Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 23
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"I know, there are no sincere and loyal men in the eyes of a traumatized woman!" ari rubbed her face.
"I'm not traumatized by men, I'm traumatized by the name of building relationships."
"Mom?"
"Don't want to find the good, but we're both learning to be the best?"
Ari is still amazed trying to understand what Ira just said
"Mom are you serious?"
Ira just nodded.
"Can you go? I want to be alone!"
"Why?"
Ira just stared.
"I'm leaving!" get up from his seat.
Ira watched the man's back leave him.
"Arghh fuck the world!" Ira leaned over to the table.
"Why lo? is there a problem with Ari?" ask Iki.
"My life has been a lot of trouble, my time has got to be more trouble."
"Whatever!"
Ira silently looked out the window and closed her eyes.
"People say, look for a man who treats you as well as your father. Then what about me who doesn't even know anything about my father?" Ira said in her heart.
*
"Mom?" Rezki wakes up Ira who is asleep.
"Hmm?" look over.
"Sleep?"
"Yes overslept." Ira smiled as she glanced at her phone.
"The intention is not to learn, but all day there are no teachers who enter boseen sumpaaahh!!!" yell Anggi.
One by one they entered the classroom, which had been quiet became noisy. Beni who sings while playing the guitar. Assisted by Arif hit the table and Anggi who sings loudly.
But Ira didn't see Ari. In his heart he wondered where he was
"Dear you slept? haha" asked Anggi because although the class often gets empty hours Ira rarely falls asleep like the others. He always goes to the back shop or brother. But this time Ira fell asleep in class.
"Yes sleeping haha."
"Tumben ma'am?" added Rezki.
"Abis thinks of something." Ira smile.
"But you are?" ask Sandi.
"Maybe you don't know, that daydreaming is the simplest healing." Ira stands "Ki the mission," past Rezki who is sitting next to him.
"Where's Ra?"
"You wash your face!" open the bag and bring some face wash soap.
"Do you want anterin yuk?" bring Beni.
"No need!"
"So someone will look at the class."
"Masa? in anterin lo later even lo who tingtip."
"You know the child."
"Beniiii you like to sneak?" yelling anggi hit his shoulder.
"The Litnah lo Nggi. Whatever I don't get excited about."
"Oh kirain, Sorry."
"You yeah?"
"Gue kill you Plak's jerk!Plaque!" Anggi hit him with a book.
"Haha."
Then Ira walked out through some classes and passed Ari on the stairs.
"Where are you going, ma'am?"
"You're washing your face."
Ari followed Ira down.
"Where?" Ira asked.
"Nganterin!"
"It's not Ri."
"Aren't you afraid of the same peek class?"
*Don't really like anyone else?"
"Maybe."
"Hmmm, it's here!" Ira told Ari to stand at the bathroom door.
After Ira finished wiping her face with a tissue and then wearing lip blam and tidying her hood.
"Udah?"
"Udah yuk?" Ira out.
"Lo healthy Ri?" tanya Teguh who saw Ari and Ira walking together from the direction of the toilet.
"What the hell? where are you going?"
"This is Ri's school, you don't have to do it here anj*ng!"
"Waras lo anj*ng I just nganter doang!"
"Ra, watch out for this jerk. Danger model kek ginimah!" say Steadfast to Ira.
Ira just smiled and climbed the stairs
"Diem you talk a lot!" ari followed Ira.
"Mom? please get used to it if anyone says something like that."
"Gun!!"
"Haha!"
Entering class.
"Where are you Ri?" tanya Pras looks at Ari who just entered the classroom.
"Dragon!"
"A lot of girls from other schools, right?" said Beni.
"Lo know?*
"As if we're teachers don't go in."
"Beautiful-beautiful Ben!" ari said while looking at Ira smiling.
Ira just put on a normal flat face.
"When do we come home?" whisper Ira.
"Why?"
"Gue got an appointment, it's gonna be malem."
"Gue responsibility again watching a movie, but if you have nganterin go home first do not papa."
"So, if anyone wants me to go home first, right?"
Iki just nodded.
Ira wears her mask and jacket.
"Where?" ask Anggi.
"You want to go home, ma'am?" ask Pras.
"What si? I used to see why be kepo gini haha?" Ira laughed seeing all the faces of her friends. As if surprised to see Ira will go home first including Ari.
"Where are you going?" whispered Ari approaching.
"You're home!"
"Who's the guy?"
"Who is it."
"Benefy ma'am?"
"Really."
"I'm anterin!"
"Cock?"
"Who would you like to be the same?"
"Hmmm adek class maybe haha."
"Nothing!" Ari wears his shirt.
"Dear I go home first, right?" Ira hugged Anggi.
"Oh yeah, can you?"
"Your sister Ri?" asked Rendi saw Ari who was preparing to go home.
"From anthers to obscure people!"
"Unclear of where?" Ira smile.
Ira came out and looked at the other class that was studying.
"Gue first!" ari said to the others.
"Faith" Ira muttered as she walked and was followed by Ari.
Exit the school gate.
"Wait here?"
"No need to go with me" said Ira walking ahead of Ari to the back stall taking the motorbike.
Arrive at the back shop.
"Anj*ng I swear I've met you!" said Teguh who was sitting on the motorbike while shopping.
"Aahh don't-don't mate haha?"
"It looks like Ari Yuk is with me?"
"Sparing lo anj*ng same me?" said Ari.
"Ri recalled, I also do not want the former lo already broken like haha" said steadfastly laughing.
Such words are a little painful but Ira tries to be ordinary because even though it is not by Ari, he is already damaged.
"Diem anj*n't everything I touch!"
"Rare you not going to be the same as me?" ask Ira to Steady.
"Can you try it first, right?"
"Don't have to be in the service he's not human." Ari smiled looking at Ira.
"The anj*ng is not human!"
"Where does Ra want to be with me?"
"May, but Ari's Sejago?" Ira replied to her words.
"Hahaha anj*ng swears girl lo Ri!!" Firmly laughing because such a question slightly shakes the self-esteem of men.
Ari just smiled watching Ira who replied to the unpleasant words in her way.
They both left the school environment on their bikes.
"Said there was an appointment tonight, ko's coming home now? it's only 11:25."
"Yes, it's late tonight, but I want to relax. Gymnastics whatever the school but will make the rebahahmah not free."
"You're going to stop by the house?"
"Home?"
"It's my house!"
"Who's home?"
"There's a mama, but it doesn't matter."
"Oh, that means you've brought other girls home too, right?"
"I swear to God never, Mom, you're the one I want to take."
"Hmmm, uh,,"
"Don't believe?"
"Emang!"
"She stopped by, it's not comfortable coming home!"
"Do you want to know how mom reacted?"
"Dhh..."
"This time I made it, but I swear I never brought any girl home!"
"Hmmm, uh,,"
"That's doang?"
"Continue?"
"Not really."
*
A few minutes into a village area like Ira where there are only a few houses far away. Turn the bike into a small alley and towards the end of the house.
This is the first time Ira has known Ari's house.
Looks comfortable because there is a large mango tree in front of his house. According to Ira must be calm here especially Ari only live alone with her mother because she is a widow. But it is precisely according to Ari that he is lonely here.
"Not down?"
Ira gets off the bike following Ari who enters the house.
"Tok tok!! uh maaah?" Ari while opening the door.
"Home home?"
"Yes, bring someone along too."
"Who?" out looking at Ira who was standing looking at the towering mango tree.
"Ehh neng?" greet Ari's mother.
Ira turned to "Tante?" smiling regrets.
"Baby enter?" said inviting.
Ira enters the house, especially when Ari works and comes home late at night.
"Aunty rarely cooks, there's nothing at home!"
"Grandpa aunty. Don't eat too hee."
"It could be Neng."
Ari's in the room, probably cleaning it up.
"Oh yes, there is no need to feel awkward with aunty, because aunty was also once young. Just relax, aunty wants to take a bath first there is an appointment." his mother smiled and returned to her room.
Ira silently watched the house.
"Hey in?" ari said to be escorting her to her room.
"Relaborate for a man's room."
Looking at Ari's usual room but a little neat so the atmosphere feels comfortable.
Ira hung the bag and opened the hood.
Staring at the mirror combing her hair and seeing Ari not wearing her clothes, only still wearing school pants.
"Geeh!"
"Huh?" Ari was shocked to stare.
Ira approaches "Ahh wear a dong shirt!"
"Emang why? sultry mom, usually also gini!"
"I can't see your back without a shirt like this huh."
Ari smilingly woke up from her sleep opening the wardrobe to pick up a plain white T-shirt.
"But it used to be a little sultry."
Ira just nodded.
"Hair don't cut, right?" said Ari who noticed Ira combing her hair.
"Emang why?"
"Beautiful with your long hair."
"Can I lie down?"
Ari nodded her head.
"But don't forget what you said?"
"I wouldn't touch your body if it wasn't you!"
Ira smiled lying near Ari.
"Mom, I rarely say anything wrong."
"Huh?"
"I'm trying to hold my lust against you, but believe me someday it won't be me. You're the one who's gonna ask me."
Ira looked "Oh yeah?" then kiss his lips.
"Aahhh I can't stand it like this haha!" Ari covered her face with both hands.
Ira just smiled.
"There are still bbm from Thunder." Ari showed me her phone.
"Maybe a job." she continued.
Ira looked at Ari who was playing a cell phone.
"Again and again you paint sweet memories." said Ira softly.
Later,
Turning a silent glance to pay attention to the table rack containing the former of various bottles of alcohol that have been arranged neatly, Ari save it for her collection.
Can't lie to yourself that this place, this person, makes her feel more comfortable.
"Hopefully this won't hurt me someday, because sometimes a short time has great memories." Ira said in her heart.
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