I'm not Your Wife
Part 82 Shadow
While driving his car alone, he pulled the four-wheeler over at a funeral where his beloved wife was buried under a pile of dirt.
Tears of sorrow and longing followed every step of the way, until He stopped at the heaviest spot in the place. The flower basket she carried was placed below in harmony with her body that crashed beside the tomb.
Tears like crystals never dry up, when in his eyes again a headstone that reads the name of Sekar Cahaya there.
The destruction made him forget himself. What's more, he is very sorry to have succeeded in lying to another woman who is not at all entitled to replace the position of Sekar.
"Shirt, I'm sorry. I've made a terrible mistake thinking of him as you."
Space squeezed the ground while hugging it tightly. Unable to control his erratic feelings in his heart.
"Darling, are you angry? Why not answer? Would you please meet me just once? I promise I won't cry again?"
Space continued to sob, He also kissed the tombstone repeatedly.
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In a park that is so beautiful, Angkasa enjoys a panorama of drizzling rain. There was a dazzling rainbow stretching out forming a concave in the sky.
When fun, pamper his eyeballs. An angel girl in white came to him. He spread a happy smile that adorned the corners of his lips.
Seeing that, Angkasa was very happy. For he has been met with the idol of his heart.
"Darling, where have you been? Did I miss you so much?"
The girl blushed, She pinched Angkasa's stomach. His body was very fragrant and his face was clear as snow.
"Aw, sick." Space grimaced and the girl laughed at him.
The sky grew more flowery, quickly He wrapped his hands around the waist of the beautiful girl surrounded by the light.
"From the beginning, you've always been able to make me laugh, honey."
"You too Sweety, promise me. You should be happy without me."
The sky frowned, He did not like the word Sekar. He never turned away from the girl in front of him.
"You mean?"
"Because we can't always be together, Sweety. Destiny has determined your soul mate. I don't suffer, even I'm very happy here, if I can see you happy there."
"No, Sekar. I'll only be happy if it's with you."
Glassy space, not willing to feel if until Sekar away from him.
The girl smiled. "You're not an adult?" his babbling, as if mocking.
"Why?"
"Because you can't let me be happy here. You purposely did, locking me up so I wouldn't calm down"
Sekar broke down a hug and cried. The sky hugged him from behind.
"Where can I possibly let you be miserable, dear?"
"really?" The girl turned her head towards Angkasa, and the young man landed his kiss.
"Of course, your happiness is my happiness."
Sekar again turned his body into the embrace of Space.
"Please promise me that." The girl stared with plea. He stared at the clear twinkle in front of him without ever letting go of a smile.
"I'll do whatever you want." Space is not aware of what it says.
Smile again, this time freer
preceding.
"There is another life, which will soon be waiting for you, Sweety, and there you will find your true happiness."
Angkasa did not understand, he shook his head along with Sekar's body which seemed to be interested in retreating.
"In a place of immortality, Sweety. I'll take your word if you still mourn my departure."
"No, that's not possible. Please don't leave me!" Angkasa knelt down hoping for the girl to return.
"I beg you to let me go, they need you" said the girl again.
Space looked up to notice the body suddenly fading in front of him.
"They? They who? What do you mean?" ask, it needs clarity.
"You'll find out later." The answer sounded faint until finally the body of the beautiful girl completely disappeared.
"No, Sekar. Don't go, please come back!" Space stood up and continued running shouting at the girl but unfortunately there was no answer anymore.
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Drizzling rain fell dripping right on the cheeks of Space, who had been sleeping in that place for some time.
"Strong...!" scream when he wakes up. The young man again observed the tomb and immediately sprinkled flowers and recited a piece of prayer.
After that with a heavy heart, Angkasa stepped out of the place. He himself did not know the dream just now made his feelings calm.
Right on the doorstep the Space car turned its head again, and smiled. He hoped Sekar was really happy as he said. He will also start a new life.
Arriving at home, he was greeted by Lintang who had been coming in the house since morning.
"Morning, Space!" From the front door.
"Morning Tumben is already here? You are too diligent if you want to take care of Dinda's studies. Isn't he not important to you either." Space spoke as he pleased, basically, he did not like the Doctor too much.
Doctor Lintang responded casually. He approached and hugged the shoulders of Space.
"You missed the info," he said, turning towards Mr. Dewok and Ms. Arumi behind them. Both smiling.
"What info?" Space seems very curious.
Mr. Dewok stepped closer and hugged Angkasa.
"You should know, son. That this Doctor of Latitude is your Big Brother."
"What?" Angkasa was shocked and turned towards the Latitude Doctor. "Can't you, Pa?"
"Maybe your reaction is the same as mine, Angkasa, I can't believe you're the family I'm looking for."
"So you've been in a relationship with your own cousin?" Space laughed.
"Basic you? Is it good at making fun of it?"
"The saying goes, The world is not as wide as a taro leaf."
A somewhat improbable phrase but that is how it sounds.
"Well, it doesn't matter. Rather than marry a madman," said Doctor Lintang, defending himself.
"Alright, Brother. I think today I should learn to call you by that."
"No problem, the important thing is not a monkey."
The family laughed loosely, Rainbow and the two little boys who had just played, came out. He was happy to see that the family had become a whole family.
After chatting, Angkasa went into the room to relax. His brain was still ringing about Sekar's speech in his dream earlier.
"They? Who does Sekar mean?" Angkasa looks restless, he walked towards the table to pick up something. There appeared a shadow of the figure of the Moon when the girl frantically looking for a batik motif pen in questionnya.
Space tries to ignore, because it feels that it does not matter. He turned to the couch and opened his laptop. Just got a ballpoint pen that fell off.
As the sky lowered his head, he recalled seeing the Moon's legs hanging under the bed again.
"Geez, what's wrong with me?" Space confirmed its position. But the discomfort returned to make him stare at the bed. Just like that, he saw the Moon sleeping there.
Space could not work, the shadow of the girl incarnated inside her brain and it completely damaged her concentration.
