Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 55
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The morning that began with the vibration of the mobile phone, the call in woke the woman from her sleep.
With half his eyes closed he moved and answered. "Yes?"
"This is what Ra brought?" ask Iki who was already at his house.
"That's my ade? full uniform, bags, makeup, shoes just don't forget the jacket." said Ira while looking for her hairband.
"Yes it is." Iki ended her call. He turned his body to look at Ari who was still sound asleep.
"Heum, what a damn life this is." said inwardly thinking of himself who lived with this kind of unrestricted freedom.
Slowly taking off the man's embrace, he got up and took a shower.
"Gue is neither a child nor a good woman, it's no hypocrite I am enjoying this life a little, but no time lasts for a calm." staring at him in the mirror.
Take off her clothes and, "Byurr!!" water washed his body.
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Wearing a short towel he came out of the bathroom. Looking out the window, a bright day was greeted with the blue sky and white clouds that moved slowly in the wind.
"Hey?" ari's greeting made the woman surprised to look back.
"Ngaetin!" walking into the room passed Ari who was standing in the doorway.
"Tumen is awake? take a shower." he asked.
"In Iki's wake, take a shower!" pushing his body and closing the door.
She looked at her phone and sent Susan a message to change her clothes at the boarding house later.
"No! don't be foolish by being swept away by love, they bought this tub*h and now I'm just letting it go in the name of love? why am I so stupid now?" in his mind he was silent considering what the madam had said.
His mind never gave the slightest room for tranquility, he was always silent but not with his mind.
"Tok tok!" someone knocked on the door and entered.
Ari finished the bath and immediately put on her uniform, "Eat now what will it be?" her tan stood in front of Ira while combing her hair.
"Later at school, now go!" Ira answered moving from sitting up to make the bed.
"Oh yes, from today I am busy. Later also want to take care of PKL" said Ira out of the room to take a broom.
"I'm out of town" she added, leaving Ari speechless looking at her.
"Huh?" get close to him, "Are you really out of town?"
"Yes, I'm out of town and I can't barter."
"I can't stand it." Ari's reply made her smile happily, proving that the man didn't want to be away from her.
"Udah, will be discussed again. Yuk's leaving?" put on his jacket out of the room.
Opening the door saw the motor parked outside, "When did he pull it out?" in his mind then saw the phone read a chat from Susan who would wait for Ira in the room.
"Yeah?" get Ari to turn on the bike and Ira gets on and they leave.
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"Gue didn't come home and go to stay with this jerk guy, no one was looking for my whereabouts and Ari's house was always quiet, even where his mother still let him be? is life without rules like this really real? how does it feel to live in the midst of strict rules?" in thought.
"Why diem?" ari asked with her hand.
"No, straight to Susan huh? he was waiting there." said Ira because they had reached the school.
Without answering, Ari turned the motorbike into the side alley of the school towards the boarding house Susan.
From a distance can be seen Teguh motor parked in front and the door of the room is open.
"Ri?" sapa Teguh stood in the doorway looking at those who stopped his motorbike.
"Here is Guh?" Ira asked down and went straight into the room.
"Aahh morning?" she hugged Susan.
"Yes thanks." opened the bag and changed his clothes, while Ari and Teguh were outside chatting.
"Rho? what life do you want?" susan asked who was watching Ira using her make-up.
He looked at her, "What is definitely not this San!"
"Yes Ra, we live in the wrong environment and grow up wrong. What about the future?" the question again makes Ira think what's wrong with her?
"Don't you know, a house without a warmth, a neighborhood, even I can't believe there's a school like this? it's as if all my life without direction and purpose is perfect because of the support of this kind of environment."
"Now, if you have anything to say to me yes? the passion for that process now, I will always be there. And when we graduate, we go somewhere where we can start a normal life like any other human being. Agreed?" susan's words left Ira speechless.
"San you're serious?"
"Gue seriously Ra, whether now you succeed or not but if there's anything to say and enough to keep everything. Can right? sorry, I pity you, Ra."
"I really don't like it the most when it comes to pity, but thank you San. Can we live a normal life?"
"Okay, according to lo?"
"People say: a process will never betray results, if now we strive for better someday there will be results."
"It's not just me, you must also understand the same thing where we realize the mistakes of all the things we do but you still do."
"True! but, if we're not born into this kind of family and environment, will it guarantee us good growth?"
"I don't know what it's like to grow up well? eh no. How does it feel to grow up normally?"
"How can this self withstand a mistake that we are making?"
"Hmm," Susan sighed as she lay on the bed.
"For those of you who are growing, enjoy your every process. We cannot choose to be born in what kind of environment and what kind of upbringing? loss of direction and purpose makes us live as we are now, but at least we have to believe in all this maturing process and will grow even better in the future. Can you convince that?"
"Convinced that what we're doing is wrong but why is it as if there's no reason for us to hold on to it?"
"Either, or maybe the real problem is not the environment? but it's us who always betray all the plans we've outlined?"
"If we don't have all these problems and live well, how are we going to go through the process of maturing?"
"Every human being has their own way, so are you the same I am different. And I feel confident that every human being also has growth problems in the process."
"From the many humans, why does God give you this kind of growth process?"
"Gue also does not know San, sometimes the middle of a crying mall why life is not as lucky as others? both eat rice."
"I'm crazy I think I'm alive!"
"Lo know San? sometimes think, is there no word of success for me who has failed this?"
"We can go through this and as you said, the process will not betray the results. Can yuk?"
"Love, life is too serious to joke with."
"Or, are we too serious for a joking life?"
"I didn't know I was dizzy!" Ira shouted making Ari come closer.
"Mom? a really old feeling?" tanyanya stood in the doorway.
Ira and Susan looked at each other and laughed together.
"Why the hell?" tanya firmly entered and sat down next to Susan.
"Honestly, no? we have a plan when we graduate school to go somewhere far away. Isn't that San?"
"The place where no one knows us more precisely."
"The place where we can start a new life in the midst of people we don't recognize."
"Oh, overseas yuk Ra?"
"Hahaha, I'm following you."
"Udah! speaking what? yuk?" get Ari to end the conversation.
Ira got out of her seat and out of the room wearing shoes, as did Susan and the others. When they finished, they headed to school.
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