I'm a Widow But a Virgin

I'm a Widow But a Virgin
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Today Rengganis and Alisha plan to make chocolate cupcakes, Alisha is indeed a chocolate fan.


My mom helped make it too.


While Mas Birru with Papah was in the TV room, Mas Birru held his leptop while working on some of his work that was slightly constrained.


Geck.


"Assynogaic"


"Girishal"


Birru headed for the door to open the door.


"Eh bro, come also turned out"


"Al, stop by passing by"


"Where did you come from, come on in, there's papah also in the TV room"


"There was a sudden surgery earlier, the mother gave birth to an ordinary"


"Who Al" asked Papah.


"Friends of High School Pah, Doctor Hafidz"


Answer Al.


"Eh Doctor Hafidz"


"Ah, you Al, call Hafidz only Om no frills of the doctor, is not handling patients" Hafidz joked to papa Wijaya.


Albirruni heads to the kitchen to get Alisha to make drinks for the guests.


"Dek make coffee well, three, there are guests in the TV room yes"


"Comm,iya"


Alisha then makes coffee, then goes to the tv room.


Alisha was a little surprised that came Doctor Hafidz.Alisha pretended not to know him, he immediately put his coffee and then returned to the kitchen.


"Who's Sha his guest?" Ask Rengganis.


"Doctor to PD and that's Ma'am"


"Well, who?"


"Doctor Hafidz"


"Cie.cie.punya guts also here" Ledek Rengganis.


"Kok cie..cie sih mbak"


"Who is" asked Mama.


"Young doctor Mah, Mas Birru's friend who seems to like Alisha" Rengganis said with a soft laugh.


"Sir Ganis, not Mah, just know not"Disputed Alisha.


" Tara her cake is ripe" Rengganis said.


"Take it there for Al Nis's friend"


"Yes Mah, this afternoon is good indeed to eat a warm cake with sweet tea in the garden" said Ganis.


Ganis then invites Alisha to put her cake on the bench of the park, Rengganis also call Mas Birru and also doctor Hafidz to join in the park.They four gathered in the Park.


Birru also took his guitar to the park, considering the old High School days, Birru and Hafidz had participated in music extracurriculars together.


"Doctor Hafidz wants a weekly night well" Ledek Rengganis.


"It's Sunday night" replied Hafidz.


"Don't it be the same day as Jones Darling" Ledek Birru glanced at Hafidz and Alisha.


"Haha, you must be Jones too" Ledek Hafidz.


"Don't talk, now yes now" Birru said in self-defense.


"Why aren't you Fidz's wedding?"


"Well, you haven't seen his soul mate yet"


"Guild,"


"Al, but not yet a soul mate"


Albirruni then plucked his guitar.


Jrng. jreng...


"Can you still play guitar?" Ask Birru.


"Still, let's try, I want to sing too"


Albirruni then gave his guitar to Hafidz.


Hafidz plays his guitar, then sings.


🎼🎼🎼


Grey sunday night.


All activities feel frozen.


Just because you're not next to me.


Body feels lethargic feeling bitter.


I never thought what was going on with me.


Singles are still with me.


I have tried all the moves


From the dark road to the straight path.


I tried to get to know you through Facebook.


Unsuccessful, couple facebok many fake genitals.


I know via twitter


I'm confused about muter muter's status.


My night is gray.


I have not succeeded in ending my jombloku.


Even worse is my last story.


I know a new girl, muka ayu


I observed, I approached after clearly uh it turned out to be my aunt.


Grey sunday night.


Not even a boyfriend can upset mom.


Just because on the road swit swit my aunt.


Oh jombloku oh sepiku.


"Haha"


Everyone laughed listening to Hafidz sing at will.


"Whose song is that, kocak?" Ask Birru.


"Not anyone's song Al, I'm a prankster, hahaha" replied Hafidz.


"Ah not clear, here I sing"


Birru took the guitar in Hafidz's hands.


"Hafidz, let's eat the cake, this is what Alisha lhoo makes" Rengganis said.


" Well, try ah, what a virgin" Ledek Hafidz.


"Have a meal" said Alisha.


"When we do it together" Goda Hafidz.


Alisha did not budge, she continued to eat her chocolate cake.


Birru plays his guitar and sings a song.


"This song is for you my beloved wife" Birru said.


Rengganis's face immediately met with red.


🎼🎼🎼


A smile on my face.


When I remember you.


Your laughter makes me miss.


Can't wait to meet.


A soft voice greeted me.


Soft as your heart.


True after love for me.


I realize I'm lucky.


My life without you.


It will never be fully filled.


Because you're my half.


Sharing the joy of grief.


Fill and perfect each other.


Because you're my half.


Half the way I live, you're my half, no regrets.


life is easier when we both walk it


My life without you will never be filled to the full.


Because you're my half.


Share grief, fill each other and perfect.


Because of you, you're my half.


"Your voice is still good as before, I thought you were going to be a band boy, and you turned out to be a businessman" said Hafidz.


"Why are you now a doctor, it doesn't seem like your dream was Fidz" asked Birru.


"Yes after I graduated High School, the Papah just told me that my mother died during my birth, so I was determined to become an obstetrician, I want to save Mothers who are pregnant and giving birth, so I want to be a gynecologist,yes even though I know life dies at the hands of Allah, but I want to work as much as possible, so that there is no next Hafidz" Hafidz said with a smiling face.


Very noble of his intentions, Batin Alisha.


"The spirit of Fidz" said Birru.


Hafidz nodded then looked at Alisha.


Alisha who had seen Hafidz immediately became misbehaved.Hafidz smiled.


"Alisha why study in London, is it far away, why not be afraid?"


"Wind to be like Mas Birru, fear not to be afraid of all places other than your own home must be scary, but back again to the original intention, and still be yourself even in the country of the Mas people"


What, Alisha calls me 'Mas', Inner Hafidz.


"You secretly admire me Deck" Ledek Albirruni.


Alisha straightened her lips.


"You're why Al's school is in London"


"I don't know, the father who planned all this, Papah I'm the first child, I must be strong mentally, responsibly and economically, he said,because the first child will be a substitute for the parents if the parents are gone, and Papah really teaches me discipline and responsibility"


"Great Papahmu Al"


"Take care of Alisha, be careful in getting along" Hafidz said.


Alisha just nodded.


Birru wants to go to the toilet, he gives his guitar to Hafidz.


Rengganis took another cake in the kitchen because the cake brought to the park was over.


Hafidz then played his guitar, repeating the song Birru had sung earlier.


🎼🎼🎼


My life without you will never be filled to the full.


Because you're my half.


Share grief, fill each other and perfect.


Because of you, you're my half.


"Do you want to be part of my half?" Hafidz said as he glanced at Alisha.


Alisha was misbehaved, she immediately ran towards the kitchen following Rengganis.


Deg.deg.


"What a feeling is this" muttered Alisha.