Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 60
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Again and again, the splashing of water from the drizzle is slowly tight and increasingly swift down to wet the earth.
The man did not get out of his sleep, he still hugged the body of Ira who was not dressed.
"Rain, motor tuh." turned his body to look at Ari.
"Rain?" he looked out the window, and then he went up to the porch.
"sin? do they think I never thought of it? if sin could be exchanged for money. Let alone for all the needs, I might have been able to buy a yacht." he murmured.
"Heummhh," let out a long sigh when it came to talking about sin. They don't know that women like this cry the loudest if they have to be aware of it, there are even those who have had a bad time thinking of his Lord, there may be no forgiveness for all his deeds.
"Perset*n life!" he said sit down.
Looking at himself in the mirror, this body might be better and more beautiful compared to their wives at home. But why are they so selfish as to seek pleasure without being grateful? how can they ignore the body of a wife who has never been touched by another man other than her? instead they choose to touch the body of a woman who actually does not only belong to herself? "Basic fool!" he said while wearing a bra.
Isn't life that bad? if you don't hurt anyone else, make sure you're the one who's gonna get hurt by everyone else.
"Beckk!!" Ari opened the door and sat down next to him.
"Wear your shirt or I'll force it" he said, miki*mi Ira's chest.
"Maybe I'll be busy tonight."
The man looked at her, "What's busy?"
"Will meet Ayu's ka, and say goodbye to my family" he replied convincingly.
"Heum, don't you want to come with me? later with Susan."
"Where will it be? I'm telling you." go to the bathroom.
How does it feel to lie to someone? whether or not the lie succeeds, it will still bring discomfort.
"Gue doesn't have to apologize. Because someday, it's not just Lo Ri. Perhaps all of them and even God, will find it hard to forgive this sinful self."
"I used to think that if suicide was not a sin, I would have died a long time ago. But now I don't want to kill myself not because of sin, but the bitter journey of life that I've been going through is impossible if it has to end in vain. Although I have always been very bodo, but actually this normal human being who hopes for a good coming. I still hope all this will end and live a normal life like a normal human being." in his mind pecked at the bathroom, staring at the flowing water filling the tub.
Ira finished the shower. Before going into the room, he looked out the drizzling window already no longer coming down. I saw the clock at 15:49. The woman had to hurry home because tonight she was going to go back. No matter how much he thinks about others, but still if he comes home just to change clothes and lie to grandparents makes him uncomfortable and feel guilty.
"It's tired of always having to lie, you liar!" he said he was cursing himself.
"Udah?" tanyanya is sitting playing Ira's phone.
"Anterin went home, right?" while wearing his clothes.
"Now?"
"Yes baby!" tidying up the bed, "Review dong!"
Ari got up and put on her shirt, she stood staring at Ira who was tidying up the bed. When she finished she sat in front of the mirror dressed up.
"Hug me!" Ira said before she got home.
Ari hugged her, "Warm embrace that I will never meet in anyone, sorry I will meet another man and sleep with him tonight. You tau? I'm a prostitute*r, even though you don't know it, but my heart aches and really feels guilty for having to lie all the time. You're a jerk, but here I hurt you. Sorry!" said inwardly and then kissed the man's face.
"Why tumben?" tanyakanya.
"Udah. Yuk?" the answer is out of the room and straight to the terrace.
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A little drizzle back down. Slowly wet the two who were on their way to deliver Ira.
"Thank you?" ask Ari who wants to take Ira to shelter but soon they get home.
"Yes, no speeding."
Without answering Ari speed up the speed of his motor. After passing the ramp and a few turns, they arrived in front of the grandmother's house.
"Yeah?" pulling Ari's hand because suddenly heavy rain drenched.
"Assalamualaikum, grandma?" Ira shouted sitting on the porch of the house.
"Waalaikumsalam," opened the door of the house, "Back neng?" tanyanya then Ari regretted it.
"Rain is coming in?" invite him.
"Where's brother?" sitting in the living room followed by Ari.
"So buy some snacks he said. Do not be given more money continue neng, later there is nothing to ask for the same you" said grandma.
"Father, let's not let them Ira still like snacks."
"Do you want to copy A?" grandma offers Ari coffee.
"By grandma." she replied.
"Bikinin!" Ira went to the kitchen.
Grandma was talking to Ari, but it was unclear what they were talking about.
"Where the hell are they?" Ira asked back with a cup of coffee, and kept it on the table.
"The most to the coast. Love the pocket money to them enough, you yourself no one to pay for it." said the grandmother made Ira uncomfortable, because she was afraid Ari would wonder where Ira got the money from?
"Ira also ngirit ko." she answered shortening.
"Grandma went to uncle's house first huh? want to take the vegetables had forgotten to miss." he said up and out of the house using an umbrella.
They both were silent for a moment while watching the rain. "Make a perfume." Ari keeps the money on the table.
"Who? I still have my money" Ira replied not expecting the man to behave like this.
"I'm dread cream same perfume you're abis." Ira's not done interrupting, "Haha, from Susan?"
Ari nodded, "Other times say the same I directly yes if you need anything? I'm your man, right?" he said it makes Ira feel happy and sad because of what will be after this.
"Thank you my handsome man" he said kissing Ari's cheek.
He just smiled at her.
After a while the rain subsided, without delay Ari pampit home because before meeting Teguh he had to catch up with Thunder about work.
"I'm home, right?" peeked.
"Be careful." replied Ira escorting Ari who was about to leave. Until the man's back was lost at the turn, he was still standing looking at the leaves falling to the ground.
"I'm sorry if I'm the worst woman you've ever met." she muttered feeling guilty for lying to him.
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