Pariban So Rokkap

Baby progaram

 The complementary happiness in the household is very true, I think I am stronger even stronger than Netta, it turns out I am more fragile.

When I came home with Netta, I just kept quiet a lot of feeling was raging inside the chest.

“Again quiet, any problem?”

‘Gak ... just sleepy alone.”

“If you are sleepy let me drive.”

“No need, still can.”

“Did any of your friends offend you?”

I took a deep breath before answering Netta's question.

“Yes. Let's talk, when we get home.”

“Oh, it seems very important,” Netta said.

Not long after, arriving at our house, the journey was smooth as the atmosphere was already night. After finishing cleaning his face and changing clothes Netta went up to the bed.

“Come tell me what's going on?” Ask Netta.

The night before Netta told me but this time I told her.

“Dek ... I was sad earlier.”

“What's wrong, someone died?” Netta asked me seriously.

“Not died but I was very sad when I saw they all had children.”

“Ya .. elaa Bang, I kirain apa.”

“You must have been sad too, right? I saw you holding Bonar's son.”

“Wind, miss there must be a Bang, but not until sad as you think.”

“But the proof when your aunt cries, Dek.”

“Actually I cried not because I have no children, or have no children Bang, I cried more to the nature of your name, he seemed - as if mocking me, he still hates me,” said Netta.

“But if suppose we don't have children you are not sad?”

“Bang ... I've told you several times my brother, don't let it be a burden of the mind.”

“Six years ago Dek.”

“Bang .. precisely I think we are still newlyweds loh.”

“New bride from Hongkong ...!” said I was annoyed.

Netta laughed. “Try brother think, even though we have been married six years, but during that time we have not fully become a husband and wife as we are today. We had a husband and wife relationship at marriage two years, then LDR and how many years. So I really feel like your wife has only been here for a year, so I've really been enjoying a wife for the last year,  that's why I just felt like I just got married for a year with my brother, the rest I feel like dating.

“So, you're not bored?”

“Not Bang, brother why should I be afraid anyway, if suppose I can not get pregnant, we make a baby program. Now the era is sophisticated, right?”

“Sometimes I am very envious to see friends and take offense to hear family talk,”.

“Everything I say same brother, respond casually, if you think positively your conscious will process, then brother will experience positive things as well. If you are relaxed others will also be relaxed to you.”

Hearing Netta's heart is indeed very relieved, because all this time Netta has always been calm but other people's comments, in contrast to me who is more likely to rise my blood sugar every time people ask.

“If suppose we are planning a baby, it has definitely succeeded Dek?”

“The success rate is very high Bang, said my senior doctor whom I spoke with he said so far all the patients he treated were successful. But. Here is the Bang but who can resist the power of God …. If suppose God says later it is not yet time, then that is the case, if suppose we program now, but it does not work , meaning God has not allowed it,” said Netta.

“Then how to?”

“We are patient first Bang, let's say this marriage is still new, if for example one more year has not been pregnant and we started planning a baby program, this see how it works like this, if you have a baby, I took her from the hospital a few days ago.

Netta stood towards the dresser drawer and took out a few sheets, asking me to read them.

My heart had little hope after Netta explained how it worked, in essence, money had to be a lot. But it doesn't really matter because Netta and I are still working together and we are able to do it. But back as he said that if the Power has not approved it, it will not succeed.

“Dek ... actually that made me very sad that, because the deceased bone.”

“Loh .... what does it have to do with father?”

I told you the advice Kevin and Bonar gave me.

“Maybe I also tarallang swearing times Dek.”

“Indeed brother swear what is the same Mr?”

“Begini Deck ...”

I told him all about that day, after arriving at our house, my brain suddenly recalled very clearly the day before the bone died. It was as if at that time the bones already knew that he would be called God, at that time I was sitting on the scale in the huta.

Bones came and I remember clearly, in the hand of the bone there is a pangir or lime that he holds firmly in his palm until the lime gives off a special aroma and then the bone directs to his nose. He did it a few times as he sat next to me.

I remember the bone saying like this’

“Bere ... huboto do borat roham manjalo si Netta, alai molo boi marpangidoan Bones ... keep ibana da bere.”

(Bere> Nephew)

(This matchmaking bone is hard for you bere , but if you can bone for help .. keep him bere) my bones say before he died

“Iya Bones,” I replied soberly.

“Bere ... molo cries the Netta, manang in murukki nattulangmu, in habitunian do au weeping, boru sasado ibana, boru hasian tappukni pusu-pusuku doi Bere ...”

(Bere ... if cry Netta if for example scolded by her mother, in a hidden place I cry, she is my only daughter, my darling, my heart bere) said bone at that time, the face of the bones was very clear at that moment.

Netta's eyes glazed over as I recounted my conversation with the deceased bone back then.

“Please .. don't cry again dong Dek,” said I begged, the details of clear crystals began to fall from Netta's cheeks.

“I ... so to remember again Bang same father,” said Netta cried as much as she could.

I hugged her and we both cried.

“I'm sorry ya Dek, if I hurt you in the past,” I said hugging his body tighter.

Yes Bang,” replied Netta.

Do you guys know? As strong and tough as a man may be, he will show his weakness in front of the woman he loves, which is how I feel right now, in front of the family I never cried against and disobeyed ya .. but in front of Netta that night, me and Netta alike - the same crying. The difference is Netta cries with a voice if I cry without a sound.

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