Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES

Section 50

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The high school and the smiles of the people greeting did not make the woman's feelings better, as if she was just focusing on her chaotic thoughts.

Although the class did not study today, but his mind and head felt very dizzy. It makes the woman lazy to talk to anyone.

He didn't stop by to join the others, just walked past him. "Rho? where to?" yell Anggi.

Ira just looked and smiled. Then go into class and sit on the floor, quietly leaning against the wall.

"Crying? why lo?" tanya Iki approached him.

"No, there's a problem!"

"No, but there's a problem, how the hell are you?" sitting next to him.

"Do not know ah want to die it feels." leaning on Iki's shoulder closed his eyes.

"Same Ari?" ask Iki again.

"The problem of home ki, it feels like to go somewhere where it can get a calm. Where's ya?"

"Hells good times huh?"

"Anji*g!"

"Hahaha, wake up and there's Ari tuh."

From a distance Iki sees Ari coming over.

"Bodo very!" replied Ira who had been leaning back while closing her eyes.

"Mom?" greet Ari.

Opening her eyes, "What's Ri?"

"Ki?" Ari hints Iki to leave.

"Gue was going to the cafeteria anyway." got up from his seat and left the class.

"Why?" ari asked sitting next to him.

"Need backrest, hugs, kisses, deep affection pokonya." replied Ira smiling teasingly.

"That's what I want, why? is that crying, right?"

"Heumm, it's a problem in ruman and I feel that maybe after coming home there will be a fight."

"About what?"

The subtle-tone question made Ira's heart beat. Instead of being better, this time he just felt really chaotic.

"Ri?"

"What?"

"Go there! giddy vow!" expel Ari.

"Gosh, I'm not gonna say anything but if I want to be gendered here. There's me!"

"Yes thanks." closed his eyes again.

"No work?" ask her to Ari who is playing a mobile phone.

"Loves."

"Yes, go home first!"

"Excuse me? why the hell?" the question is getting curious.

"I don't know, it's so messed up."

"If you had known my true identity and accepted me, I might have told you a lot about everything by now. About all my complaints and grievances, especially the problems at home that are very disturbing" Ira said in her heart.

"Eat yuk meatballs?" invite Ari to calm the woman.

"Haha, don't want to." Pinched Ari's thigh.

"Don't really want to?"

"Right, if you go home."

"You want to get home anterin?"

"But now?"

"When do you want? not papa now either."

"Now!"

Ira got up from her seat, "Short!" go out of class approaching Anggi and the others. Beware, and will bring her luggage that is in Susan's boarding house.

Go back to class, put on a jacket and pick up the bag.

"Come?" to the boarding house Susan used to take something."

"Money can go home? it's only 11:18." Ari looked at his watch.

"Heum, how are you?" Ira sculpting.

"Where are you?" tanya Iki went into class.

"Gue wants to go home, but how is it?"

"There, I'll throw the bag from the side. How's it?"

"Ahh unfortunately I am, thank you yes." Ira hugged Iki.

"Udah! yuk?" Ari.

"Say you can't hug Iki." out of class.

"Aye first?" Ira said to Anggi and the others.

"Yes, tomorrow in the news." said Santi with a smile winked one eye.

Ira just smiled back at him.

"Sometimes confused, want to get angry but how?" said Ari.

They walk down the stairs.

After passing through several classes and arriving at the front gate, "Previous to kosan how? I'm taking the bag."

"really? just be it."

"Take the bag to the left, while the kosan is far to the right behind the school. Come on, dear cape."

Ira smiled at him, "Let's." walked first to Susan's boarding house.

It just so happens that in the Auntie stall there is no one.

"Where are these residents going?" said Ira Nyelonong passing by without greeting Auntie.

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Arrive at kosan Susan. Ira put her clothes and makeup on. "Will not fit in this bag?" muttered.

"Tuut tuut!!" call Susan.

"Yes Ra?"

"There's a pocket for clothes, right? in the bag does not fit. Tomorrow behind!"

"There, in the closet under the tv there's my purse. There are small as big, just choose."

"Yes, thank you dear." ended the call.

Looking out Ari still did not return, closed the door of her room and sat on the floor leaning on the closet fanning her overheated body.

"Deerrrnn klek!" motor sound stopped.

He knew it must be Ari.

"Mom?" call him from outside.

"Yes?" Ira left but Ari opened the door and went inside.

"Is this sorted?" ask her while giving me Ira's bag.

"Udah, this." pointed at the pouch.

Tidy up his clothes, when going to wear back his hood.

"Start?" said Ari.

"What?"

"Can't you?" approaching from his eyes he just stared at Ira's lips.

The woman smiled then pulled Ari's collar and kissed her.

The couple kissed with a gentle touch from both.

"Drug!" pushing Ari's body against the wall.

"Udah enough?" ask Ira.

"Last!" he replies menci*m back Ira and hugs her waist.

Somehow this man always bit Ira bib*r, as if to signal that he had kissed her. Others will think that the ci*man was done brutally, but they actually did it gently and enjoyed it.

Pushing back Ari's body, "Udah handsome!" he said while looking in the mirror and wearing his hood.

"Thank you." kissed his head and then came out with a bag, hung it on the front of the bike.

Ira put on a jacket and locked the room.

"So there's no Teguh in the stall?" Ira asked while wearing her shoes.

"So, why is it?"

"This is the key to kosan."

"Later passing by in love."

Finished wearing shoes, Ira sat on her bike. Ari turned on and walked slowly down the narrow alley.

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Along the way back home, the woman fell silent while hugging Ari. His feelings were not out of order, which should have been quiet this time he felt hesitant to go home.

"Why?" his question rubbed Ira's hand.

"I don't feel good."

"From this morning?"

"Yes, it's not good and now I'm hesitant to go home."

"Why? there's not gonna be anything. Kalopun said yes?" said it.

"Yes." Yeah."

At the turn towards the house, from a distance Sindi was sitting in front of the grandmother's house alone.

The motor stopped, Ira came down and was so surprised to see the bike ka Ayu in front of her house.

"Deggs!!" this time the feeling is not wrong, there will definitely be a quarrel at home.

"Tea?" sapa Sindi's.

"Yes? which grandma?" Ira approached him.

"Grandmother same grandpa again went to aunt's house, but there's ka Ayu at home."

"Since when?"

"Don't Ka Ari?" greet Hesti out of the house and then regret it.

Ari put Ira's pouch on Grandma's porch.

"Go home, right? there is something else" said Ira while rubbing Ari's neck.

"I'm coming home, if anything says yes?" he said he got on the bike and left.

Ira kept the bag and took off her veil and shoes and went straight to my mother's house.

"That's right." he said because from the outside there was a dispute between mother and ka Ayu.

"Yes?" shout Ira.

Mom and Ayu looked at him at the same time.

"Say what are you like Ayu? ngadu what?" ask mom suddenly.

"She told me the truth." Ayu replied.

"Do you mean sheep?" ask her mother again.

"What sheep? I'm just saying what mom said."

"say what? which mother is not angry if you have a child whose behavior is rich?" snapped mother.

"Don't snap Ira, this won't happen if he's noticed!" said Ayu embracing her sister.

"Don't break up a divorce, if he's a real kid he won't be!"

"Mom not thinking? don't have a mind? we are the children of mothers. Can you speak subtly? anything we can't you talk about it all right? Ira is still a child of SMK, she still needs guidance!"

Ayu and her mother yelled at each other. Ira just stood still, holding back her tears from falling even though her chest felt so tight.

"Don't you blame me, where's your father? the one responsible for the child is not just the mother, but your father."

"The horror! I know you're not responsible, you don't care about your child, but why do you do the same? we know you can't rely on anything, and hope you can at least count on it. But where? not dad, not mom, nobody's responsible."

"Don't be your bad boy." snapped his mother.

"Durhaka? we fight against the mother of the ungodly? then what is sin and what is the name for a mother who doesn't even care about her child's life or death?"

"Udah!" Ira pulls Ayu's hand and takes her to Grandma's house.

"Brakk!!" the door sounds closed. They walked into Grandma's house, sat in the living room. Sindi and Hesti aren't around, where are they?

"Udah! don't call mom, huuhhhuuu." said Ira hugging her brother while crying.

Ayu just fell silent holding back her anger, she kissed her sister's head.

"I want to go back home, but it's not the house I want. Where am I going?" ask Ira gently.

"Patience yes? for a while, I lived with my grandmother. Later try to find a contract, we contract together."

The woman lay on the floor, Ayu stared as she rubbed her hair. "You're the best brother I have, and I'm grateful for that" she said, calming down Ira, who was still crying.

"Deeerrrnn!!" the motor stopped. Ayu came out because grandma and grandpa had come, she left Ira alone.

"I have to what now? it feels really fucked up!" he said in his heart while wiping away his tears that were still falling.

They turned their heads, not knowing what they were talking about, so that grandparents did not go into the house.

Ira lay down again, the woman could no longer think clearly. He daydreamed, slowly closing his eyes and falling asleep.

Not to forget the problem. But he knew that after crying and going to sleep, a person's feelings would improve when he woke up.

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