I'm a Widow But a Virgin

Attending Invitations

Alisha has been in Indonesia for one week, he has started teaching at one of the universities in Surabaya.

And it has not been a week to communicate with Hafidz, Alisha is disappointed but she does not want to also expect too much, the sharing of a woman's self-esteem is more important than just love.

Mas Birru saw Alisha's gurgle that seemed to hide the sadness, Alisha who usually always argue with her, this time more silent, Alisha reasoned to be adapting to the campus environment, so lately it became a bit tired.

Mas Birru contacted Hafidz asking him to meet at the cafe, Hafidz received Mas Birru's invitation, coincidentally also wanted to confide with Mas Birru.

Hafidz had sat alone with Mas Birru at the Cafe, without saying Mas Birru immediately asked about Hafidz with Alisha.

"What's the matter with Alisha Fidz?" Ask Mas Birru.

"It's not Alisha who's in trouble, but I'm Al who's in trouble, I'm also very confused about my problem which is difficult to solve"

"If you like, tell me, but if you want to find your own solution, it doesn't matter, I won't bring my sister's problems with our friendship, just be calm, you're new close, not yet married,so I also have no right to blame anyone" Birru said.

"You're the best Al, I really want to tell you, too, but I'm waiting for the right time"

"Tell me now I'll listen"

Hafidz then told the real problem to Mas Birru, Mas Birru was quite surprised by the problem that befell Hafidz, quite complicated, especially dealing with someone's life.

"I never thought there was a woman who was so selfish, forced a love without thinking first" said Mas Birru.

"I have to how Al"

"Pray, as long as Qabul's ijab has not been said, you still have a choice, but be wise in choosing, I mean if you are engaged to Nadia, you do not approach Alisha, that means you are just as selfish, I mean if you are engaged to Nadia, you are not,I know you love my sister, but let go of that selfishness with Fidz's prayer"

Hafidz fell silent, He loved Alisha, but it is true what Mas Birru said, if Hafidz approached Alisha it would only hurt Alisha.

"But if you want to be with Alisha, you cancel your engagement to Nadia"

"But if Nadia is reckless how?"

Birru laughed, "Hafidz marry a man of good faith, and beautiful, after that his property, and his descendants"

"If Nadia from the beginning had threatened suicide does that reflect a good woman?clearly it is far from good, even Allah hates the deed, one more, Death in the hand of Allah Fidz"

"Then what should I do?" Ask Hafidz back.

"Try to consult with the doctor who handles Nadia, whether Nadia how to heal and musyawarahkan with your family, how good it is about your feelings" replied Birru.

"I'm afraid Alisha is disappointed"

"Just relax, my brother must be strong, he's been 2 Weeks he's survived not contacting you"

Albirruni was right, after the graduation ceremony Hafidz had started not communicating with Alisha, and during that time Alisha also did not even ask why, Alisha was quite mature in dealing with men, but she was also very mature,He doesn't whine for love like Nadia.

"Alisha now works or how does Al?"

"Alisha is now Lecturer lhoo Fidz"

"What a Lecturer,"

Hafidz even riled for fear that surely many students even lecturers who like Alisha, Hafidz rubbed his face violently.

"Yes, I went home first, fear Rengganis asked for something, just think carefully" said Albirruni.

"Yes Al, thank you very much"

They also shook hands, Albirruni directly out of the cafe and went home.

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At the house Alisha was chatting with her Papah, Alisha invited her Papah to attend the wedding invitation of her papa coworker.

Mama can not come because she is not feeling well, while Albirruni forbid Rengganis to come because the content is already large, and should not go out until late at night.

Finally Alisha obeyed the wishes of her papa, Alisha used a light blue brucat dress, matched with a rectangular hijab that was modeled beautifully but covered her chest.

Alisha is learning to use the hijab that covers her chest.

Alisha joined hands with her papa towards the wedding venue, many of her papa friends praised Alisha's beauty.

Alisha sat in one of the seats with her papa, someone approached Papa Wijaya.Alisha knew one of them very well, but Alisha pretended not to know him.

"Sir Wijaya, how are you, sir?"

"Who is this?"

"This is my son Alisha"

"I think your young wife" Ledek sir Adrian in the laughter.

"I have always been loyal to Mama Al" said Papa Wijaya.

"How beautiful is your daughter, how many children are you now?"

"Three, Albirruni you must have known him, then this is Alisha, there is another Almira"

"Try if I knew you had a girl, we could be made friends, unfortunately my son was engaged 2 Weeks ago"

Alisha's heart that heard it immediately melos, it feels like riding a rollercoaster at the top and then down with a fast, but Alisha still showed her elegant face.

Papa Wijaya immediately glanced at Hafidz who was still silent.

"This is Hafidz my son" said Mr. Adrian.

"I've known him, often to my house, Hafidz familiar with Albirruni"

"Oh so often there yes"

"I think Hafidz likes my daughter" Ledek Papa Wijaya.

"Father huh, how could Mas Hafidz like Alisha pah, Alisha is just an ordinary girl" Alisha said.

"Eh, how's the girl, you're so pretty, you're working now where's Sha?"

"After graduating 2 weeks ago I chose to become a lecturer to channel my knowledge Om" replied Alisha

"It's noble that your intention is Sha"

"Thank you Om"

"How, the candidates are there yet?" Ask Adrian.

"There's no Om yet"

"Wah girl as beautiful as you, also from a respectable family of the time has not had a candidate"

"There was someone Om who said he was going to wait for me when I went to college in London, but when I came home suddenly he was engaged to another, maybe I need to improve myself again Om" Alisha said as she glanced at Hafidz.

"Surely the man will regret Sha" Adrian said.

Alisha just smiled.

"Newly engaged Sha, not yet ijab Qabul, the soul mate is still in the hands of God, not in the hands of the ring holder" said Papa Wijaya.

"But Alisha no longer expects cowardly men Pah, there are still many other stocks, why must defend someone who has given a ring to another woman" said Alisha.

"Sometimes what is heard is not the same as the reality" Hafidz said.

"True Doctor Hafidz, but the reality is reality, you want to do it again" said Alisha.

"Let's eat already" Papa Wijaya said.

Papa Wijaya and Papa Hafidz chatted about business, Alisha and Hafidz kept quiet.

"Because Alisha's going to the toilet first"

Papa Wijaya nodded.

When Alisha is almost to the toilet, Alisha's hand is checked by someone.

"Alisha listen to Mas's explanation, this is not what you think it is" Hafidz said.

Alisha smile.

"Mas, Alisha has no right to get any explanation from you Mas, is Alisha ready for you Mas?"

Alisha went into the toilet, while Hafidz was still glued to the door, Alisha's words really made her heart ache as if pierced by a dagger.