down. Does he feel that the photo is inappropriate? My mind is getting unsettled.
Is Netta having an affair? Did he make mistakes like I did? Did he intentionally reply to me?
His intention was not to work so that I could rest, but in the room instead of sleeping, even in the face of many thoughts about Nentta.
I was getting suspicious of him because the closet, which is usually not in the lock, suddenly became locked, even his books were also put in his closet, usually the college book is neatly arranged on a small table beside the closet.
I wanted to dismantle the closet to see the contents, but I didn't want him to be surprised later when he came home
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