I'm a Widow But a Virgin

POV Rengganis&Albirruni

ALBIRRUNIANS

Today is a historic day for me, even with the theatrical tempest that makes me cry as well happy, I didn't expect them my family could perform so epicly, she said,if I were a director, I would make them my artists, Hehe

At the end of this day I have the status of a husband at the age of 28 years, not too late anyway, but most of my age at this time My Friends many who already have children.

I don't know I'm so relaxed with the thing that smells of marriage, if half-heartedly haven't met half the pieces again yes so difficult it is indeed to just glance was reluctant, if half-heartedly not,but if you have met with another heart piece, even if the widow will not be a benchmark, because all is so beautiful in the eyes and heart,that status is already a part of the last number that I didn't think about at all.

I am happy with this day, I remember first meeting Rengganis, the helper girl, my Jogja girl, and the first fate that broke my heart, but the second destiny gave me another chance,God is so good at determining our destiny.

I don't know if our first meeting made this chest shake to feel another air that I've never felt before, which is a feeling of love.

Love is a force capable of

Turning thorns into roses.

Turning vinegar into wine.

Turn sad into joyful.

Turn anger into friendly.

Turning disaster into muhibah.

However, even love can produce the opposite change, turning roses into thorns, and so on. This can happen because love lives in a heart that is unstable, the heart is easily turned back and forth like a feather tossed by the swirling wind.

And I always pray that this love that dwells is strong with good change.

The test of my love with Rengganis is not small, we must be separated by the distance of space and time, longing in silence is like we breathe in a narrow space, very tight, but for the sake of getting his blessing I am willing to wait for him,miss her, and love her, I comfort myself, I can finish her after we're halal.

Thank God, today we are legal to be husband and wife, that business will not betray the results.

RENGGANIST

The fate of my marriage before it made me learn a lot about patience and sincerity, and my love destiny this time I really wanted to fight for it, so when they play such a convincing drama it makes me cry,will I lose the one I love again for the second time.

I kept crying, as if I couldn't help but let go, I wanted to be happy too.

When I was told that I was someone's wife's legal wife I was so sad, and I was still crying, I remembered someone's sacrifice there, I remembered our commitment to both of us,I tried to open my heart to her, in the name of love.

Before him I loved Mas Abymanyu, and Mas Abymanyu I have placed on the side of the heart of the most beautiful, for I keep, just I save, because it is not permissible for Me to keep fertilizer, for I keep,because this life has to go on.

I rediscover the one I love in his silence, in my silence, in his prayers also in my prayers, we do not bind with any relationship, but we are committed to wanting to be together with halal status, he said,and that includes the highest respect for the women of course.

What makes me happier is that he loves me so sincerely, no matter my status, it makes this love grow more and more by itself.

Love is a feeling that must be present in every human being, it is like a drop of dew that descends from the sky, clean and holy. Only the land received it differently. If it falls into a barren land, grow because of the dew of evil, lies, deceivers, hoaxes and other despicable things.

But if it falls to a fertile land, there will grow the joy of heart, sincerity, high ethics and other commendable temperament.

Love does not teach us to be weak, but to awaken strength. Love does not teach us to humiliate ourselves, but to exhale courage. Love does not weaken the spirit, but it awakens the spirit.

His love encouraged me to move forward, his love that gave me strength.

And today I am very happy, for I have taken on the status of his wife.

I'm determined to be the best of her jewelry.

Oh God! Give strength to me and my husband, to keep Your commandments, and give me and my husband the sweetness of remembering YOU. Give me and my husband the strength to give thanks to YOU, with Your glory. And guard me and my husband with THY guard and THY protection, O Most Seeing One.