Pariban So Rokkap

Life-sustodians

Starting everything from zero is not an easy thing, it is also what I am experiencing right now.

Companies have debt everywhere, it will be difficult to establish cooperation because there is already a lot of debt.

But I won't give up, I'm starting from zero. But I will not forgive Brayen, he is my cousin son of my father's brother, when he came to Brayen's house to hold him accountable, even his parents are my hosts who apologize, because the man was lost like swallowed by the earth.

A week I come alone and work alone in the office, if there are usually hundreds of employees who sit and work with me, but today only mosquitoes who accompany me faithfully in the office, he said, I tried to convince the partners who used to be, However, it is not easy to convince others with my current condition, they no longer want to cooperate with Naima's work, he said,  once our family-owned company was one of Papi's pride, because it was the youth who built it from scratch, to have hundreds of employees.

But now, all that remains memories, Papi must feel angry and sad, but he keeps it in his heart, want to be angry is also meaningless, Papi said, because Mami's the one who handed the company over to Brayen.

Today upon arriving at the office, I tried to call all our partners first, but out of the dozens of numbers I tried to dial, none of them accepted my offer.

“Iya this is very difficult,” said I was almost desperate, especially with my status of former wearer and ex-convict.

A week working in the office, but as if walking in place, because it was fruitless, tired, desperate, that's what I'm going through right now.

It turned out that it was not as easy as I imagined, I thought with the savings I had, I could build from scratch again, it turned out to be very difficult and heavy. No one believes in our company anymore, its name is already ugly everywhere.

“Haduh...heavy it feels, self-fighting no friends share.

I miss him who is far away in the other half of the Continent” I said, staring at the photo Netta that I slipped in the wallet.

As I miss him, it seems that his mind is also turbulent, when sitting in my work room suddenly the rectangular flat object rings.

Ting ….!

Notif from my phone, because I had many more thoughts I ignored, because my phone now rarely anyone calls, since I was put into the rehabilitation center, only home people who routinely call me, since I was put in the rehab center, and from the bank to offer credit cards.

After ten minutes, only my fingers rubbed the phone screen, my eyes stared in shock.

“Netta ...!?”

I stood up in disbelief, he sent me a message:

[What's up?] Ask Netta.

“Oh... Netta send message!” Shouted excitement

I jumped up in excitement, suddenly, the weight on my shoulders as if lifted and thrown away, not long after he apparently called me.

Loving …!

Not even my brain was thinking clearly, maybe because I over time returned the message, he called, this time I will not make a mistake like the last time I did

 I used to act like I didn't care about him, when in fact, I was crazy after he left, but this time I'd say I'd wait for him.

But when I wanted to pick up the phone line from Netta suddenly cut off, when on the phone back, not active again, I was worried, I thought Netta was angry because I did not return the message.

The incoming message from Netta, I hurriedly swiped the phone screen.

[Well, I'll call again, yes, this is my number, I go to class first, today we have a practice test] Netta's message read.

Nimblely my fingers started dancing –nari reply incoming messages from Netta.

[Yes Ta, good luck yes deck, sorry I have not had time to reply, brother is busy, I will wait for you patiently until you return to Indonesia try hard]

Fill in my reply to Netta, this heart is still beating fast, my anxiety has not gone, every time I remember Netta, sometimes I think

‘Does he still want to see me? when he found out I was an ex-con?

When he became a doctor, would Netta want to go back to my family who treated him badly? Maybe he's been in the lyrics of a handsome bule in Germany sana’ Sometimes thoughts like this disturb my mind shake my soul, make me sometimes despair.

But deep down I still wish Netta would come and accept me, are my expectations too high? I don't know let it be over time who will answer.

Now my concentration is gone because Netta sent a message.

A few hours later when I opened the old company file, my phone rang again. This time I snatched it quickly hoping it was Netta Ku and it turned out to be true, again this heart seemed to jump from my chest cavity.

“Halo Bang, busy again?”

“Not Ta” My answer clenched my hand firmly to withstand shocks from inside the chest.

“Bang .. I borrowed our friend's phone video call yes?”

“What?”

I was shocked to mix in panic, my face and my body had already changed at this moment.

Not yet I answered yes, Netta replaced with a vidio call connection.

“Abang how are you?” Netta waved towards the Camera.

When I saw that her face was getting prettier, making my mouth unable to speak, and again the heart was beating unruffled, my lips as if locked tightly, I just fell silent and looked at Netta's sweet smile,  he looked very different when he was wrapped in the doctor's robe he was wearing.

“Bang here is cold because it will soon be winter,” he said again.

“Tadi, I am again a test practice, but Praise God I can finish it well,” said Netta, he did not mention about my appearance that turned ugly.

‘Do Netta already know what happened to me?’ my question is in my heart.

“Ta ..!”

“Iya Bang.”

“I want to come there to Germany to see you,” I said, finally I can say that sentence too.

“Can't Bang, we are here living in campus dormitory, can't be carelessly out.”

“Then?”

“Abang wait for me to go home to Jakarta, be good there yes, take care of health. Already in the past I want to go to class again when do I call again.”

“Alright, keep the spirit yes Ta.”

“Good Bang.”

He waved and hung up the phone, saw Netta's face and smile, I felt like I had a new vitamin injection, I was so happy.

It was my intention to try to see Netta again, but due to the rules of the Netta campus that should not be visited, so I just waited patiently for her.

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