I'm a Widow But a Virgin

Guarding the Heart

Early in the morning Hafidz was awake, although last night at 1 pm he had just returned home because there was a mother who had to undergo cesarean section.

Tired of this did not subdue Hafidz to fight for Alisha.

His attitude yesterday might have made Alisha angry, but it was all because of Hafidz's concern, Hafidz's jealousy.

Although Hafidz is a bit selfish because he is possessive of Alisha, but this is solely due to his efforts to get Alisha.

This morning Hafidz had come to the lecturer's office, he only used ordinary t-shirts and long jeans to look like other students.

Alisha who came in a hurry because almost too late to feel upset because there is already Hafidz on her workbench.Alisha just put her bag, then took her leptop and went straight to class.

Hafidz who felt in the cuekin he immediately followed Alisha to the class where Alisha taught, Alisha was silent not budging to see Hafidz following her.

The other students were all staring at Hafidz who was entering the class, they thought Hafidz was a freshman.

Alisha starts her lessons as usual, Alisha also teaches as usual, Alisha considers Hafidz to be absent.

After teaching Alisha to leave class, Hafidz followed behind.

"Alisha, are you still angry?" Ask Hafidz.

Alisha is still silent.

"Sha, listen to Me, I did yesterday because I love you, you see my eyes, you see my eyes once"

Alisha turned her body.

"I'm not angry"

Alisha saw the tired eyes of Hafidz, there is a black circle in her eyes, what Hafidz lack of sleep lately because it always visited Alisha every morning, Batin Alisha.

"Sha, let's talk with a cool head, with a clear heart, we can definitely find a solution"

"Alright, just go to the front cafe"

Hafidz smiled, they walked to the front cafe of the campus, Alisha ordered a warm cappucino, while Hafidz ordered a black coffee, to relieve his sleepiness.

The cafe is not too crowded there are only a few students who come, maybe because it is still hours of study.

In the cafe there are some young men who entertain visitors by singing songs.

Hafidz then ventured up to the small stage to sing.

Alisha was shocked by Hafidz.

"You know what people are" muttered Alisha.

Hafidz began preparing to sing with the band at the cafe.

"For someone who's there named Alisha, I want to express a little bit of my current taste"

Morning, chasing the afternoon

In the afternoon, waiting for the afternoon to sink

Dusk bandaging homesick

Ku persuade…

Ku rayu's…

Again, and again…

All is illusion

With you, I sculpt a smile

With you I, refuse time

My to flower

I'm obsolete, messy

Crisp glass tub

You left a splinter

Without, sweep it

The continent, not as big as my expectations

Lovely as beautiful as my poetry

I'm paralyzed if I lose

Losing every major temple also lost love like you

"That's a bit of my race, this time I'll sing a song that describes our current state"

🎼🎼🎼

Still left your shadow

Which has been imprinted in the recesses of my heart

The rain was unceasingly marked

Love is not here anymore you have turned away

Let me keep this feeling

To take care of all the love you have given

You stay away I won't be far away

Actually I'm still expecting you

ooh oooh

Is there still your light

Which always reflects your heart

I can't erase you

Even though I see you're across there

Let me keep this feeling

To take care of all the love you have given

You stay away I won't be far away

Actually I'm still expecting you

If you don't come back at last

I keep my own heart

Let me keep this feeling

To take care of all the love you have given

You stay away I won't be far away

Actually I'm still expecting you

Let me keep this feeling

To take care of all the love you have given

You stay away I won't be far away

Actually I'm still expecting you

I honestly still expect you

oooh ooohh

oooh ooohh

Without feeling Alisha's tears dripping too, she immediately rubbed him, she remembered when Hafidz left her heart pieces at the airport, she said,but he felt sick when he found out Hafidz silenced him without news and was engaged to another woman.

After singing, Hafidz came down from the small stage and sat down with Alisha again, Hafidz saw the tears of Alisha that pooled in his eyes.

"Sha, are you okay, right?"

"No, I'm fine"

"Sha don't lie"

"Need to know, Alisha never turned away Mas, You know also this is the first time Alisha fell in love and Alisha does not know how to react when love was in the test, hiks 😭😭" Alisha.

"Alisha is still keeping Mas's heart that Mas entrusted, Alisha was only disappointed when Mas silenced Alisha when Alisha was so waiting for news from Mas, Alisha grew disappointed when she found out Mas was engaged, and she was already engaged,why did Mas not be honest from the beginning, why did Mas not invite Alisha to talk well from the Beginning, why should it be this complicated then we need to talk carefully why not from before the 😭😭 hix" Alisha again.

Alisha was crying with her nelangsa, Alisha let out all her heart in front of Hafidz, Alisha was not willing to save her lara anymore.

Hafidz looked at Alisha, eager to embrace her, but it was impossible.

"I'm sorry Mas Sha, Mas is silent because he doesn't want to hurt you more, Mas is silent because Mas is trying to find a solution, Mas is silent does not mean Mas accepts all this Sha, Sha, I want to live with the woman that Mas loves, just lose Mas's mother, Mas doesn't want to lose you" said Hafidz who shed tears as well.

Alisha saw sincerity in Hafidz's eyes, Alisha saw how much Hafidz loved her.

"It's all Sha's test, to the extent that we can deal with it, to the extent that we can be patient with everything"

"Mas I beg you, no matter what happens speak, no one is hidden, bitter or sweet" said Alisha.

Hafidz nodded.

"Did you give Mas another chance to improve to deserve to be with you?"

Alisha then smiled and nodded.

Hafidz was so happy because his struggle was not in vain all this time.Waiting Alisha, broke off the engagement, and had to contradict his Papa was also his Papa's best friend.

After that Hafidz's head seemed to be twitching and his body finally fell to the floor, Hafidz fainted.

Alisha immediately shouted for help.

"Oh Allah,Mas Hafidz, Mas...."

"Please, help my friend pass out"

The cafe attendant immediately took Hafidz to the employee rest room and gave first aid to Hafidz.

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