Pariban So Rokkap

I went to the hospital again

I forgot that I just got home and was hospitalized a few days ago.

Come afternoon continues until morning, damaging the body is easy.

It is much harder to make people healthy than to make them sick.

Because one loves oneself is to avoid bad habits that can damage the health of the soul and body.

I tried to open my eyes, my body felt very heavy and my stomach was painful and sore, especially in the upper part of the heart.

“I'm hungry.”

Trying to open my eyes and want to sit down, but my hands seem interesting.

Ah what is this?

the infusion hose, my eyes twitching around, the smell of it - the smell I hate most, the smell of the hospital.

The infirmary?

When do I end up here again, crazy…!

Lately it seems like I've been dealing with doctors and syringes a lot.

“You're up, Tan?”

Mami looked at me with an anxious look, like a mother in general.

“Mi, who brought me here, what happened?”

“Bonar brought you here, you passed out at the Bar.

Tan, what are you doing, do you want to make Mami sick and have a heart attack?

You're so sick Tan, you're throwing up blood, what are you doing there?”

My mother urged me, scolding me with many questions.

“I'm dizzy, can't Mami it makes a question one-on-one,” my voice raised and pitched ketus.

Not that it is not rude to parents, sometimes if Mami talks always insist not to use pause.

Mom was silent, she looked at me.

“Alright, say what is it?”

“Because what?"

Of course because of Mami, try Mami did not say parting for Netta my life is not as sad as Mi.”

“What?

Didn't you say you didn't like Netta?”

“He is my wife Mi, I have promised to take care of her forever for the rest of my life, promised before my parents and before God.”

“Mami also doesn't want to do it

Tan, but everything I do is like nothing she's heard, I told you, I want to have a grandchild soon, every time I make the same promise Doctor she's lazy to come.

He refused to give me a grandson because he wanted to go to college.

I married you to her and brought her to our house not to see her go to college so Doctor.

Mami married you to her to be your wife,” Mami said.

“He just wants to go to college what's wrong, a lot of college after marriage and supported by his husband's family

I'm glad he's a doctor too, Mi.”

“What's happy?

Si Eva only I went to college as a nurse, when she was Netta I graduated as a Doctor.”

Mami hisses

With his body still lying in the hospital bed.

It's a good idea that I'm still in the same room, when I was treated a few days ago.

Room V I P, rose block no 124.

Hadeeeh, I feel at home my body enters this room.

Because it held back feelings because of Netta

I shifted my feelings by drinking a lot, staying up on an empty stomach, just stuffed with booze resulting in another wound in my stomach.

Today. Mami came home and will be replaced by Eva's sister, I'm sure she'll babble later.

Dreaac

The door sounds open.

“You are yes, you are tired of living. If you are tired of living there dead don't bother people,” Sister Eva clucked her waist standing next to my bed.

“Back there…!

I didn't send brother here.”

“I have a child to look after, time wasted on you, you have a household, I also have, so your man is throwing a bang sih” He mendumal annoyed.

I'm dizzy to argue, usually if the more we reply batak drillu batak they are getting worse, tamba ngegas, lazy it feels if the fight with women is better to fight with men, it's better to fight with men, jotos-adu jotos all together.

But it feels like fighting or getting along with women, it keeps my self-esteem low.

Eva looks angry.

I want to get out of bed leaving him babbling alone.

I'm not a typical man who would listen to such advice.

Pulling the infusion from my hand violently, trying to stand up, wanted it to feel like I was flying to Mars back then when I heard his spicy chatter like cayenne pepper.

“Where are you going?”

Sister Eva looked at me confusedly.

“You're dead!

Hearing you blabber like that I want to feel like I just hit myself in the street there.”

He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, his emotional rate decreasing.

“Alright, I was wrong.”

Pull my hand, to sit.

“Awas...!” Get Eva's sister's hand off my arm.

“So I thought I was a kid in a repetin like that, I could have my employees take care of me here.

I can have my secretary, watch over me 24 hours here, but Mami sent you here.”

I snarled at my sister in annoyance.

“Alright, sit down again, I was just carried away by Tan's emotions, I just want you and Netta to refer back.

She's a good girl, she's also our family, our bone boy, she's no one else.

Mami has been blinded by power and money, we as her children must lead her.

Poor Papi was depressed all this time made Mami, Papi was never that angry Tan, just this time,” He looked at me gently made me melt finally.

“I know, already brother went home there, let me alone.” I said lie down again in bed.

“You don't just know Mami, told to take care of you, you have to.

Otherwise Mami will make me vent her anger as well.

I'm tired, work from morning, still have to be here again.”

Eva's sister yawned a few times.

“I keep you here, you have to buy me a new bag later,” he said, and lay down his body on the sofa beside my bed.

“Alright, I'll buy him, but sis...”

Sister Eva, look at me with eyes that have begun to look.

“What?”

“I need help brother.”

“What help?” He sat down again, looking at me with a serious face.

“I want to leave Micah forever, so that I can mend my relationship with Netta, I need sister's help to do something.”

Two days in the hospital, I felt like I was in jail, I obeyed everything the Doctor said, taking the medicine he gave me.

If I usually hate being told to take medication, I always have a way to keep the medicine from getting into my stomach. But this time I was determined to get well.

For the sake of my new home we have built on a sacred promise, in a sacred bond of marriage, which was not based on Love at first, but at this time, my little Netta made me curious, wanting to know her person

But his tough attitude and strong principles, and his patience in dealing with Mami who has a hard attitude

I fell in love with Netta. I'm in love with my wife right now.

Is Netta's heart still within reach, after all that happened?

Do I still deserve to say love to her after what I did?

Oh, my Nettaku, I miss you.

Wait for me to repair the damage I've done.

Seriate