Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 68
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Those who had been silent for a while made both of them awkward, and still wondered if the problem was completely resolved or forced to end and would one day be turned back?
Ira got up from her seat and stood in front of Ari.
"You choose him or me?" Ira said starting the conversation because she herself was fed up and felt unfinished.
"I have nothing to do with him, I just want you" he replied with a serious face that made Ira hold back his laughter, "A jerk guy that a lot of women like him now begs for not wanting to lose? he even repeatedly apologized and humbled himself, was this a reality or was it just pretending?" in thought.
"But I don't trust Ri, and it might be very hard to believe it back"
"I know that, I don't care if you're mine"
"Oh yeah? what if I'm still yours but we're in a relationship like teenagers in general, a relationship without***," he said, leaving the man staring in wonder.
"If you can't, we end this and I won't forbid you from connecting with anyone, including Rani"
"A relationship like a teenager in general? without ****? they did too" Ari replied.
"But we've gone too far Ri, our relationship is no longer like a teenager"
"You think I can't?" his reply made Ira feel astonished, does a thirsty man seem to be able to make a relationship only with love?
"You know? I'm willing to be a stupid woman who binds you by having a relationship, a relationship that may be different from the one you once had with another woman, I purposely did it because I wanted to be the only woman who was sufficient for your thirst, so that you didn't need or might not be interested any more in other women than me. But baby, it's all I want not you"
"Do I have to explain? I'm khilaf, I swear to whatever I never had any contact with Rani again. You think I'm not sorry? to be honest, the moment I realized that we were having a relationship and remembering you, I immediately went home and left her. Even from this morning he sent me a lot of messages of disrespect with my attitude last night, I explained to him that I had you and apologized if I got drunk last night. And the message you read, it was indeed him who intentionally did it because he knew I would meet you," Ari explained at length.
"You told me you were hurt by him having a relationship with another man, and now you're hurting me for having a relationship with him. Funny right?"
"Sorry," Ari hugged Ira's waist tightly and looked at her expectantly.
"Look stupid but I don't be selfish, he could also forgive me later," in his mind while rubbing Ari's hair.
"Why do you want to go down like this Ri?" tanyakanya.
The man took off the culprit and stood in front of Ira cornering him against the wall right beside the mirror.
"I'm a jerk but I love you, believe me!"
Without saying the woman immediately kissed her neck and purposely left a kiss mark for her.
Ari smiled and looked at herself in the mirror, "You did it on purpose? do you think I'll see another woman after this?"
"Please meet another woman and let me meet a man other than you tonight" Ira said with a smile that was a reality.
"What?"
"I'm not gonna call you and let me see another guy tonight, break even, am I?"
Ari pushes Ira's body and pushes her down. Just like Ira, the man did the same thing, he left a kiss mark on his neck that made the woman angry.
Plaque! slapping and pushing his body, "What do you mean? don't be selfish dong!"
He looked at her sharply, "I swear if you're going to meet someone else?"
"Do I look like a joke?"
"Hemmhhh," he sighed.
"Again I ask, are you serious?"
"Do you go to work?"
"I asked mom?"
"Meeting ka Ayu"
"Yesterday you said you'd see him, didn't you?"
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He felt his heart stop and then beat fast.
"May I ask? please be honest"
"What?"
"Yesterday when you were picked up by Susan, there was someone who said you got out of the car and got a guy in, right? who?"
As Ira's body trembled, she felt very weak and it was very difficult to breathe. "Who said it? how does he know?" in his mind while trying not to look panicked.
"Yes, that's really ko"
Seen from the look of Ari's face that immediately changed, it was certain that the man was disappointed.
"I don't talk because he's Ayu's co-worker, and I don't know her name at all. That's why I asked Susan to pick me up for fear that you'd misunderstand me before I explain it, 'cause I did"
Ari was silent looking at him, I don't know what the man was thinking that Ira's heart was clearly beating even more as if she couldn't hold back her shock.
"You believe? if not do not force," Ira added, a look that would actually look panicked if Ari continued to look at him.
"Believe me, my beauty is still mine" he said, rubbing Ira's hair.
Although she felt fear, but with Ari saying that believing made her feelings a little better, she just kept hoping that the man actually believed without any suspicion.
Ira smiled looking at him, then she lifted her chin, "Kiss?"
He asked for a kiss, but the man kissed him gently. Again and again Ira was swept away and forgot all the trouble they were both talking about . Unable to fool himself, the gentle kiss of the man leads him to comfort that ends with pleasure.
"No*** darling" she pushed Ari's body so that the man smiled.
"Surprisingly, there is," he muttered looking at Ira who was standing in front of the mirror while wearing a lipstick.
*
"You work?" Ira asked Ari who had been staring at her.
"Do you want me to work or not?"
"Whatever!"
"Work, I asked Thunder to pick me up"
"Don't bring a motor?"
"No, you will be suspicious" he said, as Ira who was looking in the mirror approached and sat in front of him.
"I wouldn't suspect it because we've ended this conversation, I don't know if later"
"I will not reply or answer their call"
"Oh yeah? do I think I'll believe it?"
"Mom? already!"
"Meet me after work and call me on Thunder or Teguh's cell phone"
"Huh? meaning?"
"I'll bring your phone"
"You serious? we just ended this conversation and I don't want to go back to low"
"I see what you mean, but I'll take it anyway"
"Let me end it"
"Me, already!"
"But please don't get angry again, because someone will call me later"
"I know that"
"sorry"
Ira just nodded then leaned on his shoulder.
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