I'm a Widow But a Virgin

POV Albirruni

Albirruni Vijaya

That afternoon while I was working in the office, Papah suddenly came and asked me to meet the invitation to the wedding reception of papah colleagues who are very familiar with papah, even they are also old friends, he said,papah can not come because later in the afternoon will go to Jakarta to take care of company affairs.

I asked the address turned out to be in Bandung, I thought I was far away, reaching the distance Surabaya-Bandung was quite far.I also refused to attend, but papah forced, but papah forced,because papah feels bad for his old friend.

Finally I also agreed and later in the afternoon I should have flown to Bandung because the day after tomorrow.I plan to rest first in the hotel then see the beautiful scenery of Bandung, especially "mojang Bandung" her famous beauty.

Ah but for me as beautiful as anything, still this heart already exists He, the figure of the woman who looks like it has filled my heart for a few days ago, even though in reality it ends bitterly.

At 16.00 WIB I immediately went home to get ready for Surabaya, at that time my mother did not know if I had to attend the papah friend's reception invitation.

Before leaving for the airport I first eat and say goodbye to my mother.

"Ma, Al is going to Surabaya this afternoon also on the orders of papah" Pamit Birru told his mama.

"Yah Mama herself dong most with aunt, bring your papah this afternoon also to Jakarta" said Mama Birru a little disappointed.

"Al has also refused, because it is far away, but papah pushy, he said not well with his friend" said Birru.

"When did you introduce the woman you love and get married, remember you were 27 years old, not young anymore, Don't say you're too busy, so don't have time to find a woman"

"Ah Mama started again discussing women" replied Birru.

"Yes mama is worried, son, you have been this mature have never introduced a woman even once to mama and papa, are you never in love"

" When Mah, even just a few weeks ago Al fell in love" Birru replied.

Her mother smiled too.

"Yes already, immediately bring here son, we immediately preach, lhoo Al mama do not want you to date, if you like girls love mama papa, let us apply for you" said Mama excited.

"Well, my dear, I'm less mopping mah, the woman I like was married a few days ago" Birru said in a sad tone.

"Pardon me, I love your son, there are many other women who love me"

"But Mah, I only love this one" Albirruni said solemnly.

Mama Birru did not have the heart to see her children upset, Mama Birru can only encourage her son and give advice.

"When I let him go for the first time when this heart still loved him so much. So great disappointment and pain that binds this heart. However, what to say when the condition does have to separate then there is nothing we can do."

"In addition to giving up his disappearance and releasing him into the arms of others. Although this heart aches and great this disappointment. But maybe this is the best way. You should be able to let him go because maybe this is the path that makes him happy" said Mama Birru.

"Birru understands Mah,"

Birru approached her mama and hugged her.

Mama Birru felt her new son was first disappointed in love, and it made her so sad.

"Son...Every meeting has a farewell. As strongly as you try to anticipate, separation is a law of nature as the friend of a meeting.

It is not easy to accept the harsh reality of your love going and flying because it no longer feels great love for you. But what to say when a poor destiny must be able to accept you well.

Birru just nodded slowly.

"It was a long time ago that I left first."

***

Arriving at Bandung Birru directly chek in hotel lalh rest, after a break Birru also look around the city of Bandung from near his hotel.

Arrived when Birru attended the reception papah ny friend, but how surprised when it was up to the Birru building to see his beloved woman sitting on the bride's throne.

Turns out it was Rengganis, Rengganis, the woman in my prayer.

I don't know if Papah's friend is a rengganist in-law, if I had known, maybe I wouldn't be here, because it hurts me so much.

Whether the moment was right or how, when I wanted to go home, I saw Rengganis sitting mingled with other guests, but at that time Rengganis' husband was not there,so I dared to say hello and congratulate him directly, he was so surprised when he saw me, we chatted and had time to express my heart, but he was so calm to answer a question from me,he even prayed for me, and encouraged me.

After her husband came, I did not want to add tightness in this chest, the end I broke up to go straight to the hotel.

Then in the afternoon I had to fly back to Surabaya.

"May be happy Rengganis, I can only love you through prayer."