Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES

Section 35

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*crank!!* opened the door of the room, Ari was sitting on the bed leaning against the wall while playing with her cell phone.

"Kirain is asleep?" hang clothes behind the door and keep his bag on the table.

"Talk a little with auntie." Ira continued to take a comb in the bag and comb her long hair.

Ari just stared without saying anything.

"Thank you for being a sedative." rubbed bodylotion into his hands and feet.

"Now it's better, hopefully until tomorrow or maybe later." Ira smiled looking at Ari.

"But why diem Ri? so horror!"

"Beautiful, your back is beautiful."

"I know that!"

"Hmmhh,,,"

"When I feel better since you came to see me. What I wanted to cry all night in your arms, now changed. Maybe I still want to sleep in your arms, but not to cry but to feel and enjoy your warm embrace" Ira said in her heart.

"I'm not sure about this?"

"Huh?"

"No!"

"I'm sleepy." Ira turned off the lights and lay down next to Ari.

"I know not everything I need to know, but may I ask?"

"Speak."

Ari hugs Ira's body from behind and kisses her shoulder.

"Why are you crying? what's the problem?"

"I'm not sure, there's a guy out there who's gonna give me this warm, comfortable hug."

"Because it's just me. Like you who are present only for me!"

"Oh yeah?"

"Why?"

"I had a fight with mom, she said a bad thing."

"Why are you fighting?"

"Hmmm,, a lot of reasons!"

"Your feelings will remain the same, won't they?"

"To love you Ri?"

"Yes, I'm not a good man, but I'm trying. Somehow I love you so much and never thought what if I wasn't with you."

"I was expecting it too Ri."

Ira rubbed Ari's hand that hugged her body, "Even I'm afraid of losing you Ri, I'm afraid that if you can't accept me then leave me" she said in her heart.

"Ri you're sleeping?"

"No,"

"Look,, if one day I make a mistake and you can't take it, then you leave me. Believe me I still love you."

"You remember? I told you that I don't want to hurt you. But if someday I hurt you whether it was on purpose or not, sorry Ri. You know I'm not someone who talks a lot, right? maybe I'll end our debate without giving an explanation."

Ira turned her body to look at Ari.

"Whenever you go, please come back to me. I love you, I want to be your home." - kiss her forehead.

"I'm not leaving."

Turned his body back.

"You know? I've wanted to do this."

"What?"

"Hugging my woman in my sleep and expressing my feelings."

"Did you never do it?"

"I'll tell you a little bit, but don't get mad, do you?"

"I didn't promise."

"Haha yeah, you know what? I have a lot to do with women even if I have a partner."

"Are you also in touch with other women besides me now?"

"No ma'am swear!"

"Oh, yeah."

"Seriously ma'am, this is it first."

"Yes, go ahead."

"So, I'll be angry."

"No."

"Yes, maybe it's because I've been in a lot of relationships with a lot of women that I feel tired and want to have a serious relationship. You tau? I don't know why when with Rani yesterday even I feel if she's pregnant I'll marry her right away. I tried to do everything that would make him comfortable so that his feelings would not change. At first I thought it was normal for him to come into contact with me, but it turns out that he did it with other people as well. Maybe she's me in the female version. He even slept with the firm."

"Straight? haha when?"

"When he was still dating me, suddenly Teguh nanya gini. 'Ri you sure same girl?' it's."

"What does Ari answer?"

"Because that day there was no such thing as a thought, I'm ya'in."

"Ehhh know, it's been broken Teguh just said 'He's sleeping with me Ri' jerk no?"

"How come?"

"Yes, I'm not sure if it's broken, but now steady again Deket same Susan."

"Who said?"

"He's alone."

"Ohh yeah."

"Lanjutin, maybe because I used to be the one who often hurt women so that the feeling when it was really sick. Cheating, staying, even though there is serious intention."

"Serious blur? still in school."

"I mean to marry young. Because from starting to play women, play hanging out, work banging haha, everything has been saluted. what else? all it takes is a partner to take care of me, manage my finances, various complaints me. Maybe because from the Middle School the condition of the house is rich gini mamah who rarely at home, rarely cook like to buy, tell people to make clean the house as clean as clothes. I don't think it's rich, it's not family."

"Do you have your own family?"

"Wouldn't it be wrong to want to build a household?"

"No, because sometimes I want to be like that. It's normal because we're born into a family that's not like a real family."

"Have you ever wanted that?"

"Yes, that's normal."

"Udah graduated yuk ma'am?"

"Hahaha, Ari, Ari, getting married is not easy?"

"I know, hey I'm also old enough to understand what marriage is. Especially paying attention to your own parents' marriage."

His body looked at Ari. "Udah, don't talk about excessive things." rubbing hair.

"It's not excessive ko, it's still normal."

"No, if one day either you or I leave this conversation will hurt."

"If I'm wrong I'm sorry."

"Whatever you do wrong if you want to accept me as your woman, maybe I can forgive you."

"I accept you."

"No, you remember? you don't know where I am."

"Speak, open up to me."

"I'm waiting for the right time."

"I'll wait for that time."

Ari nods Ira's body and kisses her lips gently, one hand holding Ira's hand so she can't push her.

"No worries?" Ira said to Ari who was looking at her.

Kiss back, until at the end she shivered*t Ira's lower lip.

"Udah ko bu." lying next to Ira.

"Basic!" turn away his body.

"Nyium doang didn't papa, did he? I don't touch other parts of the body."

"No papa, but no permission yet."

"Haha sorry." hugged Ira from behind kissed her back.

"I remember, I wouldn't touch your body if you hadn't let it go."

"You must remember!"

"But next time I'll ask you directly."

"Hmmm, uh,,"

"Where's tomorrow?"

"Don't know, don't go in."

"Do you want to stay home with me all day?"

"Don't want it, just I want to nlp Sindi first."

"What time is this ma'am? I want 3 o'clock to go to sleep."

"Oh yeah, hang on."

Ira sent a message to Sindi and Iki.

*Message contents*

"Sin, not at home. Tomorrow morning to the room do bring uniform, school bag, same shoes teteh, do not forget her makeup. Titipin the same Ka Iki."

"I fucked my mom, I didn't go home. Tomorrow take my school uniform with my grandmother. I've said the same Sindi, but please lo check again uniform+hood veil, school bag, shoes the same makeup me. Da? Love you Iki."

"Haha never mother cake is like me."

"What?"

"Love you Iki."

"What si? it's."

"Sleep mom, good night." kissed Ira's shoulder.

"Yes, thank you for being a tranquilizer."

"May not only be a tranquilizer, but a winner."

"Yes, I wish it was."

Ari went to sleep first, the woman still opened her eyes. A straight look outside, visible from between the window curtains looks dry foliage falling in the wind and rain.

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