I'm a Widow But a Virgin

The more painful

Arriving at the hospital they immediately headed to the inpatient room, Hafidz let Alisha in, but Alisha was shocked to see someone lying there.

"He" muttered Alisha

Alisha then glanced at Hafidz.

Hafidz nodded.

There Nadia lay weakly with a pale face, There was also Papa Hafidz and both of Nadia's parents.

Alisha was confused by this situation, Alisha was about to step out but Hafidz prevented her.

"Let's face it together"

Hafidz and Alisha approached Nadia.

Nadia saw Hafidz and Alisha, her heart was so sick.

"I'm sorry Nadia, I just love Alisha"

Alisha was confused how, on the one hand she pityed Nadia, on the other hand there was also a heart that would be hurt, namely Hafidz and himself.

"Son, what can't be considered anymore, look, he doesn't want to eat and drink to get your attention" said Papa Nadia.

"Love can not be forced Om, Hafidz has refused from the beginning, but you continue to force, especially when you lie to me, it makes me more disappointed" said Hafidz.

"Hafidz look at Nadia, so much love for her" Papa Hafidz said.

"Well, Hafidz can't find Hafidz's love, Hafidz wants to live with the woman Hafidz loves, so long as Mama has died, Hafidz did not know what it was like to share love with the woman Hafidz loved" Hafidz said with reddened eyes.

Alisha who saw the struggle Hafidz became sad, Hafidz willingly opposed his family for the sake of Alisha.

"Well, if Papa crossed out the name Hafidz in the family, Hafidz does not matter, God willing Hafidz can still live with Hafidz's income as a doctor"

Alisha immediately nudged Hafidz's arm.

"Mas don't be like that, in a relationship there must also be parental ridho, because it is important,"

"But Sha"

Nadia finally spoke.

"Sha, please give Hafidz to me Sha, I beg you"

"Nadia, finding a mate cannot be in your way like this, you women, you can love with a high level, not to lower your self-esteem, you are beautiful you are also from a good family, you can love with a high level,if at this time Mas Hafidz does not want you, just pray for it" said Alisha.

Alisha smiled, "Nad, the sure winner whose name is already listed in Lauh Mahfudz, eat it as long as we are not married, try not to be too deep in loving someone, and a prayer that will not be in vain,if you don't get Hafidz, God will replace you with someone who is best for you, who loves you completely, and wants to live with you forever" Alisha said.

Nadia was silent,

"I will not sympathize with you anymore, if you do things that are not good, that endanger your own life" Hafidz said.

"Give me a chance Hafidz" Nadia said.

"No Nad, I've been careful for Alisha"

Nadia was silent again.

Alisha and Hafidz decide to leave Nadia's hospital room.

"Hafidz I'd rather just die" Nadia said, shouting.

"Whatever you are" Hafidz said, shouting as well.

"Mas, What has to be this complicated is yes, I feel sorry for Nadia" Alisha said.

"Are you not sorry for Mas, will you give up, will all be in vain" Hafidz said.

"Why is everything so complicated Mas, I'm confused" Alisha said.

"Why bewildered, is there anything else in your heart?"

Alisha looked at Hafidz, "Your question is not funny Mas" Alisha said.

"That man, who accompanied you, do you like him?"

"Why are you talking, why am I being blamed, He's a nice guy, he's just a friend on campus,"

"Oh you said He was good, but He took advantage of our troubled situation"

"Enough Mas, He's not like that"

"Even you defend him" Hafidz said.

"Whatever, I'm disappointed in you Mas, I wanted to give you a chance, but your ugly mind is what makes me disappointed, but whatever you think of me, I don't want to argue"

Alisha then ran away from the hospital, she immediately stopped a taxi passing in front of the hospital road.

Hafidz was still fixated on the spot, his mind was getting more and more careless, Hafidz realized why he did that to Alisha, that it was stupid, Hafidz squeezed his hair because he felt annoyed with himself.