Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 37
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"Nggi, there are things that should not be talked about, and there are also things that when talked about everything becomes a mess.
Have you thought about this?"
"I don't care what's going to happen. Because until now as much as I tried to cover up and forget, the more this pain increased Ra."
"What's wrong?"
Anggi took off his embrace and wiped his tears and looked at Ira.
"Ra, do you remember the 2nd grade when I was in the B.English Olympics?"
"Out of town?"
"Yes, I'm staying at a hotel."
"Why?"
"Because my mom and dad were out of town for my uncle's wedding at my class teacher, you know? after the race the night before tomorrow I was called home by him to his room,,,, I had no evil thoughts because I knew him before and he was good enough as my guiding teacher. Ttt,,,appi was different then Ra. After I entered her room she kissed me forcefully and squeezed my breasts*raku,,, hhuuhhhuuu hhiikksss hiikkss." Anggi crying as much as possible.
Ira hugged him tightly. Her heart was broken because even though Anggi looked like Ira she was still a normal, holy woman.
"Aaa, I tried to take it off but it was hard Ra, he took it off because I bit his tongue. Then I went to my room and cried there. I was afraid of Ra, aakkuuu was very frightened at that time huuhhuu."
"I never told anyone including my mother and father. I thought I would be able to forget it, but until this moment when I thought back on it as if I was there with her pain reoccurring. What do I have to do with Ra?"
Ira's heart really hurt to hear all this. He couldn't imagine how Anggi would deal with this?
"You better tell your mom and dad, at least they'll take action on your problem. It's not just about hurting you, but what if she hurts someone else?"
"I want to tell you about it but I'm afraid my father doesn't trust me because they've been friends for a long time. I want to be angry Ra, I'm angry, I hate him, I don't even want to see him live Ra huhhuhh hiiks hikks."
"I hate my own body Ra, I'm disgusted with my own body, I feel that I'm the most despicable woman in the world. What do I have to do with Ra?"
Ira's heart flinched, "What about me Nggi, who is obviously more despicable than you?"
Ira took off her arms holding Anggi's face.
"Nggi, we're going to solve this problem. Hear me? you're terrific. You are a very wonderful woman. You're precious. Don't hate your body, it's not your fault. You are very valuable. Believe me!"
Anggi hugged Ira back very tightly, "Thank you Ra."
Ira rubbed her back, "I'm here, I'll always be there for you."
"Thank you Ra."
"Thank you for telling me you'll be in trouble."
Ira saw Ari and Rendi walking towards them. "Dear baby, we're gonna finish this. Trust me, right? there's a Rendi tuh."
Anggi turned his head then wiped his tears, sighing long.
"What's my eye gouged?"
"Haha, it's okay you're beautiful."
"Thank you dear." Anggi hugged Ira.
"Why the hell is this here?" ask Rendi.
"There's a question."
"You crying?"
"Haha yes."
"Please dong if there are people who cry it do not disturb, do not also ask why it likes to add to the problem."
"Haha yes, sorry."
"No papa's already." Anggi moved from his seat.
"Down yuk Ra?"
"Neither first, I'll follow."
"I am first, right?" Anggi left with Rendi.
Ari sat next to him.
"Why Anggi ma'am? tumbens?"
"Life is full of surprises, right? what looks mediocre actually holds a very deep wound. That looks calm, there are so many feelings that want to be told. What is this world like?"
Ira still looked at Anggi.
"Including you?"
"Yes, you'll be very surprised later. But trust me, Ri, whatever happens, can it?"
"I'll try."
Ira got up from her seat, "Yuk? it's an turn to cheer Anggi up."
"The two women." followed Ira.
*
They sat in front of the computer room with the others.
"What the hell is up above? like the power up?" tanya Beni plays her guitar.
"Kepoo!!" answer Ira and Anggi compact.
"Haha seriously."
"We are twins" Anggi said
"Yes, just different mom with dad haha." continued Ira.
"Raaa?" Iki in front of the class.
"Ohh my dear??" a little run came over to Iki and hugged her.
"Gue don't know what to be jealous of?" said Ari.
"Well you're jealous of Iki?" answer Rendi.
"Yes, anyway."
"Ahh thanks unfortunately I." hugged.
"Lo don't want to tell me the same story?"
"Later, if you take hehe. But thank you very much for the cooperation."
"Yes, I understand. Grandma's a story."
"What story?"
"Yes your problem is with your mother."
"Hmmm,, uh,,,"
"Let go, Ari was jealous."
"Yes I'm gone." Iki left back in front of the computer room.
"Gue's never been?" said Ari.
"Surely want? not embarrassed?"
"Haha, don't do it."
"The goddess nyariin mother just now?" rezki.
"Same Sandi anyway."
"Hmm, yeah, it's gonna be later."
*Check check, attention! for the twelfth grade please immediately gather in the school hall. Once again for the twelfth grade immediately gathered in the school hall. Thanks though.*
"What's this?" pras
"The most about PKL, yuk?" Anggi got up from his seat followed by the others.
"Will I be out of town?" arif.
"Oh yes, no thought. What if it was really out of town? LDR ma'am?" whispered Ari.
"Hmm, I don't know. What if I'm out of town?"
"Can't do it."
They entered the hall that was filled by another class.
"Where am I looking for you?" ask the Goddess from the side.
"Gue just entered haha. Where's santi?"
"Let's not go in, out of town 3 days at most. My sister's married."
"Oh yes."
"There's no time?"
"Oh yeah, hang on."
"Susan? Ng it? yuk?" Ira led them to the back.
"What's the matter Ra?"
"Later malem how if we nginep in kosan Susan what Goddess? each other complain stories. I want to tell you about myself too."
"Lo seriously Ra?" ask Susan.
"Yes!"
"Okay, I want to nlp first mom or dad make permission." Anggi out the hall.
The two female teachers entered, the room that had been noisy did not become quiet.
He told his intention, that this meeting was to deliver a letter from the school to parents about the PKL meeting.
"My parents will not be dating" Ira received a letter shared.
"Sama" said Iki staring at Ira.
"Gue is also haha." continued Susan.
"Rho? how will it be?" ask Anggi.
"So if you can."
"Maybe, I have permission."
"But I came home with no clothes."
"Later I bring clothes, your body is about the same size as mine."
"Different payud*Nggi haha."
"But it has to be yes."
"We're going to open up to each other, aren't we?" ask Susan.
"Open the identity?" added Dewi.
"It's more about unlocking secrets." replied Ira.
"Okay deal huh?" anggi.
They walked out of the hall because it was finished.
"Shouldn't there be any boys?" ask Goddess.
"Don't bother the boys, don't have to know them either." replied Anggi.
"The Ri? Ren's? Ben's? these girls want to go, but don't have to tell the boys." she said."
"Ikii? you traitor!" anggi.
"Haha Sorry."
"Where are you going?"
"Where are you going, ma'am?"
"Not anywhere!!" answer Anggi and Ira compact.
"Later to know" said Ari rubbed Ira's back.
They returned to the top of their respective classes because the lesson hours had already begun.
**
Ira sent a message to Sindi and Ayu.
*Message contents*
"Same grandma would not come home, nginep at her house ka Anggi!"
*Send a photo of the letter*
"Tomorrow there's a parent meeting at 8, can't come?"
"He's coming, isn't he? he's always busy with his work." Ira said inwardly while watching the Math teacher explain.
*Duut duutt!!* Ayu called.
Ira refused and sent a message.
"Go in."
"Tomorrow at school, why don't you go home?"
"Where did I not come home from?"
"From mom."
"What story is he?"
"You don't go home he said."
"I'll tell you tomorrow."
"Yes, now go home, right?"
"No, tomorrow!"
"Hmmm,, have you told me grandma?"
"Not yet, want to nginep at Anggi's house."
"Yes, I'll say."
*Said in hearts*
"Did I have to tell you about the fight with mom yesterday? what if Ayu ka gets angry and fights with mom?"
"And now it's four years after Dad went sailing? what if she comes home without telling me mom told her before me?"
"Arrghhhh felt like he wanted to disappear from the earth" said Ira rubbed his face down on the desk bench.
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