Pariban So Rokkap

Meaning of a dream

One week in the hospital, Mami came back home, we had nothing to say about the day, enough that the three of us knew we were desperate.

But when hospitalized, Mami often cried, he said, Mami dreamed of seeing the oppung doli, or his father Mami and his father Netta, he said, in her dream, said Mami, the two men did not want to approach and always stayed away from her, even though she had cried to get closer, but they left her alone.

According to old people, sometimes the dream is a picture of events that will come, although not all happen, but he said to dream with people who already have no meaning, sometimes dreams are the opposite of the events we will experience.

Although Mami considers the dream as a reprimand, or a form of anger oppung doli, but to me, dreams are just flowers of sleep.

I wish Mami was a long life and could see we had a child .

“I want to go home all pilgrimage to the grave of Mr. Netta's father and to the grave of the father also, memenin I came home, Tan,” said Mami, pleading with me, hearing the word home, let alone to the village of Netta, said Mami, it makes me not excited.

“I can not go home Mi, I do a lot of work in the office,” said I look for an excuse, back to the village will remind me of Netta later, I do not want to be tormented alone, I do not want to be tormented alone, to our house in Depok I only go home once a month, just make sure the garden is well taken care of, there are people I pay to take care of Netta's plants, I don't want Netta's favorite flowers to die unkempt, as she goes I ask people to take care of her and take care of her security.

What else was told to Netta's hometown, of course I don't want to.

”Kak Eva only, I don't want.” I-i refused.

But Lae, sister Eva's husband looked at me wanting to say something but hesitated.

“Itomu can not lae,”tujar husband Kak Eva too.

“Why? Arakan? let Nita be the same aunt who is guarding,” said I do not know what happened .

“The problem is, it's you're pregnant Lae,” said Laeku.

“Haa?? Well I don't know, congratulations sister Eva,” we were all surprised, because sister never told me.

Sister Eva looked timidly in front of us, finally her wish materialized as well.

“How many months?” Ask Mommy

“New few weeks Mi.”

“Kakak don't be tired again, later nurse for Mami let me find again,” said I don't want my sister too tired, sister Eva saw her husband.

“That's, I said Lae, but it's difficult for you to say, he used to advise your itomu,” said Laeku, it's appropriate lately laeku very attention with his wife, his wife, we want a new member in our family.

“Don't brother, sister should rest a lot, later kayak before again,” I said.

Brother has miscarried twice because of soy sauce, should have learned from it, but he always put his family before himself.

I think it's wrong, prioritize what the husband says and discuss.

“Keep how Tan, you can't temenin Papi?”

Kriei …!

Kriy...!

Mami's phone rang, Papi picked up the phone.

“Halo.”  Papi greets the caller, suddenly his facial features change in panic then Papi says ;

“What? when?” Papi looked at us alternately, last he looked at Mami, saw the look in Papi's eyes I felt something was happening.

“What's Pi, why is Papi silent so?” ask Ka Eva.

“Mami don't panic yes, stay calm, get a drink Bi please..,”ucap Papi keeps us all quiet.

“Honey's gone,”ucap Papi tried to calm Mami down, not long after, finally the cry broke, he cried loudly and continued to apologize.

It turns out that Mami's dream for a few days was true, she saw my idol oppung and my bone father Netta in her dream, but strangely when asking to approach them away.

Turns out they both wanted to pick up my drill oppung not Mami.

Mami's mother died despite being old but there was always regret, what else did Mami make a big mistake, trying to separate us with Netta and she had not had time to apologize.

‘How about Netta? Does he know our oppung has died?’ my chest is always claustrophobic every thought of it.

All the panic, the phone here and there, the cell phones of all the residents of the house did not stop ringing, Mami insisted she wanted to go home right then and there, with such a sick state Mami had to be taken care of a nurse, sister Eva is pregnant again, it is impossible to bring her home, I asked Lina for help to find a nurse that day, so that tomorrow can be taken home, so that tomorrow can be taken home, Papi and I will not be able to take care of Mami with such circumstances, fortunately there are relatives of Lina who want to be a nurse Mami.

After taking care of all the equipment, tomorrow we go home.

Along the way Mami just cried she always said that Mami was sorry.

Regret comes when our loved ones are gone, and have not made up, it is one thing that hurts, but how else, nothing can hinder and delay death.

“Already dong Mi, don't cry anymore, there will be Mami coming after the host left,”

said Papi looks tired to see Mami who since leaving home does not stop crying.

The new nurse who took care of Mami looked confused because Mami kept crying, it also made her tension rise.

“I feel guilty Pi same Inong(Inong: mama) many requests that I have not done,” said Mami.

“Already Mi, if you want to cry, later reach home, if Mami cries here that there is tension Mami rose, Mami will be dizzy and worse here, we are also bothered, we are also,” said I feel dizzy.

After several hours of travel, finally arrived at Sibolangit, last I went to that place when I took Netta to Jakarta after marriage, my chest rumbled something was racing in there, there was something racing in there, ticking and feeling pain, only one word can I say at this time .. MISS ….

The shadow that I had with Netta a few years ago felt real, I stood where I was standing with Netta first, imagining her sitting reading a book with an indifferent look at me.

I miss him so much, the longing is even more excruciating when the ship crosses Lake Toba.

That day I still remember, when I sat on the boat with him, I didn't care so much for Netta, I didn't realize the feeling of love for her yet, at that time I just thought Netta was nothing more than a cousin, but today I want to go crazy for missing her.

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