Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 51
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A woman looked at her sleeping sister, not knowing what she was thinking. From the way he looked, he was worried about his sister.
"Still sleeping him?" grandma asked Ayu who was rubbing Ira's hair.
"Titip him grandma, tell him to stay here first."
"Udah need not worry, your sister is strong." replied grandma sitting next to Ayu.
Faintly heard the conversation ka Ayu and Grandma woke Ira, opened her eyes and sat down.
"grandmother?" Ira.
"Have you eaten yet?" tanyakanya.
"Now Grandpa, where's grandpa?" looking around did not see grandfather.
"This is the same grandma, right? teteh home, tomorrow there is a troupe." said Ayu while combing his hair.
Ira nodded, in her heart there was a feeling of unease because her brother was about to leave. Even though there was her grandmother and sister, she still felt lonely. Especially when I go home to my mom.
"Sindi and Hesti where's Grandma?" ask Ayu.
"They are gone." answered the grandmother.
Staring at Ayu who was preparing to go home, "Can't you please?" ask Ira.
"Busy, if not sure will nginep." moved from his seat in followed by Ira.
"Home home, grandma?" experiencing it.
Ira drove her brother to the front of the house, "Don't cry mother's words, just think of the wind. He was angry without accepting the reason." said Ayu calming.
"Yes, thanks. Be careful!" Ira greeted her brother who was sitting on the bike.
"Deerrnn!!" the motor sounds on, "Lift yes?" grandma's out of the house, "Be careful!"
"Yes, assalamualaikum." go with the bike.
Looking towards the house, the door was still open. It appears that Tia is sitting playing in the sand in front of the house, while mom may be in her room.
"Aren't you?" in thought. "If she goes home she doesn't want to have to meet mom, or maybe argue. But if it doesn't? she was uncomfortable sleeping in my grandmother's house.
"Where should I go home?" said inwardly taking a long breath.
Back inside the house, into Sindi's room the woman lay down.
"Grandmother to the back first, want to pick cassava leaves" he said standing in the doorway.
"Ira is going to sleep again, her head is a bit dizzy."
Grandma's gone, "Blleegg!" the door sounds closed.
Looking at the watch in his hand, time had already shown at 14:08. It was a quiet day and there was no sound there. Whether it is humans or animals, from a distance only the sound of motorcycles and cars passing by on the highway.
"Hey dad? what's not broken now? am I going to live a chaotic life like this to the end?" said in the heart.
"You duuut!!" phone's vibrating.
He saw it and was shocked, not Ari. The call was from the clerk.
He sat down and looked at his phone, "What's he calling for?"
Stare silently until the call is over, "What do you need? am I selfish for not needing it now and staying away from it?"
"Duut duut!!" back calling.
"Yes?"
"How are you?"
"Better, what's wrong?"
"I'm home, can I meet you?"
"I'm sorry I haven't told you before?"
"Say what?"
"Please understand yes, for the time being I'm trying to leave. I wouldn't have expected more, let alone how things are not right now. But I've been intent on, hopefully."
"So now you want to try again?"
"Yes, please understand."
"Now can't meet?"
"Understand."
"You should have said from the beginning. You know things like this, I'm disappointed in your decision not to tell me first."
"Yes I was wrong, sorry."
"If it had been your decision I wouldn't have forced. Our meeting yesterday was the last?"
"May that be our last meeting."
"Good fight."
"Yes thank you." Ira ended her call.
"It's fine for a while the man is angry, if I go back he'll behave as usual again." in his mind.
Keep his phone on the side, "Brugg!!" back lying.
"Duut duut!!" the phone is back vibrating.
"Who the hell?" he said he saw a cell phone but it was from Ari.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Whose phone? ko busy?"
"So I called you but it was busy, who was it?"
"Nobody Ri," her heart was racing, after being in a relationship it was hard for Ira to lie to this man.
"Who's same? i asked?"
"Don't believe me?"
"Whatever!" ended call.
Ira was dumbfounded, "Huh? this really? Ari mad?"
The man sent her a message.
*Message contents*
"Don't worry about Ra, I know your number is busy because you're on the phone."
"Other than this? tumben once Ari." he said feel chaotic with today.
"Tuut tuut!!" 3 times called Ari but he did not answer her, then sent her a message.
*Message contents*
"Why don't you call me?"
"I'm calling people, you think cheating's all that?"
"Call the same Revelation as Grandma."
"For a long time to talk, no problem, right?"
"Are you really angry? whatever!"
slamming his cell phone on the mattress and out of the room approached his two younger siblings who had just come with food. There are cilok, cimol, until seblak.
Sit on the porch, open the package and eat together.
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"Hes, has the number Revelation?" Ira said to her sister because she had not yet called Revelation, in silence she was worried Ari asked her directly to Revelation.
"So, did you tell grandma?"
"Yes," borrowed a cell phone hesti called Revelation.
"Tuut tuut!!"
"Yeu?" a man's voice answered his call.
"Where? it's Ira."
"Oh, again outside. Why mother?"
"Same mother lo, tomorrow grandma there."
"Yes, I'll tell you, I'll use his number, Hesti?"
"Hp I'm dead."
"damaged?"
"In matiin, Ari was angry."
"Ari can be angry with girls? in jealously lo?"
"Maybe."
"Well, that's really the time."
"Truly taee!"
"It's not clear, you are."
"Yes." ended the call.
Does not feel adzan ashar reverberate, the woman took a bath and immediately prayed.
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Grandma came to the house, saw her grandson who was praying she smiled happily.
In his prayer Ira asked: "Yaalloh, from this day on I will ask no more. Whatever happens, happens. Kun Fayakun, I'm fed up with hope that ends painfully."
The woman had resigned from the start of coming one by one problem. He already knew with his indifference like this, little by little the carcass he buried deep would be smelled as well.
She went out to meet Grandma in the kitchen, "Grandmother?"
"What's? eating neng?"
"Udah, Ira just wanted to talk."
"What conversation?"
"In the meantime, PKL, lately will often come out and if the overnight stay at home temen. Cape must be back and forth, because it wants to work and live where later" he explained.
"Yes, your brother said. Where are you going now?" ask her grandma to see Ira take her pocket.
"You go to mom's house,"
"Not here? the dirty clothes are simple, the grandmother will wash" he said pulling a bag in Ira's hand.
"Not coming home," Ira went out of the house and walked home.
Opening the door, he passed by his mother who was walking from the kitchen. Seen from the way his mother looked at Ira, he hated it so much. It makes the woman uncomfortable.
"Give up, I want to do everything" he said, sitting on the bed.
The complicated relationship between him and his mother had been going on for a long time, accustomed to him with this treatment. "But why is it different now? why does it feel so sad?" thought in the daydream.
"Brugg!!" lie down, "why is today so tiring? what's with the people? why are they all in trouble?"
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