Don't Want to Be Pathetic: NIGHT BUTTERFLIES
Section 56
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Arriving at school, greeted with students of class 12 who walked towards the hall. The teacher asks them to meet with the homeroom teacher about the placement to begin fieldwork practice.
Without storing his bag Ira and Susan approached Anggi who was waiting for their arrival.
"New in?"
"Yes, where's Iki?" ask Ira.
"Again to wc."
The vice principal entered the hall, followed by several male and female teachers. They announce to each student to meet the owner of the workplace officially, as an early form of the process of student independence when entering the workforce later.
Anggi stared at each other with Ira, they were thinking about when is a good time to go? but Ira thinks something else, now or maybe tomorrow she has to get out of town to see her mentor to the company. Complete the administration and after that find a place to stay, then return home to prepare everything and if the departure date has been set he can just leave. Will the savings he holds be enough? what if it doesn't? who's gonna help him? and is it possible that he will come back again?
"When's Ra?" asked Anggi who was standing beside him.
"Do not know, if the money I have in use for the cost of the round-trip how with other needs? no one will be nervous." he replied silently daydreaming.
"Oh yeah, hang on!" Anggi went to the back, Ira could not see because it was covered by the people who were gathering.
The voice of the male teacher who was talking was always piercing through his ears, Ira was not listening at all. His mind was still fixed on finances that were either enough or not. If not, where will he get the money? will he really come back? there was no calmness in his life and it was only these few days that he felt that he did not have a heavy burden, as if he had just been able to breathe then would the darkness now envelop him again?
"Heemhhhh,," let out a long sigh. "Why is it so hard to get out of this set*n circle? his anger peaked he chided in the heart.
"Shall I give up and quit school, then work? if it stays like this when will things change?" the woman walked out of the hall in a hurry to her class, "Son, this can't be. I can't possibly see the man anymore" he said, not feeling tears welling his cheeks.
With a breath of breath he walked into the class "Brrakk!!" slammed door. Sitting on his stool, "Hheehh, hhuuuhuu hikshiks,,," he finally cried. His heart was broken because again and again he would betray himself.
"Second and return to their respective classes" the announcement's closing statement read.
Silence patted her tight chest and wiped her tears. The sound of chatter from the hallway had already been heard, his friends were about to enter the classroom soon. The heart that is still filled with anger is forced to immediately be fine even though the chest is getting tight because it holds it.
"Kilkk!" door open.
"Who? the beaches I'm looking for don't exist?" susan sat in front of him.
"Dear I was looking?" Anggi stood behind Susan.
Ira just smiled at him, "Why?" susan asked, clutching her shoulder.
"No," opened his bag and reflected, seeing that some of his friends had already entered the classroom.
"Why?" ask Anggi.
"Udah! now Mr. Roni is here, right? we'll talk later." Ira replied seeing the homeroom teacher come in.
Susan moved from her seat with eyes still staring at Ira, "Speak later!" he said go to the seat.
"Morning?" greet teacher.
"For the sir."
Directly at its core, the teacher divides his students to work in a place that has been set. Each company is filled by 4 students, as well as Ira along with Anggi, and 2 men outside the city. While Susan is with Santi, Dewi and Iki here.
In the midst of the teacher explaining, Iki interrupted him.
"Sorry sir? may I ask permission?" he said he made all eyes look at him.
"Please Ki, what's wrong?"
"Hmm, can't I barter with Ira? I wanted to be out of town and Ira also objected to this. Isn't it Ra?" Iki looked at him making the woman confused.
"Am I not wrong? Iki want to barter without telling me before?" said inwardly while looking at Iki with a face that was still a question mark.
"Oh you want to barter?" asked teacher.
"It may not be, but if it's your decision, I'll let you know. Because if something happens to you later it will be the responsibility of the guide and father as well. What about Anggi?" the teacher asked because she became the only woman who would work outside the city later.
"I don't need to sir, it just so happens that I will stay with grandma later." Anggi replied making Ira pinch her hand.
"Well, are there any extras?" ask the teacher to his student.
They simultaneously answered no. The teacher ended his conversation asking each student to immediately prepare to meet his or her guidance counselor. Except for those who work out of town, the teacher will drop her off tomorrow when everything is done.
They were all getting ready while Ira was still sitting in confusion.
"Brakk!" Susan's breaking the table.
"Come Ra?" he pulled the woman's hand.
"Stay, Ikiii?" Ira shouted looking to the side.
"What the hell, baby?" said approaching.
"A real gue here? with Susan?"
"Yes, I'm out of town. It's gone!" he said out of class.
"Related? don't you papa I'm here?" Ira asked Anggi who was busy with his phone.
"There's no objection anyway so no friend, but no papa ko."
"Really Nggi?" Ira was not sure.
"Yes really!" the answer is pinching Ira's cheek.
"Yuk Ra?" bring the Goddess to stand in front of him.
Without answering Ira tidied up the book, put it under the table and put on her jacket and mask.
"Lo is the same as Ra, use a sturdy motorbike" said Susan while going down the stairs.
"Gue has not met Ari, TKR's son has already left what?" tanyakanya.
"It's them first, Beni also did not say the same to me." replied the Goddess.
"But I haven't had breakfast yet!" santi said stopping their steps.
"I'm the same San." added Ira.
"Just wait in the cafeteria" said Dewi then he went to see his teacher to ask for permission to eat first.
"Ko is a bit stubborn so, waahh we will be a woman who works from morning to afternoon haha" said Santi.
"Finally we're gonna start living by the rules" Susan looked at Ira.
The two of them looked at each other and smiled, recalling the conversation earlier this morning.
"Yeahaaaaa,,,,,!" the Goddess shouted back with her smile, it could be seen for sure that the male teacher gave her permission to eat first.
"Eat yuk? don't wait a long time, others wait." he said and they ordered a meal.
Seeing his phone speechless in thought, he had not seen Ari since in the hall earlier and now the man had even left without telling her.
"It's okay, we're both busy right now" she said as she ate making Dewi, Susan and Santi stare at her.
"Why lo?" ask Goddess.
"No, yuk ah?" bring Ira who has finished eating, as well as the three friends.
They went and met Mr. Roni. After preparing the files, they left for the place they were headed.
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