Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 66
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The clear sky made the morning already very hot, after finishing eating, Ira immediately took a shower because she was going home to meet kaka and say goodbye to her family.
"Don't bring a change of clothes, right? open the closet with my shirt" said Susan who leaned on Teguh's shoulder and they were both watching a movie.
"Not going to go home"
Ari who is busy with her phone often looks at Ira and then sees her phone back, like that repeatedly. Ira who actually felt very upset and wanted to know what the man was doing, finally being bodo very, he would reply by asking others to take him home no matter Ari would allow it or not.
After finishing dressing up and cleaning up his luggage, Ira sat next to the tv calling Revelation.
Tuth tuut
"Yes?" the man answered him and Ira immediately went to the boarding terrace past Ari who was staring at him.
"Where?"
"School, why mom?"
"Clearned?"
"No, the teacher is busy taking care of you who want to go to PKL right?"
Ari stood before Ira looking at her, at first the woman felt fear and doubt when later it was Ari who was angry with her if she was delivered by others.
"Get me dong, anterin home. It's Susan's boarding house" Ira said, and the man immediately grabbed his phone, "There's no need for me!"
The two of them stared at each other without saying, then Ira turned her gaze into the room carrying her bag.
"And I'm home, right?"
"Now?" Susan followed him out of the room.
"Yes, want to change clothes first because later want to part"
"Be careful" Susan returned to the room and closed the door.
"Sorry," said Ari embracing his waist while walking towards the bike.
"Anterin I'm home"
"You want to go home?"
"Anterin I went home," he said staring at the man.
"Yeah?" ride on his bike.
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Along the way the two of them fell silent, Ira who was still feeling annoyed thinking is life so boring? if the story is written in a novel it may be very boring and does not attract the attention of the reader. The way of life is not clear, the nightlife is always planned without any interruption, romantic relationships, family is not too influential and juvenile delinquency, *** free, free, as if it has become a common thing that is considered normal.
And deep in his heart and mind he wondered how could he have been playing the role of a night butterfly but no one knew about it? it always goes well and there are never any severe problems. Is there someone who is secretly protecting her? or maybe it was God who protected and smoothed everything out? "No way, this is a sin. How could God give his generosity for a sinner to increase his sin?"
Actually Ira himself realized that what he did was wrong, even he already felt very bored with everything. "How is the end of this story? will it just end? I who served the role of a woman the night will end perfectly unbeknownst to others? or will everyone find out and destroy everything at the end of the story? when did that happen? can I face it later?" in her mind, she subconsciously forgot her sense of regret slowly hugged Ari.
The man rubbed his hands, when Ira realized that he was upset. There was no explanation from him about the message from Rani, the woman thought maybe they should talk about it so that she did not think too much if they were not related, and if they are related there may have to be clarity from Ari about the relationship between the two.
"I want to talk" Ira said, beginning the conversation.
"We talk at home"
"At home there's always a grandmother and another"
"In my house"
"I want to go home"
"We're talking at home, already!" ari said affirming to make the woman silent.
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They arrived at Ari's house, the woman got off her motorbike speechless. He opened the bag looking for his phone, "Where are you?" remember that jerk who held it.
Ari walked first to open the door, as usual her mother was not home. She is about to get married and is now busy with attending many invitations and preparing for her wedding.
Without being allowed to leave, after the door opened Ira entered the house and went straight to the room.
Sitting on the bed looking at himself in the mirror, if with the appearance and makeup like this he looks like a student is no longer a child of SMK.
"I'm beautiful, maybe you're less grateful and not enough with one woman. There's a lot of guys out there begging and hoping to get me, but you?" he said to Ari who was undressing will replace it, the man then immediately looked at Ira and he just turned his eyes away.
He was silent waiting for an explanation from Ari, but instead the man also fell silent while smoking.
"What does Rani mean? you still in touch with him?" Ira said after gathering the courage to ask, because her feeling after this they will not be okay.
The man was still silent looking at Ira which made his feelings even more unreasonable.
"Ri I asked, are you still in touch with him? last night you went straight to Teguh's boarding, right? your silence like this makes me think far and wide"
Turning off the cigarette, he opened a bottle of water and drank it.
"Sorry," he said briefly to make Ira's body tremble, this time he felt confident in his conjecture.
"Where were you last night?" trying to get an explanation and hoping the belief of his conjecture is wrong.
"I nganterin Rani's coming home from work"
As soon as he felt his heart stop, his body became limp and emotions were simply unable to bear.
The woman smilingly looked at him, "You're nganterin Rani?"
"Sorry but," Ira immediately interrupted her saying, "Where are you going?"
"Keep me first"
"Where did I ask you?"
"To the cost, I just want him no more," he assured Ira.
"Nganterin doang?"
"I just want to take him"
"Look at me" the man looked at him, two eyeballs that Ira believed he was hiding a lie.
"You're just trying to get him?" Ira asked deliberately looking at Ari's eyes and he shifted his gaze.
"Yes," the man nodded.
"Look at me? you just want to take him?"
"I swear I just took him"
"Related?" the man turned his eyes away and fell silent.
"..."
"Well, are you the same as him?" Ira asked restraining her emotions.
"..."
"Ri I asked, why are you the same as him?" with a voice that had sounded heavy because it was holding back its cry.
"I slept with him" said the man, lowering his head.
As her tears rolled down her cheeks, she moved away from the man. It was like yelling and getting angry, "How is it possible? what is less than me?" the question he had in mind, he hated it so much.
Quiet for a moment, Ira wiped her tears and let out a long sigh.
"Awhile, are you kidding me? am I not enough?"
"I'm drunk"
"Haha I know you're drunk, but why would you pick him up? why do you want to take him? even though you are drunk. Think not how if I get to know? don't you think how I feel?" Ira could not contain her anger.
"I'm sorry, but I'm really drunk"
"By reason of drunkenness? I asked you, am I not enough? are you really a man who's not enough with one woman?"
"Enough, you're enough for me. I know she's Rani, but I feel like I'm related to you"
"Oh so the thing that you did to me, you did to him too? anji*ng lo jerk"
"I'm sorry" he approached Ira who was standing by the side of the window.
"I want us to break up!"
The man looked at her, "No"
"Lo nyakinin me Ri"
"I know I was wrong, but I'm sorry" he said, but Ira avoided him.
"Gue beautiful Ri, my body is also good, you yourself also know many men who want to be with me, but all that is still lacking for you? we sleep and spend the night, even I love you the freedom to do whatever you want for pleasure, but it's not enough?"
"Enough, you are more than enough. I swear I'm drunk and I'm sorry I can't," Ira cut him off, "Fuck you," the woman took her phone lying on the bed and exited the room to the living room.
Tuth tuut
He called someone, "Yes?" the answer.
"Where's Gun?" Thunder guy Ira called.
"At Ra's house, how?"
"Can you please please? pick me up dong at Ari's house"
"Where is Ari?"
"Later, would you please pick me up? on the highway, I'll be there"
"Lo seriously Ra?"
"Gun please, will you?"
"Yes I went there" he said, ending the call.
Ari came out of the room to approach her, "Mom please excuse me," she said looking at Ira with teary eyes.
The woman was silent, "Lo really cry because he does not want to lose me, what is really you crybaby?" ask in the heart.
He turned his back, his heart really hurt. Shown in the cavity of her head, the man she loves and they've had a relationship turns out she did it together with another woman.
"The true folly of love, giving up what should not be given away. Whether too trusting or not realizing, that when she does it with you there is no guarantee she doesn't do it with the others" the woman blames what has happened by berating herself in the heart.
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