ALVIN Trying to Rise

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Jani could only be speechless, he was speechless, astonished to see Alvin say a long word for the first time.

Honestly Alvin has been stringing all those words since last night, he even memorized them so that nothing is forgotten.

Now he was afraid that Jani would interpret his words differently from his intentions, when he saw that the woman was silent with widened eyes looking at him.

"Jani?" Alvin flicked his finger in front of Jani's face.

"Huh?" Jani is aghast, as his admiration for Alvin is disturbed.

"You heard what I said, right?" ask Alvin.

"Ekhm!" Jani cleared his throat while upholding his body, trying to act ordinary.

"Yes, I was horrified" replied Jani.

"How come you want us to be friends?" ask Alvin again.

Oh, my God, why is my life so? Usually if a normal person, this kind of atmosphere is because it wants to answer the statement of love from the man in front of him. Why should I even answer a man's rejection of me? inner Jani.

This atmosphere made him not know what to say, and what kind of expression. He himself felt sad and angry when Alvin refused him, although the way was very subtle.

However, he also felt amazed and happy, because even though Alvin refused his love. However, the man did not make him feel inferior at all, even offering a friendship with a very gentle attitude.

"Vin, why do you have to believe this anyway?" Not the answer that came out of Jani's mouth, he asked Alvin instead.

Alvin frowned confusedly. "I mean, you?"

"Why do you have to reject me this way? Why do you not reject me outright, let me be hurt and turn to hate you?" pissed Jani.

How can he hate or forget Alvin, if the way Alvin refused it even makes him more hopeful to get a man like him.

"Huh?" Alvin is confused.

He had thought many times in order to be able to reject Jani in a way that did not offend him, even making him feel inferior before him.

However, why is Jani angry at him now because of his way? Geez, now Alvin is confused as to what to say.

"Sorry." That's the only word that came out of Alvin's lips.

Jani looked at Alvin with an annoyed look, he then sighed with a face of despair, as if wanting to doubt right then and there.

"Why should I apologize?" ask Jani.

"Because I'm distraught about you" replied Alvin.

At the moment Alvin looks different, he is not like Alvin who is cold and always ignore him, he seems to be a different figure in front of Jani.

"Well, I want to be your friend. But, don't stop me from continuing to try to have you" replied Jani.

Yes, that's an Anjani, he never wants to give up to get what he wants.

Alvin looked at Jani, the look in his eyes clearly visible that he strongly objected to Jani's terms.

"At least until I get bored and give up, or I'll back off if you have another woman" Jani added.

Alvin seemed silent for a while, he felt reluctant to continue giving hope to Jani, and indeed it was his true purpose to meet Jani at this time.

"I don't want to hurt you more deeply if you keep hoping for me, Jani" Alvin said.

"I promise I won't show you my wounds if we're not meant to be united. After all, who would know what was going to happen in the future? It may be that soon I will give up and get the man I was destined to be, before you find your love."

"I'm just asking that we stay friends, and allow me to continue acting like this to you, I promise I'll never expect more" Jani continued.

Alvin's heart ached as he looked at Jani's reddened eyes, with tears already gathered in the crackers, ready for the woman to spill in one blink.

He would be too evil if he accepted Jani's request. However, he also could not refuse, because it was the friendship that he offered before.

"Well, from now on we are friends" replied Alvin finally, making a smile on Jani's face expand, even though tears were seen dripping down his cheeks.

"Thank you" Jani said in a hoarse voice.

He really did not have the heart with the woman in front of him, nor did he ever expect to inflict injuries on a woman in this way.

But all this has to happen. Alvin can't choose between his mother's happiness and his own, for this time. He could not promise to focus on his goal, if there was another female figure by his side.

Alvin is afraid of faltering from his original goals, he cannot replace his life goals with another woman other than his mother. He also could not forget his promise to his father and brother.

Yeah, it's still a real burden on Alvin's back, with no idea when it's over, until he's too scared to add one more responsibility to his life.

Slowly Alvin's hand stretched out, wiping away the tears on Jani's cheek, there was pain in his heart, when he saw Jani who was slumped by it.

"Sorry." Only that word can be spoken again.

He never thought that his meeting with Jani would be a painful day for the good woman.

After Jani felt better, the two looked out. Because Jani came there on a motorcycle, Alvin finally offered to deliver.

Jani agreed, he finally came home with delivered by Alvin, using Jani's motorbike.

Along the way Jani's tears trickle down, she can't help the pain in her heart, as Alvin rejects a love she hasn't even had the chance to express.

His head rested on Alvin's back, which felt very comfortable for him.

A while later Alvin had arrived in front of the gate of Jani's towering house.

"Just click, someone will open," Jani ordered from behind.

Alvin nodded he then pressed on Jani's motor horn. Sure enough, a while later there was a middle-aged man who went outside.

"It's me, sir!" jani said from behind Alvin.

"Oh, Neng Jani," said the middle-aged man, from his clothes he seemed to be a security guard.

"Yes, Sir. Please open the gate, yes," replied Jani again.

With a swift guard it immediately opened the high gate, so that Alvin can bring Jani motor into.

Begiti gate opened, look at the spacious garden, which is in front of a two-story luxury house dominated by cream and light gray.

Alvin was persuaded, seeing the beauty of the residence owned by Jani, also made him more aware of where his current position. Yes, the parable of the earth and sky is indeed very suitable for him and Jani.

Jani who is an angel who lives in the sky, and himself who is only an earth creature without wings that can not even take him flying to approach the life of an Anjani, let alone to reach it ... it all feels impossible.

"Let's go in," said Jani resuscitated Alvin's daydream.

"Ah, yes" replied Alvin.

"Thank you kaish, sir," he again turned to the security guard who opened the gate, then began to pull back the gas motor.

Both are now in front of the main door with Alvin who is parking the bike.

"Thank you, Vin, I'm going home" Jani said with a sweet smile.

"Either. Then I go home first" replied Alvin.

"Don't stop by first?" asked Jani as if not willing to separate from Alvin.

"I'm sorry, but I can't seem to. I have another appointment" replied Alvin.

"Oh, is that it?" tanya Jani, who was immediately embraced by Alvin.

"Please say hello to Mama with your Papah, sorry I did not meet them," said Alvin.

"Yes, I'll say hello. You, be careful on the road, yes" replied Jani.

Alvin nodded. "Assalamualaik."

Jani looked at Alvin who was walking towards the gate, he had just entered after seeing Alvin had gone outside from the gate of his house.

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