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Days change weeks, weeks change months, months change years. Time passed, for some time Alvin no longer found anything heavy in his life. Everything went well, starting from college and work in the office.
His mother's condition is also reportedly slightly improved, at least at this time he is no longer hysterical when he saw Alvin. As of this moment, Alvin had just come out of the doctor's room who had been taking care of his mother all this time.
She smiled when she had just heard about the development of her mother's health, after almost six years she continues to struggle to finance the best treatment for her mother.
Even though, actually a few years ago, he had a lot of debt to this hospital, considering his income is small and must be divided for several other purposes.
A few years ago, Ganis was almost discharged by the hospital, because Alvin was in arrears of his treatment costs. Fortunately the doctor who treated Ganis very well, he finally helped Alvin to convince the hospital, to give time.
Alvin was so grateful for all that. He didn't even know how to repay the doctor's kindness.
If I can be honest, even until now the debt is still not able to be repaid. However, he always tried to repay it, so that the debt never increased again, even less, since he worked in the office owned by the Jani family. The debt is only a quarter less, maybe in the near future the debt will be able to be repaid, as long as there are no events that make it have to spend more money.
Alvin walked towards the park, where his mother was currently. He saw her when he just got into the hospital. However, he chose to speak to the doctor first, to find out the development of his mother's care here.
Alvin stopped his steps when the distance to his mother was only a few meters away. He stared at his mother who was sitting on the bench accompanied by a teddy bear on his lap.
"Assalamualaikum, Mah," said Alvin, crouching in front of his mother.
A gentle smile was etched on his face, a smile that Alvin very rarely displayed except for his mother.
Ganis turned her attention to a man who was very similar to her husband when she was young. He smiled then stroked Alvin's cheek slowly.
Alvin closed his eyes, enjoying the gentle touch of a mother. His eyes were heating up, he was eager to take that hand and kiss it repeatedly.
However, he was still hesitant to do things that could make his mother surprised, he was afraid that later his mother would be hysterical again when meeting him, despite several meetings, he was afraid, his mother was no longer hysterical when she met him.
Ganis was more silent and would only stare at Alvin's face inside, unwilling to say anything. At first Alvin felt strange about Ganis's change as if he did not want to talk to her.
However, the doctor assures that Ganis is okay, Alvin does not need to worry about all that. Because according to his medical records, Ganis' mental health is getting better.
"Look, Alvin's got his favorite sunflower, Mama!" alvin said he took out a sunflower from behind his body.
Ganis looked at the sunflower in Alvin's hand, then slowly his hand took the flower. Alvin smiled happily.
"Mommy, likes?" ask Alvin. He kept trying to talk, despite no reaction from his mother.
"If, Mamah, like .. later I will continue to bring this sunflower if I meet Mamah again" continued Alvin.
"Beautiful, right, Mah? Just like, Mama." Alvin smiled he was still crouching in front of Ganis, though the woman did not respond at all to Alvin's words.
Alvin circulated his view, the atmosphere was still early in the morning, making the air still quite cool, with the sunlight that felt warm hit the body.
"The morning atmosphere here is good huh, Mah? The air's cold, the sun's warm too." Alvin spoke again.
Her memory goes back some time ago when she accompanied Jani to a thesis hearing.
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"After graduation, what do you want?" alvin asked Jani, while driving Jani's car.
After almost a week Jani whined to Alvin, so that the man would accompany him to the thesis, Alvin finally agreed.
"Father, tell me to study abroad with Anji," Jani replied in a heavy voice.
Alvin glanced at the woman who had been his friend for almost three years. There was a look of surprise in his eyes, though he covered it all with a smile.
"Well, that looks good. You will be safer and more independent abroad. Congratulations, yes" said Alvin while focusing on driving.
Heh, I thought you'd arrest me, Vin. It turns out that you even support Papah's will, Jani's inner smile miris.
Three years he waited for Alvin's heart to see his love. However, it turns out that the man only continues to think of him as a friend only. No more than that.
"Ck, what have I not been independent all this time?" decak Jani stared at the protest on Alvin.
The man only chuckled a little, responding to the annoyance of his best friend. "If you are independent, you may whine at me for days just to be accompanied by a thesis hearing" said Alvin.
"It's not spoiled, but I just want to be accompanied," said Jani.
Alvin smiled as he nodded his head faintly. "Yes, princess, it is always right" Alvin said.
Jani just rolled her eyeballs, while laying down on the back of the chair. Sometimes he looked at the face of Alvin, the man who had made him fall in love, to be willing to wait until three years.
I don't know what an Alvin has, so he can't turn away from the male figure beside him. Jani was even willing to continue to hold back his feelings when there was a woman, blatantly saying he liked Alvin and would approach the man.
Perhaps the decision to continue his education abroad was the best for him. He realized now that Alvin was still in his dreams and obsession. Alvin's life will only continue to be in the same vortex, until the man will not be able to see his surroundings.
In fact, in his deepest heart, he still expected Alvin to hold him back and finally turned to him once. Then he will willingly stay.
Look at me just once, Vin. Then I will but here, Inner Jani.
However, it seems Alvin has no intention to do that. Until finally the car driven by Alvin has entered the campus area. The two went down together then walked down the corridor to the thesis courtroom.
"You wait for me, don't go anywhere!" remember Jani when she was called inside.
"Yes. You're excited, don't be nervous. I'm sure you can," said Alvin, encouraging Jani.
"Heem, if you have it, you can do it" said Jani, then walked into the room.
Alvin just stared at the woman until the door of the room was tightly closed, swallowing the tiny body of Jani, without wanting to chim in the jokes of his best friend.
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