I'm a Widow But a Virgin

Grief Rengganis 2

Rengganis in-laws have come to bring food and change clothes, Bengganis immediately eat even though it is not appetite, but in order to keep Abymanyu who is sick, the gangganis must be strong and healthy.

Nurses and Doctors headed to the ER room to take Abymanyu to the surgery room, the doctor told the success rate of the operation was 50% as the patient was already very weak and had a lot of blood loss.

Rengganis, Papa and Mama can only resign, Rengganis helped deliver Abymanyu to the front door of the operating room, before entering the operating room Rengganis kissed Abymanyu's forehead.

"Mas definitely healed,Mas male strong,Ganis will always wait for Mas,hiks hiks"😭😭

The doctor took Abymanyu into the surgery room.Rengganis, Mama and papa waiting in front of the surgery room, Engganis hugged Mama Aby.

"Mama,hiks...hiks"😭😭.

Mama Aby stroked Rengganis' head.

"One's life and death are in God's hands, we've done Nis's work, we pray for the best for the people we love" said Mama who tried to make Rengganis toughen, even though Mama herself is fragile.

Papa likapnya is giving news to Mr. Rengganis in Jogja and then tell a friend of Abymanyu office as well.

"Ma, Pa Rengganis to mushola first yes" Pamit Rengganis.

Mom and Dad nodded.

Arriving at the mushola, the Bengganis immediately took water wudlu, praying then reciting and praying for her husband.

"Thank you God for giving Mas Aby as the soul mate I love so much and thank you for all the good things in my life.I thank you for all the direction and strength that God has given me to me" hiks hiks hiks😭

"Oh Allah, I find it very difficult and sad to see someone I love suffer like this, Mas Aby must be very sick with her present circumstances, I cannot help her recover. Only You O Allah the Most Healing, O Allah please help me to feel calm because I believe all this is the will of the destiny of MU.Mas Aby the Good O Allah,"hiks hiks😭😭

"O Lord God who holds our lives, who turns our hearts back, for You we live and for You we die"

"You who rule our lives, who write our destinies in Mahfudz, You are the most beautiful regulator of our lives and the best maker of the plan of life"

Rengganis also ended his prayer and rushed to the operating room, the Rengganis phone rang, there was an incoming call from the Father in Jogja, the Bengganis immediately raised it.

"Assynogaic"

"Ganis, Nduk Ganis"

I heard Mother's voice sobbing in her cries.

"Sufferful mother, this is the Nduk test"

"Yes buk, pray Rengganis so that the foam continues to be patient, pray for healing for Mas Aby as well, hopefully the operation goes smoothly"

"Aamiin, Mother Father of the family here pray"

"Canis..Nis"

Now change the voice of the father.

"Please Sir"

"Yes sir thank you very much for his advice, has been nggih, Ganis want to meet Mama Papa first, Assalamualaikum"

"Girishal"

Rengganis approached Papa and his Mama.

"Pa, Ma better Papa Mama rest first in the chair over there, then Ganis who will take care here, Mama must be tired" said Rengganis.

"Don't love, Mama can't, Mama's son is struggling inside, Mama's daughter-in-law is sad here, Mama Mapa just accompany you here" Mama replied.

The rengganis still sat down with a languid bow.

"Mas don't leave Ganis Mas, how can Ganis live this life without Mas,Mas Ganis encouragement" Inner Rengganis while sobbing slowly,hiks hiks😭😭

Already 3 hours running his surgery, the doctor came out with a lethargic face.

We immediately approached the doctor and asked about Mas Aby's condition.The doctor apologized and explained at length.

I fell on the floor, cupping my face with my hands, hiding the tears that were so rushing while Mama was crying on Papa's shoulder.

😭😭😭

Yesterday you were still with me.

Fondling and seducing.

Is tomorrow for us to make love.

As we have passed.

Why are you leaving so soon.

Leave the tombstone.

This reality is so heartbreaking.

I want to feel involved.

There is no way for me to live like this.

Without the caress of a lover I loved dearly.

The pain I now feel.

From you who love me.

(S*iapin tissue,ayangin our loved ones,welcome abymanyu**)