I'm a Widow But a Virgin

A Request

Sunday mornings were so cool, Rengganis, Albirruni and Alisha were planning to do some morning exercise in the park near their home complex.

They are getting ready to wear sports clothes and sports shoes, just walk around not to run like Alisha and Mas Birru.

They walked to the park, after Alisha and Mas Birru ran around the park.

The air in the park this morning is very cool, the parks in Surabaya are so beautiful thanks to the leadership of bu Risma (Hail from Autor Bu Risma😁)

Rengganis sitting in the park chair, she saw her husband and Alisha were running around the park, occasionally Mas Birru also Sit up and push up.

After being tired, Mas Birru sat down with Rengganis, on a park bench under a shady tree.

"Alisha, please buy some drinks and snacks over there, there's Batamart,"

"Yes, brother, what do you want with Ganis?"

"Mineral water alone Sha" replied Ganis.

"Okay" Alisha said.

Rengganis took a small towel on Mas Birru's shoulder, then Rengganis wiped the sweat that soaked Mas Birru's forehead and neck.

"Dear dear, how happy are you to take a walk here?"

Rengganis nodded, "She's very fresh air"

"Where else to go after this, anyway whatever you love will later try to grant it"

"really?"

"Where are you going?"

"Not where I asked"

"So baby ask what?"

"Ganis only asks Mas to always be loyal to Ganis,hiks hiks😭😭"

"Darling why are you crying" asked Albirruni astonished at the sudden cry of Rengganis.

"I beg Mas, be loyal to me, just to love me, no other woman"

"Yes Mas faithful, even at that time you were married and still say your name in Mas prayer, yes you are the only one"

"Sometimes we don't know Mas, Man can sometimes change at any time, especially just about the heart and love, the current age of many actors who run rampant Mas"

"You why the hell?kok said such things, Mas all this time was never a mess, do not think a lot of no-no dear" said Mas Birru to calm the heart of Rengganis.

"Mas Ganis had already given up Ganis' love entirely to Mas, Ganis also wanted his Mas to also give all of Mas's love to Ganis"

"Yes dear, Mas gave all of Mas's love to Ganis,"

"Until death do us part"

Birru.

"Why are you suddenly talking like that?" Ask Birru.

"Every night I saw Alisha watching the movie Drakor, the word of the married, Alisha said the movie was booming, so I went to watch it, it was the actor, I was scared" replied Rengganis.

Birru immediately rubbed his face.

"Oh my God, you're pregnant, you can't watch anything like that, and it'll stress you out"

"Yes Ganis is afraid, in selingkuhi or in polygamy later," said Ganis.

"Honey listen to Mas, if Mas only afraid of you must one day also Mas will renege on Mas's promise, but Mas is afraid of God,Mas fear can not be fair,Mas fear later accountability will be greater, greater,I'm afraid you're hurt, which means Mas has already wronged you, Mas knows polygamy is allowed, but Mas is more afraid to make you hurt so there is no blessing in our household later if Mas hurt you, but Mas is more afraid to make you hurt,Mas won't be fair, Mas won't do it, just calm down"

Rengganis nodded in understanding, his eyes were now much calmer.

"Love man according to his portion dear, do not love Mas more than you Love God, because man is only a place of disappointment.Have Mas according to the portion also, do not love Mas,because in this world everything is just a titian.Do pray for your husband, Pray wife for the husband makbul" said Mas Birru.

Rengganis then nodded, Mas Birru rubbed Rengganis' head to calm her down.

After finishing buying snacks and mineral water Alisha crossed the road to the park back, because the supermarket is indeed across the park.

Hafidz who was driving his car suddenly stopped his car because he saw Alisha crossing into the park, Hafidz then got out of his car and called Alisha.

"Alisha"

Alisha who felt on call immediately turned to the source of the voice.

"Mas Hafidz"

Hafidz approached Alisha.

"What are you doing here?"

"Jogging with Mas Birru and Mbak Ganis, you yourself are what Mas as early as this neat this is not his Sunday well, indeed not a holiday"

"The body was used up to help the mother give birth, know for yourself that the baby gave birth does not see the time, sometimes at night, sometimes in the morning blind, sometimes also in broad daylight"

"The doctor must be tired, drink" Alisha said while giving mineral water to Hafidz.

Hafidz accepted it with pleasure.

"Mas go home and rest must be tired, I want to deliver this drink to sister" said Alisha who walked wanted to leave Hafidz just like that.

"Sha" said Hafidz as he walked towards Alisha.

"Can you get your phone number?" Ask Hafidz.

"This is my number, just,"

Hafidz immediately gave her mobile number, Alisha immediately saved her and dialed Hafidz number.

Hafidz's phone rang, Alisha's number sign came in.

Alisha immediately turned off her phone call.

"That's my number Mas, later in London, I'll tell you again My number there" Alisha said.

"Thank you Sha"

Alisha nodded then walked again to the park.Hafidz was very excited to get Alisha's number.

He got into his car and went straight home exhausted.

(Who agrees that they are fighting?hehe)

Alisha.

Doctor Hafidz

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Mate and mate are part of God's decree, God's ordination to man. Mathematic and matchmaking business, not a small and playful affair, because God never messed around in creating humans, determining sustenance, and the journey of life until the death of humans. God is not ‘ shuffling lotto’ and raffle like a gravestone when determining one's soul mate. So if we have hope about our future companion, want us to be immediately met with our soul mate, then ask God! Talk to God! Come closer to God! Round, strengthen, tighten our faith in God. What is impossible for us is easy for God.

Precisely because we do not know who our soul mate is, when to meet him, how the end of his story in the world and the hereafter, then our lives become more beautiful, colorful and meaningful. For we will live our humanity by remaining servants of God. Enjoy the beauty of fighting, enjoy the earnestness of effort, enjoy the beauty of asking God, enjoy the beauty of asking God for help, enjoy the beauty of being patient, enjoy the beauty of being patient, enjoy ‘surprise’-shock that God presents in our lives

We cannot make proposals to God. We cannot force God, he is God, he wants me to be my soul mate, God. We cannot control the human heart, we cannot limit the human mind. Yes, because we have no power over the life and death of man, over the flipping of the human heart, therefore we must not anchor our greatest love to man. We feed our greatest love on God, who by that love God harbors a loving human love in our hearts. So that taqwa that makes us match with people who can grow our love for God. Because the taqwa that was knitted during the barakah marriage, hopefully we are paired up to heaven. Isn't this more beautiful?

It is true that a soul mate does not walk linearly over the lines of beauty, good looks, wealth, geographical proximity. 'The formula of the mate’ is not determined by the law of human propriety. Because man only knows its surface, thinking in the narrowness of his knowledge, decides in the influence of his passions. ‘The soul mate’ formula belongs solely to Allah. Therefore, as servants we are only able to accept God's decision. Prepare to accept whatever God decides. Prepare as wide as patience, sincerity, as big as faith to receive ‘jatah jadoh’ in the form of life companion, sustenance, and others.

Yes, wait in the rush to improve yourself. Wait in the busy doing prayer, pembururah silaturahim and pray for brothers and sisters. We cannot prepare the person who will be our soul mate. We have no control to manage people who ‘ will be our soul mate’. We can only prepare ourselves. Equip yourself with all the abilities, skills, attitudes to carry out the roles in marriage

Life is an art of acceptance, not of surrender. But it is acceptance that keeps us fighting for the pleasure of God. For whatever we receive from God, everything is a gift, a treasure is a gift, a companion to life is a gift, a science, children, affection, love and all that we have is a gift from God. All are tests that lead us to the struggle for the pleasure of God. Accepting and being grateful is the key to happiness, not to being prejudiced and wondering about what God has not given.

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