
When Netta and I were in a very difficult phase, let's say at the end of the destruction, I felt the ship we were riding on began in the storm, from small waves to big waves.
Now even the ship is like a big storm.
I don't know if the two of us will stand up to all this, when the person we should have hoped to hold onto, just wants us to be destroyed.
Mami forced me to leave Netta.
It was not enough that suddenly Micah came again to bring great disaster.
He came to bring news to surprise me with his courage.
She claimed to be pregnant and pregnant with my son, as Netta and I longed for Micah's mom to come.
It's not the answer to the prayer we wanted, but it's an even bigger wave.
Of course I don't believe it just because I know how Micah's brain is.
The goal was to destroy my household with Netta.
“I came here to tell brother Jonathan that I'm pregnant with your son,”
micah said stroking her stomach looks start to curl.
I just laughed at Micah's ridiculous behavior,
she's a disgusting woman right now.
No more like an evil witch woman, she looks like an antagonist in a soap opera that often airs on television.
“You are not ashamed to claim to be pregnant, we met already never again how to make you pregnant, Netta every night has not succeeded let alone you who I never touch again confess, but, I'm not a fool you care about, already…! go sono,” said I drove out Micah who suddenly came to our house bringing disaster again, his lips smiling cunningly and recklessly.
“I want to say to that woman, where is she?”
micah said looking for Netta.
Netta came, but her attitude this time was cynical and jutek-looking, her eyes staring intently at Micah.
“I'm pregnant with Nathan's child, I want him to take responsibility, Micah said.
“You sure it's my husband's son?”
“What?”
Micah's eyes glared sharply.
“You're pregnant with someone else, but having Bang Nathan take responsibility, aren't you shameless to yourself?
Bang Nathan hasn't seen you in a long time, when did he do it?”
“Ha, do you trust your husband?”
“Mikha, watch your words, I haven't been in contact with you since I decided to stay with Netta so…
why are you holding me accountable not to Juna, stupid woman,”
I said I wanted to slap him.
“Abang don't like that, you used to say you wanted to have a child from me, brother said he didn't want to have a child from another woman,”
micah said he wanted to heat up Netta.
“Listen yes MIkha, I am not a stupid man who wants to have a child from a woman who is not my wife, that is the stupidity of her name.”
I said seriously.
“But the proof is I'm pregnant, and I told Mami, she supports me, she said she will divorce the village girl and tell you to marry me, isn't that great.” Micah said.
“Great for you, but I never expected you to be a lowly woman.”
“I don't care, I'll be happy if you part with that woman, this is your son this is what your family needs, what your family wants is on me, what your family wants is on me, why don't you just say it and we can be together like we used to be,”
said Micah.
“Go Micah, lest I get angry.”
“I hope you quickly self-conscious village boy, even though your mother-in-law is your own aunt, they do not care about you because you are useless,”
said Micah.
Suddenly Netta walked over her hardened face one slap floated up to Micah's cheek, I let her slap the other cheek again, she was really angry.
“I've been wanting to do this for a long time actually, but for today it's enough because you're bunting again, you're not who I am, don't you think all this time I've been quiet for fear, you know, but you're a despicable woman, even more despicable if the child you bear, someone else's child you accuse son bang Jonathan, that you're really low and disgusting as a woman,”
netta.
“You two will accept this humiliation, I make sure you two will regret all this,”
Micah left the house.
But I'm sure it will cause destruction for me and Netta, if I see Mami I'm sure Mami will believe it, I'm sure Micah has already launched the action at this time.
Netta looked silent, her face still looking angry.
“You can't believe, right Ta, what Micah said earlier,”
i asked.
“No, because it is impossible, because brother..”.
“What Ta?
Why did you suddenly stop.”
I turned my eyes towards him.
“Have bang, we don't discuss it anymore,”
“No...no I don't like hanging like that,” I said forcing him to talk.
Netta looked so heavy to talk to, she looked at me a few times hesitantly making me almost crazy.
“Abang stop to smoke,iya.”
“What does the same relationship with cigarettes anyway…!
I'm not talking cigarettes, but tell me frankly what's going on, don't drive me crazy.”
“Abang is sick, so we have to do the treatment.”
“Don't smart ass Ta, do you want to accuse me barren can't have children?”
Netta looked silent, she bit her lower lip, at that moment I felt like my heart was scattered on the floor, and again my legs were limp like boneless, I sat my pelvis in the yard, I sat down, I know Netta if she acts like that she speaks the truth.
“Say what's wrong?”
I said with a barely audible volume.
“I'm sorry if I just told you now, I'm afraid my brother is offended so I kept it a secret, I wanted to treat together.
“Tell me what the point is don't convolve,”
I said without looking.
“Abang can not have children because the fluid has a brother is not good, it is because brother too often use the Pill for men in a long period of years and the seeds are damaged, it is not good, did you used to use male KB pills
Time with Micah?”
Netta asked calmly as it made me want to drown my head into the ground, I was ashamed of myself, more unacceptable. Sometimes the truth is not easily accepted.
“You accuse me Ta, you demean me?”
he brought the results of his examination of laboratory results.
“Sorry if I check it secretly, I used to want to tell you bang, but brother is irritable so I save it.”
“Where did you get this check, when I never told you, I never gave, I threw my water that morning into the trash, where did you get it?”
I'm getting angry.
“I apologize , when my brother went I went to the bathroom, accidentally when he wanted to throw tissue into the trash, the, I saw the bottle was closed and the water was not spilled so I brought it with me to check.”
“That's presumptuous of you, you did it even though I didn't allow it, you went too far, listen! I'm not broken, you're broken, I'd say the child in Micah's birth is my son, I'll marry him,”
I said Emotions, I'm disgusting and disgusting, low.
My pride was hurt in front of Netta, when she found out I was the one who was broken, she hid it, I guessed that Netta had been laughing at me all this time.
I'm hurt, I feel humbled by Netta, I'm angry, I'm hurt.
The fact about us not being able to have children is because I'm the one who broke not Netta.
Though everyone said he was barren he was silent, but he already knew that I was the one with the problem.
I left Netta, I left home, my life was completely ruined, I left the Company unemployed.
I can't have children but a crazy woman claims to have a child from me, it's so weird I said I started to get drunk and babble and mine myself, now my life ends in a bar, now my life ends in a bar, my usual place when I'm tired.
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