Pariban So Rokkap

Rehablitation center

What I'm going through right now and what Arnita is going through, everyone who knows our family, must have said because of karma,

Yes maybe that's true Because life there is a term ‘Tabur tuai’

In Batak it is said; Ulahonma na denggan, na ikkon dapotmu do na denggan

(Do good, and you will have good)

 For if you sow good, you will reap good. But if you sow evil, then what is bad you draw is the law of karma .

I have accepted it and my family has accepted it.

I received karma from my past actions, maybe the same as my late father-in-law, I also have to apologize for not keeping the promise to keep Netta, for hurting her son.

I used to think, nothing would happen because life was a choice, I thought, if it's hard to live life in one way, use another.

But the life choices I made dragged me down the dark hole, so I found it hard to find a way out, I was trapped in the path I chose.

I made drugs for my escape, made me forget all the trouble, but also ruined my future.

But the words of my bones resuscitate me, if I regret a mistake, I must improve myself, not in a destructive way, said the bone.

If Netta wants to come back then I have to improve myself and behavior.

‘Alright .. I'll fix myself’ I'm determined in my heart.

But suddenly my body felt dizzy, I curled up, this body started to shiver, I sat in front of the closed shop, and started to sleep curled up, I felt my hands stiff and numb.

‘Ok well I die’ muttered in heart.

“He shivered in pity.” discordant voices rang out beside me.

“Poor oi pain, pleasein. love blanket,” says some more.

All avoidance, no one helps, indeed most like that our society, they just love to watch.

“But it seems like earlier, he chatted with Mr. Nainggolan, maybe know, I phone first.” The father who carried my goods to the bone car, knew my bones and saw us had a chat earlier.

Luckily he was kind, called bones and maybe bones called home, that meant my death was delayed, not today.

Almost an hour of seizures and my whole body cramping, people who have been tense like that usually run to the brain, foaming mouth and eyes bulging sharply and I experience it.

I just felt my body being lifted into the car, and I heard the sound of panicked crying, I could make sure it was Mami and Eva's crying.

When I woke up, I was in a strange place and a creepy place, it was like an isolation room, my hands were tied on two sides of the hospital bed, my legs as well and my stomach as well.

“I where? Get me out of here!” I shouted in a voice that was almost over.

Looking at the design of the room I occupied, this is a special room rehabilitation, it turns out I entered a rehabilitation center in the Bogor area.

I can still think a little, I still see a big syringe injected into my spine, and still feel how much pain it is when it breaks through my skin.

The first day I was still able to control my mind a little, the second day began to feel the back nerves like in the bite of an ant, the third day began to move the right neck –kiri back front all directions are not controlled anymore.

“Open the door, otherwise I inject this part of his neck let him die.”I point to the neck of one of the nurses, he I champ for the way to take me out , the place where my room lay was exactly like a prison, all the windows were in pairs of bars .

The quiet place makes me feel more frustrated, only I am the occupant of his room, if it is like this is not a cure that I get that there I am more crazy.

“Sir Jonathan is calm, your family is here, they see you from the surveillance camera, you release him first, we will talk to your family,” persuade the tall male doctor.

“I want to go out, do not need anyone, do not know, I just want to go out,” tongue, brain, out of sync again, yells angry but I laugh, has started to tilt his brain.

The rehab center seems to be using big guys like them, I don't care and I'm not afraid of the guard, who's big, I just don't want to be tied up in bed , it was very painful to be forced to take medicine for injection, I could not stand being treated like that, I revolted wanting to be free and wanted to get out.

“Pak Jonathan calm down, we will not hurt father,” said one of the doctors kindly continued to follow my steps out of the room.

Sir...!

Someone hit me on the head, this crazy guy hit me, doesn't he know that hitting me on the head is dangerous? You nurse, doctor, what a security guard, it was a stupid act hitting my head’ I said cursing in my heart until finally, I sprawled and did not remember anything else.

It turns out that the devil's medicine has broken me, according to Eva's story from the time at the bar, bonar gave me medicine for four days at the Bar, it turns out that when I consume an item the dose can make people who eat it like flying.

I was given a drug where we still wake up, but as if hallucinating and not realizing what is experienced, almost the same as the type of drug that can make humans act like singles, he said, it was also what made the bill soar like that back then, Bonar pulled me into the black world until I got damaged.

I don't really want to make myself broken, but someone who forces me like this, Bonar the crazy is the one who makes me broken like this.

I went to the rehab center, the fucking drugs that Bonar had on me damaged my brain almost took my life, too, so the family decided to put me in that place.

Thinking of Netta and still wanting to see her, I ended up receiving treatment, and went into the rehabilitating center

Time passed so quickly, I spent a year in the rehab center, there I had very strict supervision, not even being able to relate to other worlds, I don't even know what's been going on for a year.

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