Pariban So Rokkap

Hearing Netta's Explanation

“You mean, I should let you go, as soon as your request?”

“Iya,”

answer Netta firmly.

“I don't want you to go Ta, although I forbid, but you will still go, so what's the point of you asking me for permission?”

my many.

“That's my way of honoring brother as husband.”

"Well, go, I don't care anymore, go and don't come back, so that you're satisfied,"

I'm angry I'm disappointed.

It turns out that my past mistakes ruined my life right now, if time could be turned around, I shouldn't have desecrated our marriage, with an affair.

Netta left, he was also an ordinary human who had a limit of patience, Mami's bad treatment of him all this time he endured, but in the end he also gave up.

How's my?

Netta kept watching me angry, she knew if she answered or said my words were getting hotter alias.

He let me spend one cigarette, I did it because I was angry, even though he had warned me several times not to smoke for my health,

but with such a heavy problem, one cigarette was not enough to calm my mind.

I want to burn my lips with a pack to reduce my head that feels so bad.

“You said I was your husband but you didn't obey me,

what does it mean to be a husband?”

“Didn't you agree to always support me?”

ask Netta.

“Yes I support you Ta, but I didn't tell you to go, I support you stay with me here, I want to keep you here, I don't want you to go?” I said a little pleading.

“But Bou wants me to leave you Bang,

but I don't want to do it, I don't want any separation between us either, I want our household to stay, but we can't stay like this forever, until when can I survive oppressed bang, bang,

I'm silent not that I'm strong, but because I don't have the strength, I'm not a robot that can be forever silent even though it's been insulted and debased,”

said Netta, now his eyes look very heavy, the dam in his eyes almost spilled.

Really, really,

I can't bear to see Netta's tears, it's also my fault for ignoring her first, it's my punishment for playing with marriage, maybe it's a rebuke from God, because I cheated first.

Regrets always come too late.

“Keep how about me, Ta?”

Silence cannot answer.

“I hope, brother understands my position, bang.”

“You told me to understand you, and you still understand me?

You are selfish Ta, you only think of yourself , I don't you think,” I said leaving Netta.

He was silent, just standing watching me go, I wasn't waiting for my Island to come home, I was leaving Netta, coming home with a deep sense of sadness.

Finally Netta left as well, My fear of a few days proved.

I sat looking at the sky, the day was cloudy, the clouds were sad.

Do they feel as sad as I do?

I was sad, even so sad, that I could not be expressed through words.

I was forced to stay again at one of the hotels in the Jakarta area, not far from Mami's house, but because my mind was still tired and angry, I chose to stay at the Hotel rather than at Mami's house.

From last night my phone, I deliberately turned it off so that no one would disturb me, luckily the Beny car I borrowed from last night is still allowed to use.

I'm still sitting on the couch at the hotel, where I stayed last night.

When glancing at the clock was already at 11:00, I was reluctant to turn on the phone.

But today all the great families will gather in our house, deciding our fate with Netta.

Alright I faced it, I decided to come to Mami's house, facing Netta's decision.

Surely the house is crowded, all the families have gathered, it seems to just wait for me to come.

papi.

I ignored him and sat down not far from Netta.

“Because Nathan is here, let's start the show, the oldest bone from Bandung begins to open the event, beginning with the Prayer, but my eyes are not closed, I looked at Netta who was sitting next to me, begging her inwardly not to leave me.

Arisan this time more crowded, I leaned my head on the wall because the guests came quite a lot, so the mats were spread out.

I've lost my spirit, raised my head, I can't afford the gazes of all the mothers all pointing at Netta, with her hair short.

“We don't know what happened exactly, we only heard it halfway, because that too, we all came to want to hear the truth, it's the importance of family so that we can exchange ideas.

Yesterday ito mama Candra called and told us, she said your in-laws beat you up?

Is that really Boru?”

Bones asked Netta.

“I didn't beat him, why would I do that? the lack of work, said Mami, still has a face to talk after Mami ruined my life.

“Mami shut up, let this lae do the talking,” Papi said.

I couldn't talk, and didn't want to say anything more, the fact Netta decided to leave made me powerless.

“So what happened?”

ask the bones again.

“I just asked her to give birth to a child, naturally I feel, because I want to have a grandchild, but it seems unable to give birth to a child, she is broken useless, it is useless, so I told him to let Jonathan marry his pregnant girlfriend,”

mami said proudly, even she did not know that she was embarrassing herself,

frankly, I have no sympathy for Mami anymore.

“What is it worth sister?

Getting Nathan to remarry, Netta keep throwing it away?

Netta is that ready, brother?

You will get your evil treatment with Netta, you know that karma is always there, you have Arnita beat up Netta, for not signing the letter right?

What kind of mother is you?”

my aunt said with an angry face.

The room was full of sounds

the mothers present began to blaspheme Mami

“I didn't do, nor did I know that he did,”

said Mami still snapping at my aunt.

“True, Mami told Arnita to do that?”

Seriously many.

“I didn't tell him, I just told him to remind him.”

“Means right, Mami told him, Mami told him, he wouldn't dare to act rudely like, if no one told him to, he said,

is Mami so eager to see me part with Netta?

I just saw a parent like Mami, who sacrificed her son's happiness for money.

Mommy was happy to see my life ruined. Mami won, well if Mami wants us to separate we split, Netta also does not want to accept me, now Mami is satisfied?”

I said with anger the look in their eyes all looking at Netta.

“I didn't say so, I'm not like, it's because Netta's a broken woman,” Mami said.

“The broken mom is not Netta, but please, let Netta explain it,”

I said, wiping my tears.

“Alright from earlier we have not heard Netta's explanation, let Boru first explain everything,”

bone Word. When Netta finally made a slap, I wanted to see Mami's reaction that the broken one was not Netta, the useless one was her own child, I was the one who could not have children.

Netta was silent and covered all this time, it was because Netta did not want me to be inferior.

I want to see how Mami reacts when she finds out that Micah's biological son is not my son, but her boyfriend's son. Time for Netta to make an uproar in this house.”

Seriate....