Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES

Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 41



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The goddess and Susan were sitting at the door waiting for them to come.


"Where's Ra from?" ask Goddess.


"I was in class." I sat down and opened his shoes.


"really? kirain with Ari."


"Dew's work."


Adzan Ashar.


"What do you want to eat guys?" susan asked everyone.


"Any tent San, satay can also.


Haha." replied Ira into Susan's room, opening the veil and keeping her bag beside the bed.


"Right San, no papa sate too haha." added Anggi following Ira inside.


Ira opened one by one the buttons on her shirt, "There's no shirt?"


Anggi opened his bag carrying a plain purple short t-shirt. "Nih use!"


"Thank you my dear." Ira replaces it with a shirt and hangs the top of her uniform on a hanger.


"What do you really want to eat?" ask the Goddess who is sitting in front of the room.


"How do we cook?" answer Anggi.


"Well, if that's me males Nggi. Buy it!" Ira fell on the bed.


"Where to buy seblak?" ask Susan.


"That's what I want." Anggi answered while playing his phone and leaning on Ira's thigh.


"Eat the same as rice? which is really?" tanya Goddess stood in the doorway.


"Keep what? I'm laper!" ask Susan.


"Udah, already, because I also have laper mending cooking instant noodles!" Ira decided.


"Yes, I bought it. Wanna come with me?" susan asked everyone.


"There," Ira covered her face with a pillow.


"I'm just San" said Dewi.


The two of them left Ira and Anggi in the boarding room with the door open.


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"Rully?" Ira said in silence.


"What Ra?"


"Now I'm afraid of losing Ari Nggi."


Anggi smiled at what Ira had just said. Although he knows Ari is not a good man, but he feels happy and confident that Ari will stop being a jerk who always plays women when he is with Ira.


"To smile instead?" staring Anggi.


"Haha no, it's normal Ra if you're really in love with him."


"But I'm afraid Nggi, I'm afraid to expect more of Ari."


"Wish more what does that mean?"


"Hope he can accept me for who I am, if he can't then leave me How can he? right now I really realize that he's the only cure for everything. He's a sedative."


"Gue doesn't know what you mean, but it's terrible! although Ari is not a good man, but he loves you. Trust me, he'll accept your bad good. After all, we are both adults now, do not you realize? just to graduate school. We're not kids anymore." Ira's clapping.


"What's the connection anyway?" with a confused face while smiling.


"If indeed he loves you, he will not be able to leave you because he cannot accept your bad good!"


"Hmm, maybe a short time. But I feel like what we've been through is going to be a great memory. Can I be honest?"


"What Ra?"


"So far I feel, only he is able to make himself fall in love with sincerity."


"Dad?" Anggi was really happy but he tried to cover it up.


"He's a simple man. But I think, he's too special to tell in simple terms." Ira smiled wrongly at her own words.


"Waahh there seems to be a sweet love story here, haha."


"Serious Nggi. To me, he's a simplicity of the universe that's hard to translate by logic because he's too special." Ira covered her smile with one hand.


"Ari? seriousness? hahaa." Angi got up from the fall sitting laughing.


"Yes, it turns out I can also be more the same love affair hahaha."


"Haha!!!" the two of them laughed out loud until they were unaware that the Goddess and Susan had returned.


"What the hell? miss it." said Susan into the room in the aftercare by the Goddess.


"You don't San?" answer Anggi.


"What's?


"Ira says Ari's a hahaha man." Anggi laughing.


"Haha what the hell is curious of me? I laugh first."


"What the hell is Ra kepo?" ask Goddess.


"I swear by haha. Already! yuk cook?" Ira got up from the fall and they all went to the kitchen next to the boarding room.


After cooking the noodles and they all ate, one by one bathe alternately. They deliberately accelerate free time in order to tell each other.


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I don't feel like it's afternoon. By dusk they all go to Indomaret shopping for snacks and food for lunch later tonight.


After touring through the town square they returned. The clock shows at 18:12 they arrive at the boarding house. Susan and Ira sat in front of the room waiting for Anggi and Dewi who were performing their prayers, then took turns. Because there is no reason to refuse when there is Anggi there.


"Where are you?" tanya Dewi determine whose room they will make a place to tell stories.


"You are here!" Ira said in Susan's room.


"Yes, I want to get a pillow." The goddess went to her room and returned with her pillows, bolsters and blankets.


"Lo all sleep here right? I'm coming with you!" said Dewi.


"Started this?" ask Susan.


"Yes, but settle the guy first so don't bother!" Ira answered on the floor.


"Oh yes." answered Anggi.


The situation became quiet because of the focus on their respective phones. There was only the sound of a fan there.


When they were done, they all kept their phones and looked at each other. Ira sat leaning against the wall, then Anggi who hugged the knee ira, so the Goddess sat leaning on the wardrobe and Susan who sat up straight looking at the three friends.


"Hahaha!!" they all laughed at the serious situation.


"So who wants to start first?" ask Ira.


"Lo and Ra!" reply Goddess.


"Gue will open up until there's not a single secret left, but I'm talking last. Please."


"Why should it be last?" ask Susan.


"Because my story is the longest here! so you guys go first." said Ira smilingly raising her eyebrows.


"Gue was confused when he had to tell again, because it was the same Ira haha" said Anggi.


"What's? don't we know, do we, Dew?"


"Look! what I'm going to tell you here is reality, opening up, unlocking secrets, and so are you. But inget this! as sick and as painful as ever, there can be no tears. We're adults, have fun guys! agree yes?" said Ira.


"OK!" answer susan.


"So what's Nggi?" ask Goddess.


"I also told Anggi haha the same story" Ira said.


"Ihhh cheated you both!" susan replied with a grouchy face.


"But what I told Anggi was family, not personal. I don't know what story I want?"


"Okay danger! I just go first, because from yesterday I want to say." said Dewi.


They were all staring at the Goddess waiting for what she was about to say.


"Lo everyone knows not yet if I deket same Beni?"


"Gue thinks the same Sandi, because I see you the same she keeps!" answer Ira.


"Gue was already horrified from Rendi." replied Anggi.


"Heum, how are you?" The goddess scratched her head that was not itchy. "So a few days ago I went with Beni and his friends."


"Where to?" ask Susan.


"Go to karaoke and have a drink together until I get a little drunk."


"Dew's story doesn't have to be half-and-half!" said Ira.


"Gue got drunk, after coming home from karaoke I took a break at the inn with Beni. I slept and connected with him. Why would I want to tell a story? this time it was a little different, I felt scared because at that time we did not use safety and Beni was also half drunk. She doesn't control herself, I'm afraid of getting pregnant vows. So how's?"


Ira, Anggi and Susan looked at each other.


"Pregnant also has a father" Ira said coldly.


"It's not an answer like that I want to hear!"


Ira smiled looking at the confused Goddess. "Have you got your period yet?"


"Not really, 2 days ago."


"Yes, it's nothing, Dew," said Anggi.


They all turned to look at Anggi.


"Why? really right?"


"Yes, it's actually what I said to Anggi. Gini aja Dew, wait a week you try the testpek." Susan gave advice.


"Yes I wait, because I feel scared because now it has entered my menstrual time."


"Tell a few days or even weeks it is not necessarily pregnant, I am also often" said Anggi.


"But honestly. I don't like Beni."


"Keep who?" ask Ira.


"Sandi!"


"Heum, how's Beni?"


"Yes deket haha too."


"Dewwww, inget karma!" anggi threw a pillow at him.


"But Dew, if there are two why one! haha." Ira laughed looking at Anggi.


"Raaa, you're the same!" Anggi hit Ira's knee.


"Lo should be able to decide if Beni is Beni. If the same is Sandi yes Sandi. Do not give hope. No need to feel awkward as well, we will all start from cement." said Anggi.


"I know, yes,,,"


"But by the way, lo karaoke don't invite us Dew? it's been a long time" Susan said.


"Yes old, right?" connect Ira.


"Gue was invited by Santi anyway with the same guy."


"When do you go to karaoke again? want to drink until half drunk and then sit by the beach feeling the sea breeze."


"Tomorrow Santi came home because no one could come to his meeting. What's malem tomorrow?"


"May, it's been a long time" replied Ira.


"Block you all!" anggi leaned against the wall.


"What the hell, baby?" Ira smiled looking at Anggi.


"Would you like to come along with me no problem?" said Susan.


"Yes, just don't follow what we're doing."


"No, Dew is your problem?"


"Well, there's no other problem with other secrets, you know everything."


They all stared at each other while waiting for who would tell the story.


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