I'm a Widow But a Virgin

POV Doctor Hafidz

Like lightning in broad daylight when my father brought me to meet my little friend named Nadia Asyifa, Papa immediately expressed his desire to match Nadia with me.

The father said Nadia had put a long heart on me, and now Nadia needed the spirit to live because said Papa Nadia has leukemia.

Nadia was not excited about life, but since meeting me a few months ago, Nadia expressed her intention to tell her father to carry out this engagement.

When Papa said it clearly I refused hard, because I already have my own choice, but apparently Papa does not believe.Because before him I always failed about women.

I was confused as to how, when today is Alisha's happy day, but today is a day of misfortune for me, Nadia with her happy smile can get me so easily.

Although I have given understanding that I will accompany him but not by becoming his fiancee, but he even threatened to end his life by not taking the medicine that the doctor gave.

I was getting into a dilemma, when it was none of my business, but I was a doctor who often saw someone die, and it made me think because I had feelings of pity and pity, just that.

I don't know, I have to use what kind of language to explain to Alisha, that piece of my heart that I put away, let it be her right.

Is the secret of a soul mate this complicated, I feel frustrated, I've rarely seen my phone, I'm afraid it will be deeper to hurt Alisha, I want to let her happy, I want to let her happy,but I'm not willing if it doesn't belong to me later.

No life is perfect and free of all problems. It's just that each person's problem is different in the level of difficulty.

Although problems come along, we can still make our days feel beautiful in a way many-many thanks to God who has given a lot of pleasure. Don't look up, because it will only make you feel envious. Look down and you will feel grateful for your life.

I remembered the story of Albirruni who loved Rengganis, beginning from the disappointment that the Rengganis were married, but because of a strong belief Albirruni could get Rengganis.

Compared to my current problem is not lighter, especially on both sides there has been no curved yellow janur, meaning there are still many opportunities that are roomy not, ah but Nadia's disease, making me frustrated.

Life is not like a novel, which we can repeat the first page whenever we want. In real life, when a story is no longer fun, it starts to hurt, we can not repeat it from the first page again. But that's okay, because we can always create a new chapter, a new page. Always could.

I want to try to create a new happy chapter with Alisha, a new page with Alisha, even I want to cross the chapter of my engagement with Nadia.

But it's all happening, I have to think, but who will help me think about all this.

Do I have to ask for Albirruni's opinion, ah surely I will be battered later.

Coffee is perfect because of its bitter taste, so is love.

Love is synonymous with beautiful feelings when liking or loving someone. Who says love can't taste bitter like coffee without sugar?

It is precisely with a bitter taste that love will feel perfect. The form of bitterness can vary, maybe because of jealousy, maybe also because the struggle to get a loved one never works. It proves that you really love him.

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(Let their love story be like coffee, though bitter, but good enough to enjoy)