Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Part 1
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A cold morning, a gust of wind rattled the leaves of a coconut tree around the house. Some squirrels have been looking for food to jump from one tree to another.
Ding dong Ding dong
The alarm rang, waking from his sleep. Breathe in, and open your eyes. The woman, named Laira, felt her phone, with her eyes half closed at 06:00. From the corner of the window curtain looks like the sun has started to rise.
"OK start again" he said getting out of the bed and at the mouth of a towel hanging behind the door, opening the door to the bathroom.
Silently for a moment, staring at the mirror without saying anything, he took off the flamingo-patterned casual negligee and hung it.
Turning the Deerrrdeerr tap water out fills a fiber bathtub that holds only 220liter.
About a few minutes "Huuu is either fresh or cold, but the feathers stand up," then wear a white shirt and an ash skirt that measures above the knee.
White-skinned, about 162cm tall and leaf-shaped face, with narrow eyes looks so perfect for a teenage girl living in the village.
Returning to her room, the woman sat dressed, dripping the handbody into the palm of the hand and then rubbed gently into the hands, thighs to the feet. Apply moisturizer to the entire face, added with powder, combing eyebrows and wearing a nude-colored lipcream.
Sret Sret uses perfume.
"Okay finish, today must be even stronger yes, reality is bitter!" words to strengthen yourself.
Tiiittt Tiittt!! there was a sound of a motor horn driven by a sedIkit man competing like a woman.
"Raaa's horde!"
He's Iki's classmate Ira. They find a lot of matches and get to know each other and make him a close friend, especially when Iki knows that the distance of Ira's house is not far from her home.
The woman ran small to the terrace, Iki was sitting on a black Honda beat waiting for him.
"This shack? you didn't call me first, haven't been around waiting," went back to his room.
"Judah I wait, do not accidentally slow down I want to relax on the road," he replied as he tidied his hair staring at the rearview mirror of the motorbike.
"Please, dear" carrying a jacket hanging and then out, she sat on the floor and wore pink sports shoes with knee-length white socks.
Feeling that someone was standing behind her as Ira turned her head, the little girl in a red and white uniform stood in the doorway watching her.
"You're leaving, brother?" he's Tia, the last sister of his stepfather.
"Yes," took 10 Thousand dollars from his pocket, "Nih make snacks"
"Thank you," the girl smiled accepting it.
The woman approached Iki and was ready to go to school, she rode her motorcycle without saying goodbye, "Mah left" while smoking gas.
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Ira was the second of five children. Since graduating from High School, his brother went to work and lived there. Then the second and third sisters lived with their grandmother since they were children.
At Ira's house, there's only Mom and Tia. Actually do not want to eat breakfast or ask for pocket money like other children.
But the relationship in the house, unlike mothers and children in general, may feel awkward to make it rarely say hello let alone tell each other.
Because according to Ira, mother and father are no longer important roles in his life. In his heart there was only pain and resentment, from childhood he was used to being left to work by the capital out of town, at home he only lived three with his father and sister.
At the age of 8 years his parents divorced, the time that was not desired arrived. Left behind by his father because a widower might travel, and his mother went back out of town.
For several years Ira lived with grandparents who were busy with taking care of six grandchildren. Yes how not? all granddaughters. Two older sisters, Ira, and her older brother and sisters live in one house.
According to the children may be happy just because they can joke, share homework, shower together, sleep together, laugh every second, he said, while covering each wound that sometimes misses the presence of parents. Even if compared, more will be disappointed.
The most painful thing for him was not just the divorce of his parents. But the answer is not unresponsive. As Ira remembered, they left their children without any explanation. But I don't know if to her brother who at that time she had become a teenage girl.
The more the day the wound was seen very clearly when one by one his possessions disappeared, went to live in the grandmother's house, and, then a house full of memories of his childhood was dismantled and separated from the 3rd sister. That's where it all starts, the pain, the mischief, the lessons and the grief-loving. For a child who does not know anything may be the least, if now he tells the story was only a matter of ordinary, but for him who experienced it, it was the most painful time. Where now remember it is not willing.
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Kiiitt!! arrive at school.
"Raaa?" sapa Anggi his compatriot, he ran a little closer.
"Aaaa my dear," hugged Ira.
"Yuk is hungry" Iki added.
"Simpen bag first to, enter class, jacket is also not open. Yes, you want to eat with a state of bother gini, crazy lo?" Ira stopped their steps.
"Haha yes just relax do not insist," replied Anggi help take Ira's bag.
They go upstairs to class, when it's an empty room, maybe it's still morning or some people hang out in the back stall while shopping.
In each corner of the room there are only a few female students who are talking to each other, rarely the men meet the school environment in addition to the time of study hours.
Back down, walk down the stairs to the canteen. They sat down and each unfolded a pack of yellow rice, with a slice of omelet and orek tempeh plus a little sambal. Even though the body is small but the portion of the meal Ira is not quite a bit, among the three women who eat the most.
The state of school is also ordinary, not the same as other favorite schools. The food menu in the cafeteria was only nasi uduk and bakwan, and other simple snacks.
"Teh bakwan 5 is the same as drinking iced orange 3 yes!" message Ira.
"Ready," the canteen tea prepared.
"Where is Ra going?" ask Anggi.
"It's not going anywhere but I'm busy not being disturbed or taken out"
"Ahh lo pretend not to know, he will always have a peting business without anyone knowing," said Iki while chewing bakwan.
"sometimes curious, but find out also for free because yes your character if you have a plan always goes well without knowing people, relax I've been used to the question mark gini," Anggi with a smile scolded her.
"What are you guys haha"
In the heart sometimes it occurs to think if his good friend or even one school knows that he is a prostitute*r under the guise of SMK students what will happen? there's no guarantee they'll stay this familiar.
Ira is a beautiful woman, her sometimes good personality like an angel makes her familiar with anyone. And sometimes have a casual attitude, not caring about the opinions of others until she becomes the only woman who hangs out with school brands. Breaking the rules, and in bad stamp by some teachers. For certain people may actually already know about him, but many of them are just silent while trying to tease him.
Too bad, Ira is not a woman who easily put her heart especially on a man. Maybe because of his first heartbreak given by his own father, so he became distrustful of anyone, especially about love. He doesn't know how to love and feel loved. For a woman like her, maybe life would be better without having to involve feelings.
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Tengteng*j**am will first start*
The sound of the bell signifies the time to enter class. He was still engrossed in his eating, so he did not realize that other students were passing into his class. Glancing at the watch in his hand the time had already shown at 07:20 but he was still sitting not moving.
"Gue up first huh?" anggi said, rising from his seat.
The woman just nodded without saying anything, "Gue wait for class," said Iki walking up the stairs along with Anggi.
"Yes, go first!" let both of his friends go. He looked around, the benches filled with students now appeared empty. There was only Ira and a few male students who had intentionally slowed down into her class.
"Hey come in, eat, keep eating" said a man as he rubbed his back.
The woman turned her head and looked at the man standing next to her.
"Let's eat Ri, first there!"
Ari sat next to Ira who was eating. They have a close relationship that is actually not of any status, but some schools believe that they are dating.
"People learn to eat"
"Udah ko," the woman stood up and washed her hands.
"Tea nih, the rest make it later," keep the money on the table.
"Yes, get in there!" replied a middle-aged woman who was selling in the cafeteria.
"Yeah?" slowly walking up the stairs, it looks like another class has started the lesson.
"Aye first?" the woman walks into the classroom, while Ari walks straight towards her class located at the end.
Tok
The female teacher who was writing on the board turned her head, "Where did you just come in?" tanyakanya.
"From Ma'am's toilet" Ira walked in and sat in her chair.
He is not a good student when it comes to learning. I rarely even pay attention to the teacher when explaining. But he is also a person who easily understands just by listening.
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