ALVIN Trying to Rise

Maaf

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"How, Omar? Do I have to tell this kid everything?" asked Mr. Mardo, looking intently at Mr. Umar.

Alvin looked at the two men before the old man took turns, his mind was chaotic because now he began to accuse Mr. Umar of cooperating with Mr. Mardo.

"Just say, asshole!" Alvin who was impatient, shouted at Mr. Mardo.

"Basic stupid! Why are you asking me, snot boy? You should have asked that to the man beside you!" said Mr. Mardo accompanied by his triviality.

Alvin looked at Mr. Umar, in him he continued to deny the prejudices that had been spinning in the head.

Nah! Mr. Umar is not such a person, inner Alvin continues to deny.

"What does that jerk mean, sir? Do you know about the accident?" alvin asked in a soft voice.

His eyes looked at Mardo and expectantly at Mardo, his heart continued to say that Mardo did not know about all that.

Say no, sir. I beg you, Inner Alvin.

Mr. Umar seemed to see Alvin with regret, the look of his eyes made Alvin's heart hurt right then and there. Even so Alvin still tried to keep believing in the belief that was in his heart.

"Sir, answer me, sir!" alvin Urge.

"What's the matter exactly? Why can that bastard say that?" connect Alvin again in a slower voice.

His body felt limp, not because of the physical pain that had been battered. However, it was against his own sense to keep believing in Mr. Umar, which made him weak.

"Vin–" Mr. Umar seemed to hold the shoulders of Alvin who had gone down, without spirit anymore.

"Come on, Omar, tell that snot boy everything!"

"Shut up, you son of a bitch!" jolt Alvin, at this time he just wanted to hear the voice of Mr. Umar, not want anything else.

Alvin's attitude at this time, very much different than usual, Alvin was not able to see the age of the people around him. The respect and courtesy that had always been held firmly by him, now seemed to have disappeared somewhere.

Alvin was really out of control, various emotions that he could only suppress, now as if being released by Alvin. Until no one can get through it.

Tipping over the issue of an accident that leaves a deep trauma inside an Alvin, leaving him unable to control himself. It's too hard and complicated. That is why, all this time Alvin always avoids to remember back about the accident.

However, now suddenly someone involved in the accident appeared, making him forced to dig up again memories that have been stored deep in the hidden heart and brain space.

"Vin." Mr. Umar again called Alvin Iirih.

Alvin turned his eyes back to Mr. Umar.

Mr. Umar, seemed to swallow his saliva with difficulty, before saying a word to Alvin.

"Sorry ...."

That one word had already left Alvin's heart broken, his shabby, scarred body kneeling on the floor, with his back bent and hands covering his face.

Alvin chuckled softly, then rubbed his face repeatedly, his eyes flushed red withstanding the chest-stifling pain.

The person he had considered his own family, even he respected as much as his grandfather, turned out to be the one who caused this accident to happen.

Mr. Umar seemed to shed tears when he saw how devastated Alvin was at this time. If he could choose, he wanted to hide all of this bitter reality by himself.

A mistake that made him regret all this time, maybe even for the rest of his life. However he tried to make up for all of that, it still could not make his heart better.

The shadow of the day's events, still haunting him, he couldn't even sleep well for a single night, from then on. Guilt keeps him stuck on the events that have claimed the lives of his sister and Mr. Alvin.

"Hahaha, you are a fool, just like your poor father. The perpetrators of that crime have been around you all along, don't know?" the Pak Mardo Effect.

Alvin seemed to raise his head, he slowly looked at Mr. Mardo's face with sharp eyes, his face turned crimson, his hands clenched firmly. Slowly he began to wake up and stand up straight.

Mr. Mardo is still seen laughing, enjoying Mr. Umar's regret and Alvin's destruction.

Alvin's gaze was fixed on the necklace that was still in the hands of Mr. Mardo, he was no longer concerned with all the problems of the accident, now all he needed was his mother's necklace, that always makes him eager to survive.

His dealings with Mr. Umar, could he continue later, if he could still survive after today. If not, at least he managed to reclaim his mother's property.

Alvin quickly ran then lunged at Mr. Mardo using the rest of his calm.

"Give me my mom's necklace, asshole!" alvin shouted in anger.

Roy who was next to Mr. Mardo immediately got up and tried to protect Mr. Mardo from Alvin's attack blindly. While the guards were detained by men brought by Mr. Umar.

Moments later, Alvin manages to snatch his mother's necklace. He smiled with a face full of wounds. As if all that didn't feel anything to him, Alvin stood up straight while wearing the necklace again around his neck.

"It belongs to my mother, and now it's mine. No one can take it from me, you understand!" he said, then walked out of the former factory building.

Mr. Mardo looked staring full of anger at Alvin's back, he wanted to catch up with him. However, Mr. Umar immediately prevented it.

"We have to take care of our business first!" mr. Umar said, preventing the move of Mr. Mardo.

Likewise with Roy who was closely guarded by one of the mafia members brought by Mr. Umar. While Mr. Mardo's men were helpless again, they were lying on the floor.

"Based on a brat!" as Mr. Mardo.

Alvin was already indifferent to the uproar behind him, he just wanted to get away from the men who were involved with his past.

He was tired, he was already quite tired with the happenings today. With slow steps, he walked down the street in the darkness of the night.

Yes, it turns out that day has even changed into night, when he went outside from the former factory. Dirty clothes, a bruised body and a consciousness that might only stay in half, made Alvin unable to even think where he was going.

The pain and disappointment that tormented his mind and mind too much, made the man who was just an adult, completely destroyed.

Alvin only continued walking until about half an hour passed, his consciousness was disappearing, he was sitting under a large tree.

Engraved a slick smile on his lips as his memories with his little family flashed, then one by one disappeared leaving him just like that.

Now Mr. Umar also contributed to the pain in his heart that felt so much and piled up.

Am I just meant to live alone? Why does it feel so painful, when one by one the people I love You take, O Lord?

What was my fault all this time? Is it so, like, a sin that I have committed, that You have given me so much pain?

Oh my God, I'm tired .. I can't! Why don't you take my life, if you don't want to give me happiness!

"Why do you have to bring that man, if only to inflict a wound on me?" before his consciousness finally disappeared into the darkness.

For the first time in life, Alvin complained about all the lines God had set for him. It is true that today's events have made all her bitter memories return in memory to the point of tormenting her entire soul.

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