Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES

Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 63



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The car stopped in front of the village office a few miles before his school. Ira, who was still trying to call Susan, sat down without moving.


The light of the motor-car light drove back in direction, highlighting her dreamy beautiful face with a blank look.


"What time are you going home?" her question made Ira, who was silent, look at the streets.


"Either, if not I'll stay at a friend's boarding house" he replied, keeping a cell phone in a bag, because from a distance had seen Susan stopping across the street.


"You're leaving now?"


"Yes, thank you for all your gentle demeanor" she answered smiling and opened the car door.


"If no one takes you home call me" he said seeing Ira get off.


"Thank you, Bleeg!" closing the car door and tidying herself up and walking a few steps while waiting for Susan to cross.


The pira turns on the engine of his car and walks past Ira to turn the direction on the field, with Ira's flat face just looking at it without saying hello.


"Udah finished?" susan asked to stop her bike in front of Ira.


"Udah, but Ari was actually there?"


"Yes, yuk?"


Ira climbed in the backseat and they walked slowly to Susan's boarding house.


"Who is there?" Ira asked, drawing her face closer to Susan's ear.


"Many, TKR kids are all there."


"San stop, stop stop stop!" Ira patted Susan several times.


"Why the hell is Ra?" Susan stopped the bike.


"Down first?" Ira came down first.


"Why the hell?"


"Diem," the woman hugged Susan, "There are strange smells? after I had sex I did not shower. If Ari suspects how?" she took off her arms and looked at Susan.


"No, this is your perfume. Because the guilt on Ari makes you feel afraid. Take it easy, wear perfume again try a lot" he said understandingly.


Ira opened her bag and sprayed the perfume all over her body, when they finished their journey back.


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Arriving at the boarding house, from a distance saw several motorcycles parked under the Water Guava tree.


All eyes were on Ira and Susan who had just arrived, including Ari who immediately moved from his seat to approach them.


"Where from? you didn't tell me you wanted to pick up Ira San?"


"Surprise you, thanks first to" replied Susan pat Ari on the shoulder and went into his room.


"Where from? ko just got here?" shouted the seated Goddess gathered with the others. There are Santi, Beni, Rendi, Pras, Arif, Rezki, Sandi and Teguh. They deliberately take the time to drink together, because from tomorrow everything is busy and it will even be difficult to gather like this. More precisely they will all go through the day with rules, can not just do something.


"There's business." Ira replied then looked at Ari who was standing before her.


"Why not tell me? did you ask Susan?" his question was to embrace Ira's waist to sit down together with the others.


"You Susan have business, don't you work?"


"No, cape the work continues. Time and time again enjoying someone else's rich teenage years." he replied.


"There's a point affair. Huh!" sitting next to Susan who was leaning on Firmly.


"Make a new one," Sandi kept a glass in front of Ira that contained a little red wine, maybe only two sips if in a drink.


The woman simply stared at him, "Am I going to drink?" in thought.


"Everyone drinks Ra, too" said Arif.


Ira was still silent because Ari had not allowed it and she herself was not wanting to drink it.


"Old!" susan said carrying a glass and gulping it down, making them all laugh.


"Haha crazy Susan," Sandi who refills the empty glass and keeps it in front of Ira.


"Gue did not drink because you waited for Ra, afraid of being drunk and talking strangely. You see, there's this asshole Ari here." he whispered to the woman laughing, "Haha seriously lo?" whispered.


"Cctaac! what the hell is whispering?" The goddess throws a gas match that hits Ira's hand.


"Gobl*k is sick, I'm thin so hit by Dew's bone" replied Ira and her hand rubbed by Ari.


"Don't drink, I have an important story that until now the real feeling is not careless."


"Can I please, okay?" susan replied kissing Ira's cheek makes everyone talk a lot at the same time so it doesn't sound clear.


"Well, what the fuck?"


"Crazy, Guh lo healthy want the same model gini?"


"Lo is also healthy Ri?"


"Nih 2 girls on why the hell?"


"Suuutts!! diem, the storm is very." said Ira silenced everything.


"Hahaha but I am also amused San" said Ira pinching Susan's hand and then slightly away from her.


"Haha bodo is great."


"Drink Ma'am?" ask Rezki to Ira.


"May," Ira replied as she looked at Ari.


He didn't care if the man forbade him, now all he cared about was his ungodly feelings.


"At least let me enjoy the time left tonight and forget about all the trouble even if it's just a moment." in his mind felt unconcerned.


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A mouthful of alcohol that he had drunk, and the chatter that was accompanied with laughter really made the woman forget about the incident that had shocked her.


Slowly the effects of the alcohol began to work and she already felt a little dizzy, as well as Susan who was like fatigue leaning on Teguh's shoulders. The goddess, who was lying asleep in Beni's lap, while Santi went to be picked up by her lover and has not returned.


The woman looked at the watch in her hand when it showed at 23:42 pm, "Had the air cools" she murmured, looking far away at what seemed to be quiet. Other boarding residents may have fallen asleep, as well as the aunt stalls at the back of the school seem to have closed, because no longer seen humans passing through the boarding house to the stalls.


"Again Ra?" tanya Sandi kept a glass in front of her.


The woman looked at Ari, and the man shook his head slowly gesturing her not to.


"No, I did." Ira replied while clutching Ari's hand, "Gue fell asleep in Susan's room, didn't he? for you guys to enjoy and spend this or I spilled." went past Susan and Teguh who sat in the doorway and lay in bed.


"Surem very first lady, the time to be spilled. The money!" said Beni sipped the glass that was supposed to be for Ira.


In the noisy atmosphere of the chatter and laughter outside sounding out of order, the feeling that could not be explained now made him unable to describe what he actually felt.


What was clear was that his mind recalled the time when he had a relationship with the man and his teacher, whether he was a fool for having been deceived or he still wished that there were good humans in this world.


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