Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 2
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First hour break.
The female teacher ended her lesson, tidied up the book, then walked out of the classroom.
The young woman was now sitting leaning against the wall playing her phone.
"Not?" said Ari who was standing in front of him.
Ira stared and then moved.
"I'm behind ya?"
Anggi just nodded to see the woman out of the classroom.
The two of them walked down the stairs to the back stall, where the disciples used to be evil. Smoke free place.
"Diem's cigarette?" ask Ari.
"You're diem"
"Is there a problem?"
"No"
They arrived at the shop.
"Black coffee tan!" order Ari while igniting a roko.
"One?" Ira asked him for a roko.
"The shop continues!"
"Bunek! whisper it," while igniting the roko.
For people who often meet with Ira they will behave normally because he does not cover his delinquency, but the new classmate will look at him in wonder.
"Ko dares blatantly yes even though she is a girl," that word Ira used to hear.
Ira just looked at him without regard.
Click the sound of incoming messages (Gadun) a popular designation for middle-nosed high school or college boy hunters.
"Would you see me tonight?"
He's the one who's been with Ira for 4 years. He who never turns and stays. (Gadu1)
He met her when Ira was 15 years old. At that time he did not know about the news of his father and mother, only knew they were married, and Ira had a new sister from another father.
This is where the grief began, will be held graduation exams, Ira's school payment is delinquent, every day he is always commemorated by the teacher if not repaid he will not be able to take the exam.
For Junior High, such a thing is already the biggest fear. Complain to who? ask who? he is far from his parents. That time was not the same as now. Especially his father who does not have a cell phone to call. Wh who? Mammy? since marriage, mothers rarely ask about their children. What then?
Until finally he ventured to talk to his brother. What was the answer from her sister? directly he said that he sold his tub*h. The pocket money he gave Ira and her sisters wasn't enough just from the restorant's salary. The mistake happened, he seemed to direct Ira to plunge into the dark world because he no longer cares about someone's feelings. Just like Ira now who even wants to cry, it feels like the eyes are no longer able to remove the water.
Why not talk to my grandparents? no, because Ira knew her life had become a burden for them. Ira is just a Junior High kid. The 3 older High School boys who even need more costs. Grandparents and grandmothers only worked as incandescent. Payments are not much.
Especially when my grandfather was sick. Only grandma works while taking care of little sister Ira. Under such circumstances is it possible to add it again?
Because the situation is very urgent without thinking long and not much knowledge of what the future will finally Ira assented what his brother said.
*
A cold evening with a bad feeling.
He was escorted by his own brother to a hotel by the beach. My brother knew the man first. Actually he's not pushy if Ira doesn't want to.
But the woman thought of nothing but making money. Ira was taken to a room by her brother to look around before the old man came.
Elegant room atmosphere. Ira just remembered in the corner of the room edge of the window there is a decorative flower pot that illuminated the yellow light from the bottom side.
She still had time to take photos because of the beautiful atmosphere and Ira felt she was very beautiful that night. Until now if Ira saw the photo, her heart was sliced with pain to remember her smuanya from the beginning.
The man came in, met for the first time. But Ira just assented everything that she didn't even know what to do.
*
Last time being a virgin.
The man hinted his brother to wait outside. The incident was short, a moment talking to him and the lights were turned off....
At the time of doing so, he felt nothing. Maybe because he had to and that person he did not know let alone love. At that time he felt only pain in his shame*nnn, sweat water dripping on Ira's body made him amused because this is the first time. In the world of prostitution, not only is the luckiest woman about money, but meeting a man who treats her well is enough. Because sometimes there is a man behaving like a tiger that damages the body of its prey.
He only remembers one thing. It was a bitter first and last time. But reality says otherwise, circumstances forced him to survive until now.
**
"Where? can we?" (message in)
"Yes, where?"
"In the usual place. Would you like to be picked up or someone else?"
"Just pick it up, want to eat grilled fish first," Ira pinta.
"Yes wait 8pm".
"Heummm," sighed.
Actually he met and accompanied the other person last night. The old man he liked with his gentle treatment. Call it (fair 2).
But he knows that a man's will cannot be delayed. If the man turned away, Ira herself would have lost a loyal customer.
Because Ira is not openly open B* or hanging out in a dimly lit place. So not many knew him if not the person who had met him.
**
An empty hour is the most pleasant thing for all students. Filled in with disturbing pranks next door classes, hanging out in the cafeteria, chatting with each other and some of them usually sleep in class.
So did Ira who sat down while bowing to the table and fell asleep.
"Raaa Ira there is an empty time to sleep aja lu kang molor base, what work do you go home rich school like not sleeping, tired huh?" said a man with a satirical tone.
"Wake up, jolted his heart quivered."(Ira tidied up the appearance)
"Yes I cape, godian work man haha. Joking a*jing," Ira replied deliberately.
"Ta*Lo," he replied.
Kidding around? what he said is true.
You can say clearly, she's a woman of the night. Living without parents, who will meet their needs? especially about money. If not who is it? work? what kind of job can a student get without dropping out? there are reasons that cannot be explained directly. It was hard for him to tell, in fact he was already very tired with everything. Then ?
The last hour has been completed
Marking this calmness had ended up turning into an indignity. Ira often slows down when she comes home because at school at least she gets calm and can laugh off the load.
"Yu's home in the afternoon?" take Iki to see the watch at 15:00.
"Hmmm yu, but take it easy."
"Figure, am I first?"
"OK meet tomorrow (hugs) beware if tomorrow I do not enter I invite you to the house" said Anggi.
"Yes yes tomorrow I will enter" Ira went down to the parking lot.
"Nggi" Ira shouted at Anggi who was standing in front of the class.
Anggi looked down.
"Babeh..." Ira waved at the female Alim Anggi who was tired of the scheduled life.
Good people with good upbringing. But just like humans in general, there are times when saturated with life and everyday things like that repeatedly.
"Gue is even tired of having to always be nice!" which he often said.
"See you" said Ira.
"Daaah."
Plugging gas into the house.
The streets are very crowded with other school students. It was as if the young people were racing who would get home first.
Pay attention to the usual free juvenile delinquency for Ira. Because there must be a cause. Most of the problems are in the home. Every child has their own problems. As a child sometimes parents always demand to obey, with the best reason in the future.
Without understanding feelings.see how our daily lives. Convenient or not to obey all the rules given by parents. Or a lot of delivery that is not understood by children until the child thinks of something else.
Yes, communication is important, sometimes it is always contradictory. Children are wrong in the eyes of parents, and parents are wrong in the eyes of children. Make parents and homes that should be the most comfortable shelter. It becomes a crowded place. Many children choose to spend time outside. Or even stay at a friend's house.
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There was a woman who was clearly waiting for by a (fuddle) across the school street.
Perhaps because Ira is a prostitute*r and already has experience she knows of the most juvenile delinquency is***free, prostitution* and purchase. Ira can see what a person is doing just from his movements.
While driving saw brandal children hanging out while shopping at roadside stalls in whole uniforms, wearing white clothes, gray pants, and shoes only he covered the attributes of the school using his jacket.
One couple bergongan return to the boarding house with the excuse of a short break. Know what it means.
Such a sight is common to see. He said adolescence is a time of trial. Time is full of freedom. If parents are too demanding with pressure, there will be a big fight until finally the parents who give up educating their children with the phrase "Selah!"
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