Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 30
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*Duut duut* incoming call woke him from sleep.
"Yes?"
"Ra what else?" ask Goddess.
"Again sleep, how's dew?"
"Where are you?"
"News!"
"Do you know what it's like when many people actually want to be told a story but are confused where to go?"
"Well, what is school tomorrow? we go upstairs."
"Yes tomorrow ra." The goddess turned off her phone.
There was a message from Ari.
*Message contents*
"It's just a job, ma'am."
"Again what?"
"Mom?"
"When I slept at home!"
"Newly awake" Ira replied.
*Message contents*
"Where's the night?" Gadun 2's.
"Not anywhere."
"Can I meet?"
"What time? where's the?"
"Later in the afternoon."
He's the second person I've been with for 2 years. Maybe because he was always so gentle Ira felt a little comfortable with him.
This time Ira wanted to do it again because in her heart she intended to try to get back out of this dark circle. Time and time again he went back until he finally felt tired to get back up.
Nowow.
"I will try, don't let me give up Ya-Alloh" he said in his heart.
"This is my body, I feel pain, I am the sinner and I bear it. I don't care about anyone else. Even though they consider me a despicable, trashy, disgusting woman!"
"They don't know how to get me out of this life. They don't believe in all my behavior and words even though I've tried to be honest. They don't know that this really hurts yaalloh."
"Even if I just slurped on these two people, no one would believe it. Since I'm a prostitute*r they always assume I slept with anyone. Some people are like that, but I'm not. But I know that no one will believe it. Sometimes it feels like I'm crying out loud, saying rudely, yelling that even though I'm a prostitute*r but I'm human too. I'm just like any woman out there who has a heart and feelings. I also deserve respect, I deserve respect. But they all deprived me of all those rights" she said in tears.
"It hurts so much (puking a few times his chest feels tight)."
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"Teeehh?" shout Sindi.
"Yeuu?"
Go into the room.
"Again what?"
"Not feeling well."
"A cry yes?"
"Haha yes."
"Eating yuk coconut ice? waiting for grandma."
"No, just go there!"
"Come on, I told grandma to pick me up."
Ira moved from her seat out of the room with Sindi directly to the grandmother's house and was seen by Nesti drinking coconut ice.
"Here's neng!" said Grandfather who stood in the doorway.
Ira sat down near the grandmother who was pouring for Ira.
"It's in Neng's seger drinking!"
Ira received and drank the water.
"Miss?"
"Yes?"
"Crying yes? Why?"
Ira looked at Grandma who asked like that made Ira's chest tightened.
Approaching grandma and hugging her.
The woman was crying without a sound.
"Why neng?"
"Wrongly it is natural, intentionally or unintentionally for sure why." said Grandma rubbed the head of her granddaughter.
"Ira cape nek. capeeek, Ira cape gini continues.
When did this life change?"
"Sabar neng's. Grandma didn't know how she felt. But as sick and as restless as you can be patient."
The woman was crying because there were so many things she actually wanted to say to her grandmother.
"Udah, look at your sisters!"
Ira took off a hug wiping her tears and sat speechless (dreaming).
"Then will Ira leave again?"
"Where to?"
"To the house of the enemy, immediately want to practice field work so much to discuss" said Ira felt guilty.
"Sorry, again and again. I'm tired of lying" he said in his heart.
"Yes, don't be too lazy to go home! malem meningan nginep. It's not good to see people, they don't know anything but talk bad."
The woman just nodded.
"Ira's home!" walking towards his house, his mother was sitting in front of the house with Tia.
"Where's the tea from?" ask Tia.
"From grandma." nyelonong enter.
His mother just kept watching.
*2 missed calls* from Ari.
"Yes?" sending message.
*Duut duut duut*
"Yes ri?"
"What's more mama?"
"Abis from grandma, how?"
"Not really just want to say, if for example tomorrow I do not enter means do not have a job yes. It's out of town."
"Ohh, no papa, eat!"
"Yes if you've come home to school anyway, just want to see you haha."
"School learns Ri."
"Learning is a duty, but meeting you is a must."
"Haha yes."
"I'm so aware that my women like some of the boys at school, if I don't get in a lot of their chances."
"I'd say, I just want you to believe me!"
"Yes, I know, but worrying is a natural thing, right?"
"Yes." Smiling happy to feel loved.
"Yes, don't forget to eat. It's the drive."
"Yes careful!" switched off phone.
I saw the clock at 14:38.
"Why hasn't he told (Gadun)?" said Ira.
If you remember about this, for the old man (fuddle 1) Ira seemed to hate him but he could not do anything, he still needed it because the man was not stingy about money.
For this man (fadun 2) Ira rarely met him. But Ira felt more comfortable and even when she left together and his wife called, there was a sense of wanting to pick up her phone telling her that her husband was with her. Funny right? thought in the heart.
*Click* Incoming message
"What's right?" Ira said because it was a message from Gadun 2.
*Message contents*
"Let's see you at the southern inn!"
"Ko? far away too."
"You want to get picked up?"
"Can."
"Yes later, but 8 o'clock there's still work too."
"Yes." Yeah."
Actually the southern area is not about far away. But there's a brothel*ran. And*Mama rani* Ira's acquaintance, has a place where Ira has been there with some of her friends but she gets betrayed there.
Just because his man approached Ira that not even Ira responded to him at all, then he hates Ira setting him up by photographing Ira who is in the place and telling his friend to spread his picture and eventually cause Ira to drop out of school.
At first Ira did not know who the mastermind of the mess, but after knowing and it turns out his close friends make him so hate him.
"Fucking buddy!" said Ira.
They have been friends since SD. Both have a difficult life, equally entrenched in the world of night. Maybe they can understand each other's situation. But their relationship is not good just because of a misunderstanding.
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