Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES

Section 39

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The two women looked at each other without saying anything.

"What the hell?"

"His coffee isn't in Ra's drink? I bought it!"

"Thank you, my dear" he said, sipping the black coffee.

"Certain Ra."

"It doesn't really matter 'No haha."

"But this is the beginning of the story, should you know dong?"

"Well on,, where was it?"

"Sampe 5 people who go to your house, which turns out from the darkness there are many people."

"Oh yes, after that I carried Tia because her mother was hysterical until she fainted. Suddenly the middle of the mallem brother came with a face that was pale, continued mother asked why? he was just like a shocked person until he could not say anything. Then his father came several times rubbing his brother's face, "why lo? what's up?" snapped it."

"Newly my brother realized he continued to answer, "Gue just tukeran same uncle motorcycle, continue to fit home on the way in the same intercept time in tanyain 'Mana Mas Di?' because many questions and I'm confused about what to answer?" said it.

"Mother cried again then in the same calm uncle and he said. "Padahan just slept with Tia while watching tv. Suddenly the leader called to tell him to leave immediately away from home. lf he would not die now!" Mom was crying hard.

"Who is this plan? pantes in the future a lot of time." said uncle got up from his seat and then he called someone.

"Who's Ra?" ask Anggi.

"His comrades father. And you know Nggi? funny, because they are busy with their respective jobs and are both out of town. Within a week, no one knew anything about this! they know after coming home, hearing from someone else they just came to see mom and apologized for not being able to help anything. Even if they can help everyone, it's too late."

"Why is it too late Ra?"

"When the night had passed, I thought the problem was only that night but it turned out to last for a few days. In the morning I went to school, in front of a lot of people talking about my father. From the start he's robbing, guts, lots of it!"

"It turns out that last night was a theft. Said my dad stole the money, the phone and the bike he painted yesterday. And I just realized even where the bike was yesterday? and who's it? I began to suspect it was a trap. But at that time the situation was different, until in the end I want to not want to say "Gue does not care anything, after all he was just a stepfather not my real father. He's someone else!" but in my heart it hurts."

"Ohh and late, by the time I got home from school I hadn't even eaten and changed, 5 people last night came back with the same question. "Where's Mas Di?" then he told my mom that my dad had robbed one of the houses so it had to be compensated."

"Shortly, indemnity?"

"Yes Nggi! 5 motorcycles in the house, 2 laptops, 4 android phones, and about 5 million money in all. Though in one week it was financial at home was chaotic because father lost gambling. They really took everything I had left and at that moment I felt like I was the poorest man in the world. Wh why? first I lost my father, lost my mother because since then his attitude began to change, I lost my favorite motorbike, laptop and cell phone that I just two weeks ago bought with my father. And the more unlucky this life, you know Nggi?"

"What Ra?"

"The neighbors and the children my father who had deified father and mother, they all moved away as if they had never known my family. Even many of them have debts to father, but when I and Ka Ayu bill to their home you know not Nggi? no one has debt. There are even ngaku but not paid until today! a lot, at that time it was all over. Eat me rice in the love of grandma so difficult situation. Anj*n't they?"

"Nah Ra, this is just real bad luck. Why don't you burn down one of those houses that I don't owe? come with me!"

"I was still Junior High, still fragile. If it's now, don't burn the house down. Bak*r is also brave. My law and my sins are the responsibility!"

"Feed this first lady haha." Anggi took a bottle of water in his bag and drank.

"Lo's the story but I'm the thirsty one, the emotion's horror. Here drink!"

"Haha thanks baby." Ira drinks Anggi's ex. "How about, what's coffee for you if you don't drink?"

"To my knowledge, you drink black coffee."

"Keep one more?"

"Solidarity is haha."

"Basic!"

"It's not finished, is it?"

"Not dong, still want to hear?"

"Still dong!"

"Hmm, but by the way where the hell is everybody? Ari and Rendi haven't come back yet?" Ira looked out the window and no one came.

"They're backwards the most."

"Yes, okay, okay? a week after the incident the neighborhood returned as usual. I have also told my mother, and my uncle. At first I thought uncle didn't come, but he did. It's just that they split up for different purposes for each other's safety, honestly the one who pityed here was uncle. You know that father's pas nganterin uncle will work again, with clothes sober he came to the city. Uncle didn't come home because he knew, even if he came home would definitely be interrogated about the whereabouts of father. That's why the uncle finally went with the father out of town with a direction and a goal that is not yet clear."

"More precisely at that time I already have a purpose while uncle has not."

"Pity your uncle Ra."

"Yes not to me either."

"Where did your father go? what about uncle lo?"

"At that time I had a friend who was waiting to go sailing. Because of the circumstances and need a place also father join this temen. Then the mother secretly took care of the letter of requirements, continued to be sent there. Maybe this is good luck too, after 2 months of departure father also left for Hong Kong. Now you don't know where to sail? I used to keep the news on Facebook, he said he was in Qatar."

"Then uncle lo?"

"At first uncle resigned to be a vagabond, he said himself haha. But maybe because he's handsome too nahh, there's a story here Nggi haha."

"What Ra?"

"So the uncle seduced a rather old widow, but she had a lot of money.. Some time he hitchhiked, drank, morotin money haha. After getting enough, he had wanted to go home but at that time he was in the capital and happened to have wanted to wander across to the opposite island. Nahh, I was determined that he went there. At first life there is difficult, but maybe because uncle is also good at various things and I don't know if it's clear how the main journey of life becomes better than here. That's according to him."

"So your uncle didn't nyesel already help your father?"

"Oh yes, so the point can be said this disaster brings blessing?"

"Iya Nggi bener, as well as my father who works gambling will suddenly become a sailor nyari money halal haha."

"Yes, sometimes there's a lot of things that make us fall apart but make us better human beings behind it."

"Yes, it's not true."

"How else is Ra?"

"Still want to hear?"

"Yes, yeah." Anggi pinched Ira's cheek.

"I'm sick" rubbed his cheek. "Where should I start? so from the moment my father set sail my mother's attitude changed Nggi, especially me."

"How's Ra changing?"

"He was cold, indifferent, uncaring, especially what I was doing. He always compares me to Ayu." Ira was silent, remembering.

"I realized maybe it all started with myself. When I was in 3rd grade, I became a bad boy. Maybe it was a mistake too, I started smoking and even got drunk. This is why parents should limit their child's relationships. Which I knew at the time, because my father didn't exist. My real dad doesn't know anything about me and mom doesn't care. As if I had the freedom to do anything because no one cared."

"This is a lack of affection for Ra?"

"What I need is minimal attention."

"Gue forgot the vow at first, which I obviously felt lost everything. Losing direction and purpose, as if I were consciously unconscious, the only thing I thought was important at the time was self-indulgence."

"How is Ra?" seen from the look of Anggi's confused face.

"Mom was angry when she found out I like to smoke and get drunk. He was being rude to me. So frantic,, sunday. I didn't come home for a drink on the beach until morning. I came home drunk. And,,, mad mother she snapped me, slap, kicked. The point is he's angry."

"Sick Ra?"

"It hurts for sure, but I was still a bit drunk. And I also realized why he was angry. Which parent will let his daughter go shopping, get drunk, not even go home. Went where? same who? no matter what he is, he must be worried. How is she a mother."

"Then?"

"Hmm, maybe because my mom is so cute and often angry is not clear with me. Especially he often compared me to Ayu, there is a sense of ingratitude and hatred in me. There is a sense of wanting to rebel with circumstances that are not on my side. It's not fair, he's different from me, as if I'm discriminated against by him."

"How are your grandmothers?"

"Grandmother was not too close to me at that time, because she took care of Hesti."

"Where's sindi?"

"Sindi was brought with me by my father!"

"Ohh yeah, go on?"

"Gue felt like mom hated me more, she even started not talking."

"Oh so she hasn't talked to you since Junior High?"

"Yes, and things got worse when I went to my town to find Tia's baby."

"What's bad?"

"Gue at home, at no cost. After my grandmother left me with money for necessities, so my grandmother never gave money. Just eating doang."

"It must be hard, right?"

"Banget Nggi, actually the cake has no one because Ayu nginep in kosan temennya because busy school and want to graduate too."

"How did your mother go? lo's school?"

"He never even told me anything, as if he had forgotten me. And for school I usually do not snack, because it likes to eat before leaving and bring supplies but school fees,,,,?" Ira silently flinched, worried in her mind. "Did I say it now same you nggi? I don't know if I'm ready or not, but,,, what,,,,?"

"Brakk!!" Anggi scratching table. "Rho? I love to daydream."

"Where should I be confused?" Ira was silent. "In fact here the beginning of all the destruction is no, the beginning I damaged my own body" he said in his heart.

"Aren't you, Ra?" Anggi with a serious face and curious because he knew Ira was hiding something.

"Maybe it should be tonight, now it can't be!" from the corner of the classroom door Ira had already seen Rendi.

"Why Ra?"

"Hey pretty?" said Rendi to go to class.

Anggi.

"Why come now anyway? bother you know?" anggi replied hitting the hand of Rendi standing in front of him.

"What else?" ask Rendi who doesn't know anything.

Ira just smiled looking at the two of them.

"Udah no papa Nggi."

"Yes, Ra will go on, right?" move from sitting out of class in follow Rendi.

"Where are you going?" shout Ira.

"Cantin!"

"Thank you for being a good listener!" Ira smilingly looked at Anggi's walking back then lost at the end of the door.

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