Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 45
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It was a windy midnight. The sound of motorbikes and cars driving on the highway sounded noisy, but the atmosphere in the room felt very calm and quiet.
Maybe because the story being told looks far into the past, so that makes the listener can not say anything other than listening.
"Sometimes life is out of our control. As perfectly as we plan for life, but if God does not want it all just a wish" Ira said to attract the attention of his friend.
"But at least you have to believe that, a process will never betray results" Anggi replied.
"That's true, but do you believe it? as human beings, however much we try to improve things and change fate, if God does not allow it, it will never happen. Have you ever seen a man who was born poor and who tried desperately to get enough, but until the end of his life he remained poor and there was no change in his life?"
"Maybe because of his patience he will get a better place" Anggi replied.
"Is this conversation too good for me to know?" added Susan.
"Haha, yes." answered Anggi.
"Where's Ra? responsibility." asked the Goddess.
The woman took a breath looking at the three friends, "Lisna and the Cute did so blatantly, without hiding their identities. Mama Rani, the middle-aged woman who owns the brothel*an. Honestly, at that time I was frustrated because Suleng still had not contacted, while all my needs continued and no one was nanggung other than myself." he said seeing the phone there were some incoming messages from Ari and he just let in without replying.
"What do you mean by Mama Rani?" ask Susan.
"Yes, same with them. Honestly I was afraid at first, I was afraid what if the man I met later was rude? what if some of them are unhealthy and carry disease? especially for me, and this is what I fear the most. What if someone recognizes me and says it to my grandparents? I was really worried until there was one way I thought."
"What Ra?" ask Goddess.
"Gue went to that place, not to receive guests. But I went to pick some guests and serve them personally without having to be in that place. You know what that means?"
"I know!" said Susan.
"But still I also received other people there,,, one week, getting to know each other with Lisna and Mama Rani. Friday night, I went there with this Cute. Because we're hanging out so I'm also wearing more revealing clothes. At first everything seemed unusual, I was private and closed in appearance, when it had to be open and talk a lot to tease every guy who stopped by. Life is indeed this*dog!" he said with a feeling that could not be explained because he remembered the time.
"Maybe the boys are happy with our existence, especially they really like high school students like me. Mama Rani taught me how to pour drinks, accompany them to drink and chat to be able to make the striped men feel comfortable. Until the end of the conversation, every man will ask: How much? they immediately asked for our pride, that's what made me not feel comfortable there."
"Keep the price depends on you?" ask Goddess.
"Yes, the price depends on me. Maybe I just paid the room to Mama Rani."
"Yes expensive Ra?" ask Susan plainly.
"Hahaha this Susan," threw her with the lid of a bottle of drink. "Yes I am expensive, high school students and beautiful also haha."
"But?, Ira cut "Gue also did not expect that in such a place it was precisely women's night appreciated cheaply. You knew? their prices are way below mine, even honestly I'm on bargain cheap!"
"Keep wanting?" ask Goddess.
"Yes, it's not. There's a guy maybe about 26 years old who wants me. And he nawarin with a cheap price, anji*g really! I refuse it."
"Don't ask anji*g price!" Ira laughed as well as the three friends.
"I'm sorry I want to know everything haha." replied the goddess.
"So gini, because my money was completely exhausted and had no savings, at that time there was an old man in his 50s whispering my nawar at the appropriate price. One week I was there finally the time it was forced to accept. At first it was normal, but when he got to the room the man was rude. Treat me badly, even he slapped me a few times. Crazy no?" said it.
"How do you want to?"
"Well, that's my risk."
"But if the use of violence is not good Ra,"
"Yes, those are my worst memories. But there's something that scratches this heart,"
"What Ra?"
"There was a woman of about 33 years old who settled there, she had a child who was not clearly her father and the child was raised there. A 2-year-old boy growing up in such a neighborhood, this is not about his cruel mother or his mindless mother. But what kind of work will he get while taking care of the baby alone? the boy was rejected by his family for not having a father. If she works, whose child will she be with? she couldn't possibly hire a baby sister because she didn't have much money. You knew? when her mother received a guest, to distract her son she was taken away by Mama Rani. And there were times when the little boy was fussy, crying and asking his mother who was serving the striped man. It really hurts, I suck! in the middle of the night he sat alone in front while staring at the dark sky. Not knowing what he was thinking, I came with him and he broke the silence by saying: This world is not cruel, we are the unlucky ones. Nyari money haram aja hard, especially halal."
"To my pain yes, can not imagine how the state of his son grew in such an environment" said Anggi with teary eyes.
"That makes my heart sizzle with that pain, can't imagine how the woman is trying to be strong with her life problems" said Ira.
"Here's the reason you're in that drop out?" ask Susan.
"Yes. So gini, can be said because we work in the same place I so often meet with this cute guy. We're even sniffing together behind High School. The story is gini, his girlfriend was picked up and played there. I purposely dodged it and even when he was there, I was in the room not out. But his man is not good, he always ngPing! i'm. Maybe he's got my BBM pin from Cute's phone. The reason for wanting to chatan is the same as me with nanyain si Imut, so he wants it to continue that long. While I know in the boyfriend who is balesnya only in the need to doang. The rest I don't bales!"
"So this cute guy misunderstood you like that?" ask Anggi.
"Yes, he thinks I'm the one who seduced his guy. I'm the guy, funny right? I often bicker with him. I even said: how handsome is my guy until I tease him? ."
"Then he believed?"
"Surely I didn't, I decided to get out of the room and go home. But at that time I still went there to meet Mama Rani and play while saying goodbye because there is no contact suleng."
"Then this cute guy hates you?"
"Yes, it's been a busy Sunday night. Many guests went in and out of the cafe to entertain themselves. At that time I and the Cute did not talk, so I sat in front with Mama Rani. That night I did not receive guests, I just played and accompanied them to drink. That was my last night there."
"Lo don't go there anymore?" ask Goddess.
"Never, when I spent the night drinking without having sex tomorrow I went to school as usual, but before entering class I was called to BK. The point is they gave me a drop out letter because there was one fake account posting a photo of me with Mama Rani last night. Fuck those! godammit! males dehhh!" Ira started to get emotional.
"How come?"
"Yes I came out dong, didn't tell the house guy. I directly list my own school here and do not mind who the mastermind of my photo. Until finally Lisna told me that the fake account belonged to the cute one. Actually I've always been very stupid, but for this time I'm not diem. Not about the drop out, but about the photo that spread it. Indeed after I came out the photo disappeared by itself, but still when my last day of school there people looked at me with a strange look. As if they were disgusted by me. Anji*g, right?"
"Traitor is disgusting!" anggi.
"Too believe until I forget, that humans can change at any time!" add Ira while looking at her phone.
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