I'm a Widow But a Virgin

A Reality

Since attending the wedding, Hafidz's heart has not fallen until now, it feels like he wants to tell the truth, but Hafidz is still confused by the circumstances that hit him.

He must be a real man who only chooses one woman, He does not want to hurt Alisha too deeply, but his heart loves so deeply.

This afternoon Nadia invited her to lunch together at a restaurant close to the hospital.They met at the restaurant, Nadia using a red knee-length dres, She is beautiful as well as sexy, but this heart who chose Alisha, she said,while Hafidz only wore a shirt of Grey color and pants black material.

"Dear, thank you for taking the time to eat with me"

"My name is Hafidz, not dear" replied Hafidz ketus.

"Yes Mas Hafidz"

"Just call Hafidz, some of us are the same age,"

"Okay, Hafidz, what do you want to eat?"

"As far as you are, I must eat"

Hafidz played his phone, he called the waiter and ordered some food.

They were still silent, they were playing their phones.

When the food had come they immediately ate it, there was no serious chat between them.

Sometimes Nadia only asked about Hafidz's work.

When he finished eating, Hafidz said goodbye to want to go back to the hospital.

Nadia said goodbye also wanted control to the hospital, Hafidz became curious, he deliberately offered Nadia to be accompanied to the hospital, but Nadia instead refused on the grounds of not wanting to bother her.

Hafidz looked at the map carried by Nadia that read Hospital Sumber Sehat, Hafidz knew where the hospital was, he was eager to ask the doctor who handles Nadia's disease, Nadia,whether Nadia can be saved or how to best treatment.

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"Sister Alisha, beautiful sister"

Alisha turned her gaze to a student who felt very naughty, calling her a sister.

"Aldo, call me mother"

"No, still young, single, why should be called mother, not very nice"

"It's not like that Aldo, even if I'm your lecturer"

"OK.oke Bu Dosen," said Aldo, chuckling.

"Bu Lecturer we go to the cafe in front of the campus first yuk, talk a lot, Aldo has a problem"

"You are an excuse"

"Emmm"

Deheman's voice shook Alisha and Aldo.

"Eh Mr. Raihan"

"You want to confide in what Aldo, can be with me, I happen to have learned about counseling guidance"

"Oh no-no sir, thank you"

Aldo immediately ran away to avoid Mr. Raihan.

Pak Raihan is also one of the single lecturers who are fond of students, but also feared for his assertiveness.

"Thank you for helping me with that bad boy" Alisha said with a smile.

"Hmmm"

Mr. Raihan only replied 'Hemm', One-talking spy, Batin Alisha.

Alisha then rushed to the office of the staff and lecturers to put the books.

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Hafidz had changed shif with his doctor friend, Hafidz immediately to the parking lot, he wanted to visit Sumber Sehat Hospital where Nadia was treated.

Arriving at the hospital healthy source Hafidz deliberately used his doctor's suit to make it easier for him to meet doctors who specifically deal with leukemia.

And it turned out that it just so happened that Hafidz recognized the doctor, Hafidz was escorted by the sisters to the room of Doctor Ramli.

"Assalamualaikum Doctor"

"Waalaikumsalam, Eh Doctor Hafidz, wah tumben once stopped by this creepy place" Ledek Doctor Ramli.

"Ah Doctor could be, I need Doc"

"Why?Are you sick Hafidz?"

"No, not me Doc, but my fiancee, and she's on medication here"

"Who's name?"

"Nadia Asyifa Doc"

Doctor Ramli immediately frowned.

"May I consult the problem of the disease Doc, how to get better quickly"

"You're talking about Hafidz, he's not sick, he just routinely drives his sick cousin and gets treatment here"

"What????"

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I'm silent in thought.

It's hard, confused everything is mixed into one. Vacuous….

Swearing began to come out of my mouth condemning the cruel circumstances that have thrown us away.

All days are compulsion Every thing I do is a falsehood. I can no longer be me.

I struggle every time modifying every painful feeling into laughter Every word does not become yes. Fighting against a conscience that continues to rebel.

Forcing me to leave But I've been trapped by this deadly destiny.

But this time I won't keep silent, I don't want to continue living in falsehood.

I will fight, fight for my own happiness, and the happiness of my love.