Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 64
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3 Years ago,,, the,,,
Bad rumors that made him drop out of school made him confused between quitting or continuing his school.
He couldn't possibly say about this to his mother or grandmother because later they could ask him why? and speaking to mom or dad is an impossibility that they will not overcome and will only judge.
In the midst of his confusion, one day Ira accidentally meets someone who she thinks is different from other jerks. He has status and is educated, kind-hearted and disinclined by many, but all that does not guarantee he is a different man, he is just like all the others.
"Nobody is truly sincere in this world, sometimes behind a kindness there must be a reward" Ira believed until now.
Teacher BK, a man in his 38s who helped him when he had bad rumors in Junior High. He cleared Ira's name by making an announcement that she was still a virgin and not a psk as rumored.
After that day slowly the views of the people and the atmosphere in the school became different, and, one by one they begin to behave as usual and often greet as if they have forgotten the previous rumors that no one even wants to talk to Ira.
Until graduation and Ira went to high school he never met the teacher again and had not been able to say thank you.
When she met and thanked him, she asked him for help to enroll her in this school because Ira knew he had access and it would be easier for her. After reuniting and delivering Ira to school, as she expected, she believes there is no genuine kindness without a reward.
At dusk, the man took her to eat at a restaurant and then went to a clothing store to shop. At first Ira only thought it was a kindness and a form of love, but it was not. The man drove his car to a hotel where he did not directly invite Ira to get in touch.
It was a great disappointment that Ira had already considered the man like an uncle, until she realized that life was always unlucky for a woman like him.
At first Ira refused. Then he was silent thinking, if indeed the man wanted it, maybe he could give anything Ira asked easily because he had it all.
The relationship, which he initially thought was a kindness, is now turned into a reciprocal relationship of what he did and Ira got. It was no longer between her student and her teacher, but she asked Ira to be her mistress and forbade her from connecting with any man but herself.
It doesn't really matter to Ira, especially she always obeys whatever she asks and she enjoys it. But Ira finally chose to end her relationship because the longer she felt uncomfortable relating to someone who had been her teacher and the man was overprotective so that Ira was not given the slightest freedom to having fun.
Perhaps the purpose of the man is to keep Ira from getting in touch, especially having intercourse with any man because he feels he already has it fully. But Ira is a teenage girl who wants to feel love and be in a relationship with a man. More and more the man even forbids Ira from leaving the house without her permission, even though she goes along with the man's female friend forbids him, making Ira fed up and choosing to end it all despite having to lose all her enjoyment.
Because honestly it's not just the guy, Ira can't let go of the rickshaw that got it when he was a virgin teenager. Although uncomfortable, the man always obeys whatever Ira asks if he can. The woman must divide her time and be careful, so as not to become a misunderstanding that will make her lose everything.
"Hemmhh," let out a long sigh, in her mind she wondered if the man would attempt to contact her? before his departure Ira asked the man to no longer see him, but he always insisted on contacting and not releasing until Ira finally changed all mobile numbers, blocked all of his social media accounts and disappeared slowly from him.
He managed to break away and was no longer in contact with the man until this point. Until the time they meet again, how could Ira not be surprised and become a burden on his mind now? the incident made him think a lot and feel not know what to do?
"Well, how's dong?" he covered his face with both hands.
He turned his body towards the wall slowly closing his two eyes, but before that, he felt someone sitting behind him.
"Maybe Susan," in his mind.
"Mom?" ari's voice that turned out to be sitting behind her, suddenly she turned her head but the man immediately kissed her lips.
He recalled there were many people outside and tried to take it off, but the gentle kiss the man gave made him drift away in pleasure.
"Ekheemm enjoy it once," Susan's voice made the two take off the kiss.
"Bother you San!" ari looked towards him.
"Who is disturbing? I want to take the phone," he answered, taking the phone lying next to the tv.
"Don't you continue haha, should I close the door?" susan asked who was about to leave the room standing in the doorway.
"Close San" said Ari, and Ira shouted, "Don't look" at the man.
"What's? want to get on here? what's home?"
"You want anterin to go home anyway"
Ari saw the watch in his hand, "Half two nights, sure you want to go home? I'm a little drunk too, okay?"
"I'm nginep here"
The man came closer to his face kissing the neck behind Ira's ears, "Sleep yuk?" whispered.
"What's? I killed you!"
"Hehe did I invite you to sleep to get in touch? nginep at yuk's house? sleep with me, just sleep no more" he said pinching Ira's cheek.
"Not muhrim"
"Haha now talking about not muhrim, from yesterday where aja ma'am?"
"No ah want here, sleep with you drunk that later there is nyosor continues"
"Don't believe me?" he smiled looking at Ira.
"No"
"Hehe is here, I am sleeping in the room Teguh"
"Yes there"
"Ri yuk?"bring the room firmly into the room.
"But ask for one kiss, don't bother you!"
"Damn it," said Teguh out of the room.
Ari looked at him, "Can?" he smiled with his eyebrows raised.
Without answering Ira kissed her, so did Ari who returned the kiss several times biting her lips.
"Udah, go home!"
"I'm home, right?"
He stepped out of the room, not long before Susan came in and closed the door.
"Gue got drunk Ra, wanted to go straight to sleep," he said, turning off the room lights and lying next to Ira.
"Gue also wants to sleep, good night beautiful me," said Ira lying down and a rumbling sound of the noise of the motor exhaust, outside Ari and the others left the boarding house.
Until a few minutes later, the night that had been rowdy now turned silent, there was only the sound of a fan that became a sleep-conducting song.
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