I'm a Widow But a Virgin

Dreaming of Abymanyu

A week has passed the departure of Abymanyu from this world, the Rengganis still do not look excited, the friends of Rengganis are still accompanying and today Melli has come to encourage Rengganis,while the parents of Rengganis have returned to Jogja.

"Ganis you've been sleeping here with us for a week, don't you want to see your room" asked Melly.

"No Mel, I still can't" replied Rengganis in a sad tone.

"Nis, you must be enthusiastic, Abymanyu's love there, sure to be sad too, do not drag on in grief, it's not good and in the forbidden religion too, you are Muslim,well I'm sorry I can't feel what you're feeling, but at least you should know, you're not alone, there's a family, there's a lot of people expecting you" Melli said.

Melly is indeed more courageous to talk than Aisha and Wulan, because Melly is closer to Rengganis and melly was not the type of person who easily alkaline, especially for the good of Rengganis.

Rengganis fell silent, then grabbed the hands of Meli and her other friends.

"Let's take me to Mas Aby's room"

The three friends smiled and took Rengganis to Abymanyu's room.

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The door of the room opened, Abymanyu's room looked clean because every day the aunt cleaned it.

Rengganis slowly went inside, his feeling all his joints were so limp, all like the obvious image of Abymanyu when being with him, joking all so clearly visible, all so clearly visible,without feeling his tears spilled wet both cheeks.

"Yes Allah...I still can't believe it, it's hard to accept all this" hiksh😭 said Rengganis wailing along with her sobbing.

"Nis, the sincerity as time goes on and patience is a great reward, eating it all is not as easy as we imagine, but if we want to learn it certainly can be" said Aisha.

Rengganis nodded, then embraced his three best friends.

"Thank you I'm lucky to have you guys"

Rengganis also stood up and took his wedding photos attached to the wall and Rengganis sat back, Bengganis stroked Abymanyu's face through a picture frame.

"Mas has been a week Mas ninggalin Ganis, Ganis miss Mas" hiks hyks hiks😭

When I was alone.

I saw the photos and videos.

With you that I have kept.

This heartbreak.

View all pictures of yourself.

Which I can't repeat.

I want you to be here now.

Laugh with me like I used to.

Even if only God will please give.

It is not that this self does not accept reality.

This heart just misses.

All the ways I tried.

So that I can be without you.

But everything is different.

This heart just misses hooo this heart just misses. I miss your smile, my husband.

(*A*dmesh, only miss*)

"Ganis you better rest well, have not cried again, we will keep you here" said Wulan.

Rengganis also laid his body in a mattress that he had not stopped this week.

15 Minutes later Rengganis fell asleep, as there was a shadow of Abymanyu, Rengganis saw Abymanyu wearing a white Koko shirt smiling at him, and the Rengganis reached out his hand.

"Mas...Mas Aby, Mas's back"

Abymanyu smiled and then received a helping hand Rengganis, Abymanyu brought Rengganis sitting on a swing in a beautiful garden.

"I'm sorry, dear Mas, it makes you sad"

Rengganis shook his head "Mas always makes Ganis happy anyway"

"Ganis if Ganis dear Mas, can Ganis excited again and live this life as his usual, Mas no longer want to see aganis sad, Mas will wait for Ganis in this garden"

The rengganis nodded.

Abymanyu kissed Rengganis on the forehead and then slowly went away and away.

"Mas...Mas Ganis please don't go again, Mas...."

His best friend realized that Rengganis was delirious, Melly quickly woke Rengganis.

"Ganis woke up Nis, woke up, what dream did you dream to shout so much" asked Melly.

Rengganis woke up and realized the incident was just a dream, and the gang embraced Melly.

"Why you?" Wulan asked while giving drinking water to Rengganis.

Rengganis told his dream to his best friend.

" That means Aby wants you to get up, not like this Nis" Melly said.

Rengganis nodded and then convinced his heart again so that he must immediately rise.

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(Yuk support Rengganis to rise and spirit again, do not forget to like comments and vote yes brother, thank you)