ALVIN Trying to Rise

Missing and guilt

...Happy Reading's...

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Flash back, night beating Alvin.

That night Jani gets a call from her friend, they offer to stay at Jani's house, as a sign of separation. Jani is certainly very happy to hear the news, at least he can be with his two friends, even though Alvin has no contact at all.

"Wait a minute, I asked Mama's permission first, yes," Jani said with a cellphone in her ear.

With the look on her face, Jani walked out of her room, intending to look for the mother who was watching television in the family room.

Even though she knew that the mother would definitely allow her two friends to stay the night. However, Jani must still tell his mother first, so that later he will not be blamed if the men protest.

Jani stopped his steps as he passed through Arkan's room, he heard his two brothers talking there. Intending to be ignorant, surprising his two favorite men, in fact even Jani who get unexpected surprises from his two brothers.

"Thank God eventually Jani would also continue her studies with me abroad. I'm sick of seeing that son of a bitch keep taking advantage of our sister's innocence." Anji's voice sounded from inside the room with a loud tone.

Jani frowned, he was getting curious and wanted to hear the talk of his two brothers. Jani stepped closer, she stood behind the wall near the door that opened slightly.

"Heem, I don't like that poor man either. It was easy for him to fool Jani with his love. You bastard son of a bitch!" Arkan sounds chimed.

Jani is still trying to digest what her brother is talking about. He knew they were talking about Alvin. However, he does not understand where Anji and Arkan are talking.

Jani knew that from the beginning Arkan and Anji did not like it when he was close to Alvin. He thinks it might just be an expression of annoyance of his two brothers, or jealousy, considering all this time he has never been close to any man, other than Alvin.

"After all, we have to keep Jani away from jerks like him, lest Jani be taken advantage of more. I won't be willing!" anji's growling with annoyance.

"Yes, it's a good thing that Papa is supporting us now, so he agreed when we gave advice to let Jani study abroad."

Whahuh? So that overseas lecture was Arkan and Anji's intention to keep me away from Alvin? But why is it that Papa now supports them, instead of all this time Papa is glad I was close to Alvin? jani, full of questions.

"Hopefully after coming home from abroad the jerk is gone and will never see our sister again!" Anji prayed to Arkan.

Jani closed his mouth to hear the reality of his college plans abroad. Turns out it was all an attempt to keep him away with Alvin.

Both of his brothers who from the beginning did not like Alvin, it turns out that the hatred has not faded. Their kindness to Alvin, probably because they saw a happy Jani with the man.

I don't want to be away from Alvin. Why are they the same as me? inner Jani, she took a few steps back from the front door of her brother's room.

Disappointed to the three beloved men, make Jani's mind chaotic. He did not want to be away from Alvin, all this time he objected to studying abroad. However, because the Papa pleaded with him, Jani finally agreed, even though it all felt very heavy.

They're upset that they think Alvin's using me, right? Then if Alvin marries me, they'll believe me and let me stay here? continued again.

I don't know where that ridiculous thought came from. But now Jani believes it.

I had to ask Alvin to marry me, so I could still stay with him.

Jani wiped the tears that had already dripped, without a second thought he ran down and out of the luxurious house owned by his parents. Somehow, at that time no one knew that Jani was out of the house, until a while later the big house was excited, when Jani suddenly disappeared.

While Jani chose to walk from his house to the gate of housing, he then stopped a taxi and managed to come to Alvin's house in the late night.

Regardless of the cold of the night, with the thin house clothes that he wears, also his health is easily decreased if exposed to the night wind, Jani desperate to come to Alvin's rented house, Alvin, just to get certainty over their relationship, and ask Alvin to marry her soon.

However, instead of getting outside, Jani further complicates matters, as his departure from home leaves both his older brother and parents, handing over the blame to Alvin, alvin becomes the target of Anji and Arkan.

The chaos of that night, was completely undecipherable. Coupled with his condition that immediately decreased due to the night wind, making his family panic and immediately took him to the hospital, the next day Jani was immediately forced to leave abroad, without telling Alvin's condition, and the following day, or give him a chance to see Alvin first.

That was his biggest mistake to Alvin, who made himself feel a prolonged sense of guilt.

Flash back off.

Jani breathed a tired breath, as the memory of that night flashed back through his head. He threw himself on the bed. The condition of his body is weak from small, making his whole family indeed keep it more possessive, especially Papa and his two brothers.

Compared to his twin Anji, Jani is more often sick, only with trivial problems, such as rain or excessive night wind. Even eating the wrong thing can get him in the hospital.

Unlike the men, Mama is more able to provide space for Jani, as long as the daughter of the only rich family knows the limits and can take care of herself. Mama's more relaxed attitude makes Jani more comfortable telling stories with her biological mother.

However, even though Jani never told Papa and his two brothers, the three men always knew whatever he was doing. They all like to have CCTV running that always follows every step.

"Alvin, what are you doing there?" murmured Jani, holding Alvin's jacket the last time he wore. There is no longer the smell of the owner, this has been too long until the fragrance has faded inedible time.

However, with the jacket, at least Jani can imagine when Alvin wore it, it was very necessary to keep Alvin's face, when even one sheet of photos he did not sound it.

"I'm kangen. Forgive me for giving you trouble" he continued, with a single tear escaping from the fertilizer.

Tired of thinking about the person she missed, Jani slowly starts to close her eyes, until her soul begins to go to dreamland.

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Elsewhere, a husband and wife were looking at a row of several photos on the table, both of them looking focused on staring one by one sheet of illustrated paper.

"I'm telling you, he must be Rengganis' son. Look, he even wears a necklace belonging to the Rengganis! Ck! I was already suspicious when I first met him," said the woman.

"Damn, why did it come to this? Since when did Rengganis have a son with her poor husband?! Could be bad later if my parents knew all this." the man opened his voice, with a frown deep, a sign he was being overwhelmed by frustration.

"Then, what should we do now?" ask the woman.

"We're looking first, where the Rengganis are, we need to find it before my parents find it first. We should also keep him away from the company, lest this is his strategy to get back to our family."

After a long silence, the man finally said something.

"But, if it turns out Rengganis was not found, or even dead?"

"Our next path ..we must get rid of the man immediately, and prevent him from knowing the truth about his mother."

"If he knows, how?"

"We have to get rid of him, just as we got rid of his brother and father!"

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